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I am just desperately needing of you, Jesus.

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Without you I can do nothing.

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That equals zero to me.

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But with you, empowered by the Holy Spirit,

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I can do all things.

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I need you on coming tonight.

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I need you to touch my back.

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I need Jesus to be exalted and magnified

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and glorified.

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I submit to you, the person of the

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Holy Spirit, who alone can do it.

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But you do your job marvelously, Holy Spirit.

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I'm in awe of you.

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Father God, thank you for this immense privilege.

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Thank you for fulfilling the desire of my

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heart, as I used to cry out in

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my house, alone, with you and my darling

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husband.

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Get me to the radical 20 and 30

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year olds.

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I didn't know how you would answer that

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prayer.

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But you put the desire there, and I

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knew that.

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And you never give it as a desire

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that you don't fulfill.

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So I thank you that this beautiful, wonderful

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audience that you've brought together, they think they're

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privileged.

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But I'm a thousand times more privileged.

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I'm humbled by this opportunity that you've given

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me.

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And I thank you.

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I thank you.

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Now fulfill all that was on your heart

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when you put those deep desires that I

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would call out loud.

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And it would sound insane.

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It would sound ridiculous.

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How could an 87 year old ever get

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to 20 and 30 year olds?

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But I have noticed you're not limited by

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anything, other than our unbelief or disobedience.

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When we have faith and when we obey

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you, you will open any door, anywhere, at

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any time.

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When we have one passion only, and that

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is that Jesus may be glorified.

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Teach us your ways tonight.

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Cause time to stand still in this church.

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Like you did in that room a month

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ago when I spoke to the women.

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Eight hours.

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And time stood still.

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Pain lifted from our bodies.

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No one was thirsty.

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No one was tired.

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No one was hungry.

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living Christ.

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Lift us into the...

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You'll have to give me the words to

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describe it.

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I can't describe it yet.

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Lift us into the awesome, awesome, manifest presence

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of the living Christ.

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Who knows no time, no limit.

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Limitless, timeless.

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God, put us in that tonight.

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Thank you that you will.

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Amen.

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Amen.

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The message that God has laid upon my

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heart to bring to you tonight is about

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desperate praying.

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Do not put the word praying.

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That's not what it's about.

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Desperate praying.

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Desperate praying comes from the hearts of people

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who know there's a desperate need and are

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desperate for God to meet that need.

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Isaiah 64, verse 7.

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Listen to God challenging us.

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Does anybody know this verse before I quote

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it?

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Isaiah 64, 7.

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Anybody in the building?

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Listen to God's challenge.

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There is no one that calls upon your

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name that stirs himself to take hold of

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you.

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I've answered that challenge more times than I

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can remember or count, and I've said to

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God, I read your challenge, but you can't

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say that anymore because here I am, ready

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to stir myself up to take hold of

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you in intercession.

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Desperate people pray with intensity, and we're going

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to see some of the ways in which

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that intensity is expressed in the word of

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God because everything I'm speaking about is coming

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from the word of God.

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be backed by scripture, I don't make it.

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My authority is this book.

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is expressed.

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You call out to God.

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You can wrestle with God like Jacob did,

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only he was wrestling for personal change.

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Travail.

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Every woman knows who has had a child

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what the word travail means.

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The men only hear about it and go,

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ho-hum.

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I've always said to God, if one man

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only gave birth to a child, the world

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would change.

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The world remains unchanged.

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The men haven't got a clue.

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Who's had a baby?

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9, 10, about a dozen of us.

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This can include fasting.

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were people such as Moses, Ezra, Nehemiah, Jehoshaphat,

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Daniel, Paul, Esther, Hannah, David, the king and

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the city of Nineveh all fasted and prayed

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with intensity, with great results.

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What does that mean?

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The implication is there's going to be times

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when he clearly tells you to.

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pray.

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to fast and pray.

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fasting alone is going to do it, that

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is not what the Bible teaches.

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not told you to fast and you wonder

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why you're going through agony, check in with

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God if it's presumption.

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praying and not getting through, check in with

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God if he wanted you to fast with

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The whole deal is obedience.

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intensity can be expressed in silence.

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It was so with Hannah.

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much to get through tonight, believe me, that

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we can't possibly take the time to turn

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that up.

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1 Samuel 1 12-16, Hannah is in

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intense agony of soul to have a child

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and not one word comes out of her

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mouth.

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She was terribly misjudged by the spiritual leader

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over her who was Eli.

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so and rebuked her.

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Her name means grace by the way.

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travail which is a lesson for us tonight

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but the way she handled the judgment of

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a spiritual leader over her who knew her

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character and knew better than to ever say

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what came out of his mouth.

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You're a drunken woman.

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spiritual leader above her who was totally out

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and doing and saying the wrong thing.

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still honored him and spoke graciously to him

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as she told him the facts.

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in tune with God you would have known

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that I've had no alcohol whatsoever and I'm

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a woman of God travailing before God for

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a child so how insensitive to the Holy

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She could have easily said that and that's

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how some women react when spiritual leaders misjudge

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the grace of God and she humbly just

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told him the facts no more and forgave

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him in her heart and then the big

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action took place but not before.

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of God and said your petition is going

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to be answered.

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How many women have lost the blessing from

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God over a spiritual leader that they criticized

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when he was wrong?

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The Bible makes it very clear in the

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Psalms touch not the Lord's anointed and do

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my prophets no harm.

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That isn't a suggestion it's a command.

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And if you read my book Intimate Friendship

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with God you will see a whole chapter

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I have devoted called Touch Not the Lord's

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Anointed and I tell some of the amazing

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dealings with God with me as a young

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woman that absolutely changed my life irrevocably in

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relation to this subject.

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There isn't time to go there tonight but

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it's in that book.

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Tell me, be honest before God put up

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your hand male or female whether you've just

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learned something.

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Praise to Jesus.

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I was sitting in a church one night

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in New Zealand the wonderful very wonderful Baptist

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church that my husband was an elder in

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and he and I were very very involved

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whenever the church was open we were there.

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great a very close friend of ours who

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was a great man of God and very

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anointed was speaking.

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a Sunday evening in our church.

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He was an international Bible teacher and God

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had given him a very heavy subject that

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in relation to heaven and hell with the

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understanding that he felt that there was going

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to be at least one or more in

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that church where God was showing them that

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it was the last opportunity that they had

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to receive the Lord because they had resisted

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him.

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was feeling the weight of this message on

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my ministry of intercession I felt the weight

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in his spirit was my dear husband Jim's

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business friend.

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A friend that he worked with in business

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and had invited to come to this meeting.

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Definitely a non-Christian.

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God's final opportunity for this man.

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Now that's an awesome responsibility to be in

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both from the preacher's and from the point

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of view of intercessors.

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me to the church as our friend he

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was sitting right beside Jim and me in

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I think it was the front row.

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letting up for one moment that my role

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was to be interceding for that lost soul

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who was sitting right beside me.

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I think he was sitting in between Jim

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and me.

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I couldn't let him hear one sound of

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intense travail.

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I had to be like Hannah.

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It says her lips moved.

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I don't think I moved my lips.

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And I sat right beside him close.

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He never had a clue not one sound

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came from me.

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No hand actions, head actions, nothing from me.

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I just sat absolutely totally still, still my

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eyes closed and was in intense travail the

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entire time of the message.

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I know what this is about but not

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a sound.

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When the invitation was given he walked straight

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forward immediately and came to Christ and fully

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surrendered himself and was gloriously born again.

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Hallelujah.

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Hallelujah to Jesus.

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So many preachers lack intercessors in the audience

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who will carry the burden with them.

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It's an immense privilege.

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And don't tell me any one of you

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in this building if under those kind of

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circumstances where it is totally inappropriate to have

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any sound coming from you at all.

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If that's how God has shown it to

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be and many times it is if that's

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how God has shown it to be then

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you shut up and do it God's way

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quietly so that nobody knows.

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Why should anybody else know if you're doing

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it just for Jesus?

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And I've heard people say they've said it

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to me I don't swallow it for one

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minute oh I just had to let out

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that yell or I had to let out

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that groan or I just had to do

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that odd thing.

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I say do you want to hear what

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the word of God says?

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Because it's not it doesn't matter to me

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it isn't my opinion.

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The spirit of the prophet is subject to

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the prophet Bible.

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The spirit of the prophet is subject to

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the prophet you can control it you don't

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have to yell, weep, scream holler, do something

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bizarre or anything so don't bring that one

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to me.

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And I've been in audiences where somebody did

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and I would just say would you be

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quiet please?

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That is absolutely what's the word?

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What's the word I want?

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Disruptive.

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Thank you John.

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Just thank you John.

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Just be in every service I'm in darling

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and help me.

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Absolutely disruptive to what God the Holy Spirit

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was doing at that time.

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And I have seen Dr. Jack Hayford who

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is the founding pastor of Church on the

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Way where Jim and I have been forever

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I don't know when we started we're old

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but we've been there forever decades from the

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earliest days when he started and I have

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seen people go give a prophetic word supposedly

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out and Jack Hayford would just stop and

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say excuse me I don't know you sir

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are you a member of this church?

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I don't think so have I ever met

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you before?

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and the man would say no so a

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total stranger come in would you just stop

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what you were doing?

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the man was starting to prophesy or something

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supposedly and would you just go to the

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elder that is now right at your side

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and would you submit to him what you

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felt you were going to have to say

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and he will check it out and he'll

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give me the signal if that's right and

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I have seen that man I watched it

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bristle mad angry if you bristle and you're

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angry and you're mad when a spiritual leader

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asks you to quietly submit to somebody else

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above in authority you are the problem because

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Jesus is looking for humility and if you've

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got a valid word from the Lord and

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you speak it out and somebody doesn't agree

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with you that that's right then in humility

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you just submit to what the spiritual leadership

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says even if you're right now and just

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say oh that's perfectly fine I'm submitted to

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authority and if you're not happy with that

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I leave the responsibility with God I leave

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you with God and I leave me with

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God and I let God work it all

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out even if I wait till the judgment

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seat and you smile and you're as happy

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as a lark and on you go humility

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put up your hand if you just learned

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something thank you Jesus I'm

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thanking him because to my best knowledge of

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my understanding I'm getting in the month that

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I've been preparing for this I thought this

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is what he told me to tell you

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and he's just encouraged me so I'm just

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thanking him we choose to be desperate then

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call on the Lord how do we get

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this desperate praying?

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we choose it's an act of the will

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you have to want it don't wait for

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the till the Holy Spirit zaps you in

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your heart out in the spirit before you

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think you know just say to God I

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want to get desperate then call then call

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on the Lord to help you submit to

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the Holy Spirit in faith who then gives

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us the divine perspective on the object of

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our prayers does anybody want that sentence again?

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we choose to be desperate we call on

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the Lord we then submit to the Holy

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Spirit in faith who then gives us the

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divine perspective on the object of our prayers

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Romans 8 26 likewise the spirit helps us

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in our weakness for we do not know

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how to pray as we ought we don't

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know how to get desperate in prayer now

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God wants us to but the Holy Spirit

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will do the work God wants us to

417
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experience desperate praying in the following areas now

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this may surprise you it may not doesn't

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matter we need the point anyway for the

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fulfillment of our destinies are you and I

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desperate before God for the fulfillment of our

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destinies I didn't say that you wanted your

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desires to be fulfilled I didn't say that

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I said your destiny to be fulfilled that

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can be a totally different thing what's your

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name darling yes you yeah what's your name

427
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Joa Joanne okay Joy same mine as mine

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how do you spell it J-O-A

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-E I've never heard that in my life

430
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thank you for teaching me something Joa that

431
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it Joa is that right have I got

432
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it Joa oh thank you Johnny Johnny

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I always knew I needed you darling I

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love you Johnny yes

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sweetheart I will gladly do you know what

436
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he asked me you haven't a clue have

437
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you do you know what he said with

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00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:07,380
all the sincerity in his gorgeous blue eyes

439
00:26:11,260 --> 00:26:21,170
would you be my grandma he said

440
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he doesn't have one he has one now

441
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just call me Nan that's what my grandchildren

442
00:26:30,970 --> 00:26:34,350
all call me just Nan that be alright

443
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just Nan did you call me that darling

444
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yeah N-A-N because that's the name

445
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my grandchildren call me so if you're going

446
00:26:42,970 --> 00:26:44,370
to find me to be your grandma you

447
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have to get the name so God wants

448
00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:53,910
us to experience desperate praying for the fulfillment

449
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of our destinies do you know what our

450
00:26:56,530 --> 00:26:58,570
destinies are we've all got the same one

451
00:27:00,910 --> 00:27:05,690
we all have the same destiny it's found

452
00:27:05,690 --> 00:27:11,690
in Romans 8.29 for him he foreknew

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he also predestined to be conformed to the

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image of his son that's our destiny nothing

455
00:27:23,830 --> 00:27:29,310
less I used to say and it became

456
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part of youth with a mission as part

457
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of the DNA it's gone all over the

458
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world from what I brought to it in

459
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I met Lauren Cunningham in 1967 that seems

460
00:27:41,970 --> 00:27:47,230
like forever ago and I said my vision

461
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my destiny is to know God and make

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him known and Lauren said that's going to

463
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be the that's going to be the slogan

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for youth for YWAM and it's become it

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I don't have that slogan today that's the

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secondary thing I have found that the by

467
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far the more important thing is what I've

468
00:28:12,710 --> 00:28:16,070
just given you it's my destiny and yours

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is to be conformed to the image of

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Jesus now you may say no way could

471
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I ever live like Jesus on earth oh

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so you're limiting the Holy Spirit you better

473
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repent straight away because it's one of the

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Holy Spirit's biggest jobs is to make us

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like Jesus nearly every night of my life

476
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before I go to sleep I say to

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my lover number one Jesus the lover of

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my soul I say Holy Spirit come come

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come and do whatever is needed in me

480
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to conform me to the image of my

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beautiful lover Jesus thank you that you will

482
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night after night after night after night I

483
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go to sleep on that one because it's

484
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the consuming longing of my heart and I

485
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say do whatever it takes don't short change

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me and that means if it means a

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lot more suffering if it means stuff that

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I think I could never handle you can

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handle anything Holy Spirit but make me more

490
00:29:54,740 --> 00:30:03,140
like Jesus top prayer do we regularly pray

491
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earnestly about right priorities you answer these questions

492
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you're not answering me you're answering the Holy

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Spirit who's in charge here tonight I'm doing

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whatever he tells me to do moment by

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moment do you regularly pray earnestly about right

496
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priorities in other words do you say to

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God on a daily basis oh please show

498
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:37,520
me anywhere at any time today if I

499
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:41,560
have my priorities wrong according to your standard

500
00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:45,780
for my life have you ever prayed that

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prayer once never mind as a way of

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life it should be a way of life

503
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why because our choices determine our priorities and

504
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:08,020
our priorities determine our destinies your destiny will

505
00:31:08,020 --> 00:31:11,460
only be as fulfilled as you are making

506
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God's priorities the priorities for your life no

507
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other way Jesus had to pray desperate prayers

508
00:31:22,990 --> 00:31:28,950
listen to this one I've never heard this

509
00:31:30,410 --> 00:31:33,870
in my lifetime that I can remember Jesus

510
00:31:33,870 --> 00:31:37,190
prayed desperate prayers in the Garden of Gethsemane

511
00:31:37,190 --> 00:31:42,550
that his destiny would be fulfilled you say

512
00:31:42,550 --> 00:31:45,690
well now you're completely out theologically ok well

513
00:31:45,690 --> 00:31:49,370
listen to this verse Hebrews 5 verse 7

514
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I'm reading from the Revised Standard Version in

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the days of his flesh Jesus offered up

516
00:31:57,590 --> 00:32:04,190
prayers and supplications with loud cries and tears

517
00:32:05,810 --> 00:32:09,910
this is Jesus loud cries and tears he's

518
00:32:09,910 --> 00:32:12,790
sobbing his heart out he's speaking to his

519
00:32:12,790 --> 00:32:17,150
father he was in the Garden of Gethsemane

520
00:32:17,430 --> 00:32:21,850
and I go on to quote loud cries

521
00:32:21,850 --> 00:32:24,990
and tears to him who was able to

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00:32:24,990 --> 00:32:31,270
save him and the implication the implied is

523
00:32:31,270 --> 00:32:36,250
premature death and he was heard for his

524
00:32:36,250 --> 00:32:41,210
godly fear so what was Jesus doing crying

525
00:32:41,210 --> 00:32:44,190
out to God the Father to keep him

526
00:32:44,190 --> 00:32:47,450
alive that he would be able to go

527
00:32:47,450 --> 00:32:55,450
through physically and emotionally the agonies of crucifixion

528
00:32:55,750 --> 00:32:59,550
and separation from the Father who had been

529
00:32:59,550 --> 00:33:04,810
in an unclouded communion before time began that

530
00:33:04,810 --> 00:33:08,790
he would physically as Son of Man be

531
00:33:08,790 --> 00:33:13,870
able to stay alive to cope with not

532
00:33:13,870 --> 00:33:19,710
only the 39 floggings on his back he

533
00:33:19,710 --> 00:33:26,290
was flogged 39 with a cat of nine

534
00:33:26,290 --> 00:33:30,970
tails ripping at his flesh before they and

535
00:33:30,970 --> 00:33:36,810
up all night flogged up all night no

536
00:33:36,810 --> 00:33:40,010
sleep doesn't say that anybody gave him a

537
00:33:40,010 --> 00:33:42,650
drink or any food and he went straight

538
00:33:42,650 --> 00:33:46,490
out the next day and they put how

539
00:33:46,490 --> 00:33:50,530
many pounds crossed does Arthur Blessed carry how

540
00:33:50,530 --> 00:33:55,110
many pounds does Arthur Blessed cross nobody knows

541
00:33:55,110 --> 00:33:57,990
I've heard it many times but I didn't

542
00:33:57,990 --> 00:34:01,670
say something that's maybe off the charts a

543
00:34:01,670 --> 00:34:08,770
very heavy wooden cross on his shoulders listen

544
00:34:08,770 --> 00:34:14,290
his back was already lacerated and bleeding with

545
00:34:14,290 --> 00:34:17,889
raw flesh ripped out he had had the

546
00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:21,530
thorn of crowns put into his brow his

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head was bleeding they had pulled his beard

548
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out his image was so mad it was

549
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scarred like no other man he was unrecognizable

550
00:34:32,850 --> 00:34:35,610
he was he was nearly dead when they

551
00:34:35,610 --> 00:34:38,130
put the cross on him no wonder he

552
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couldn't carry it and Simon of Cyrene had

553
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to come along and carry his cross because

554
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physically he couldn't make it and Jesus was

555
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facing that in the garden of Gethsemane and

556
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then on top of that is crucifixion hanging

557
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with nails in his hands and through his

558
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feet and Jesus knew what was coming and

559
00:35:03,830 --> 00:35:05,610
he says to the father listen to it

560
00:35:05,610 --> 00:35:08,370
in the days of his flesh Jesus offered

561
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our prayers and supplications with loud cries and

562
00:35:11,490 --> 00:35:14,110
tears to him who was able to save

563
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him from death he was able to keep

564
00:35:17,930 --> 00:35:21,910
him alive God keep me alive father so

565
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that I can go through the agonies of

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this physical and mental suffering but his greatest

567
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suffering by far than all the horrendous physical

568
00:35:33,210 --> 00:35:38,290
suffering was being made the accumulative sin the

569
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filth of all the sins of the world

570
00:35:41,570 --> 00:35:46,170
when time began were heaped upon him he

571
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became sin and then he was separated from

572
00:35:49,830 --> 00:35:52,170
the one he had been in unclouded communion

573
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with before time began the longer I live

574
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the more the more I pour out my

575
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heart to Jesus and say for the incredible

576
00:36:11,550 --> 00:36:15,130
Christ you prayed just to save my soul

577
00:36:20,240 --> 00:36:23,700
so he knows what desperate prayer is all

578
00:36:23,700 --> 00:36:30,510
about Isaiah 53 11 confirms what I've just

579
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spoken from Hebrews 5 7 Isaiah 53 11

580
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I'm reading from the King James version he

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Jesus shall see of the travail of his

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soul he was travailing in his soul for

583
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God to keep him alive to go through

584
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with what he had to do and shall

585
00:36:51,270 --> 00:36:58,330
be satisfied next point desperate praying to know

586
00:36:58,330 --> 00:37:04,390
God's character and ways I have a booklet

587
00:37:04,390 --> 00:37:11,270
that's available and I brought it with me

588
00:38:41,930 --> 00:38:44,130
is she not with the Lord or she's

589
00:38:44,130 --> 00:38:47,350
alive she's alive okay congratulate her for me

590
00:38:47,350 --> 00:38:50,550
for reading that book will you tell her

591
00:38:50,550 --> 00:38:57,580
she was really sharp right at the very

592
00:38:57,580 --> 00:39:02,460
front before they you have anything else in

593
00:39:02,460 --> 00:39:05,480
the Bible they have put that little booklet

594
00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:07,820
word for word at the very beginning of

595
00:39:07,820 --> 00:39:10,560
the women of destiny Bible that's the importance

596
00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:13,880
of Thomas Nelson felt about the message that's

597
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:16,520
contained you can get it for three dollars

598
00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:39,190
I can't go into it it's

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00:39:39,190 --> 00:39:43,470
found grace in your sight show me now

600
00:39:43,470 --> 00:39:47,070
your way that I may know you and

601
00:39:47,070 --> 00:39:49,370
that I might find grace in other words

602
00:39:49,370 --> 00:39:52,450
more grace in your sight and then verse

603
00:39:52,450 --> 00:39:56,670
18 he goes deeper and he says I

604
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pray show me your glory now this morning

605
00:40:00,730 --> 00:40:04,910
before I ever started in the notes that

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00:40:04,910 --> 00:40:06,930
were in my notebook we had a whole

607
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move of God on the glory of God

608
00:40:08,830 --> 00:40:11,910
didn't we and what it meant and I

609
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read you two incredible stories of mighty men

610
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of God one who had fasted and prayed

611
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for a whole month and when the glory

612
00:40:21,930 --> 00:40:25,750
came couldn't take it and asked to be

613
00:40:25,750 --> 00:40:29,690
delivered it was so intense and then we

614
00:40:29,690 --> 00:40:33,530
had the story of Smith's Wigglesworth when everybody

615
00:40:33,530 --> 00:40:36,610
else couldn't take it he was alone standing

616
00:40:36,610 --> 00:40:40,870
basking in it and we were ruined for

617
00:40:40,870 --> 00:40:46,210
the ordinary this morning weren't we show me

618
00:40:46,210 --> 00:40:49,910
your glory what does it mean to show

619
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what was behind Moses's prayer something like this

620
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Moses wanted to know what made God tick

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he wanted to have an intimate relationship with

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God that he would find out why God

623
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did what he did why he said what

624
00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:15,680
he said Moses wanted to see beyond God's

625
00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:20,180
personality and awesome power that wasn't enough for

626
00:41:20,180 --> 00:41:23,680
him he wanted to know and understand God's

627
00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:28,860
character only those who have been up close

628
00:41:28,860 --> 00:41:35,460
to us over long periods of time ever

629
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know our characters you can see my personality

630
00:41:39,380 --> 00:41:41,700
you can easily see that you can easily

631
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define it whether you like it or not

632
00:41:43,660 --> 00:41:45,900
is your business but you've got to put

633
00:41:45,900 --> 00:41:51,340
up with it anyway but that doesn't mean

634
00:41:51,340 --> 00:41:55,740
you know me only those who have been

635
00:41:55,740 --> 00:41:59,400
close beside me over long periods of time

636
00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:03,340
and have seen my actions and reactions in

637
00:42:03,340 --> 00:42:05,980
times of pressure and stress they're the ones

638
00:42:05,980 --> 00:42:11,320
who know me Moses was so desperate for

639
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,160
this close relationship with God listen to this

640
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:17,240
he was willing to go without food and

641
00:42:17,240 --> 00:42:22,660
water and climb Mount Sinai three times alone

642
00:42:22,660 --> 00:42:26,100
to be with God and remain there for

643
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protracted lengths of time Moses kept pressing the

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point with God as an intercessor and wanting

645
00:42:37,110 --> 00:42:40,330
to be God's friend he wanted God's favor

646
00:42:40,330 --> 00:42:43,790
as well as an understanding of his ways

647
00:42:43,790 --> 00:42:45,330
now let me stop there for a minute

648
00:42:45,330 --> 00:42:50,370
I hear on Christian networks in television constantly

649
00:42:50,370 --> 00:42:55,370
these words God just loves you unconditionally he's

650
00:42:55,370 --> 00:42:59,310
actually he's never mad with you he's he

651
00:42:59,310 --> 00:43:05,930
just I've heard several say he's absolutely ravingly

652
00:43:05,930 --> 00:43:08,750
excited about you and I sit there listening

653
00:43:08,750 --> 00:43:12,350
watching the TV and thinking so where have

654
00:43:12,350 --> 00:43:17,270
you been lately in the word yes God

655
00:43:17,270 --> 00:43:22,150
loves us all unconditionally no question no question

656
00:43:22,150 --> 00:43:26,490
about that but listen God isn't excitedly jumping

657
00:43:26,490 --> 00:43:29,650
up and down over you if you're in

658
00:43:29,650 --> 00:43:36,270
disobedience and you're in unbelief and you don't

659
00:43:36,270 --> 00:43:39,430
know his ways and you're mouthing out stuff

660
00:43:39,430 --> 00:43:42,850
about him and you don't know him therefore

661
00:43:42,850 --> 00:43:45,110
you're giving a distorted view of his character

662
00:43:48,970 --> 00:43:53,670
yes he unconditionally loves you but listen there's

663
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a vast difference between God's unconditional love which

664
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is to everybody and God's favor and that's

665
00:44:00,630 --> 00:44:03,770
what I want I want that more than

666
00:44:03,770 --> 00:44:06,350
anything else I'm not content to know that

667
00:44:06,350 --> 00:44:09,310
he unconditionally loves me I want his favor

668
00:44:09,310 --> 00:44:16,380
his favor his favor and he only gives

669
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his favor to intimate close friends who've taken

670
00:44:20,500 --> 00:44:25,680
the time to pursue to understand what makes

671
00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:33,500
him tick if you're an employer and you

672
00:44:33,500 --> 00:44:37,760
want the best employee you want that employee

673
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:41,260
to know what are the things most important

674
00:44:41,260 --> 00:44:46,120
to you as the employer correct and not

675
00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:49,540
only to know what they are but to

676
00:44:49,540 --> 00:44:58,230
live accordingly under that employer's authority

677
00:44:58,230 --> 00:45:01,930
you want them to make what is important

678
00:45:01,930 --> 00:45:08,530
to you important to them and who does

679
00:45:08,530 --> 00:45:11,750
the employer give favor to the ones who

680
00:45:11,750 --> 00:45:15,290
make the most important to the employer important

681
00:45:15,290 --> 00:45:22,210
to them God's no different he's the ultimate

682
00:45:22,210 --> 00:45:30,480
employer are you desperate to understand what makes

683
00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:33,660
God tick why does he do this why

684
00:45:33,660 --> 00:45:37,520
does he say that what's his character like

685
00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:43,700
I have spent a lifetime I'm 87 a

686
00:45:43,700 --> 00:45:47,720
lifetime study the character and the ways of

687
00:45:47,720 --> 00:45:53,220
God I have to correct that I've spent

688
00:45:53,220 --> 00:45:59,340
55 years of my 87 years 57 years

689
00:45:59,340 --> 00:46:07,220
57 years of my 87 years desperately seeking

690
00:46:07,220 --> 00:46:09,300
to know the character and the ways of

691
00:46:09,300 --> 00:46:13,400
God and it wasn't until I did that

692
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:15,760
that my spiritual life started to take off

693
00:46:23,250 --> 00:46:26,250
God was impressed with this man who wanted

694
00:46:26,250 --> 00:46:28,530
God's favor as well as an understanding of

695
00:46:28,530 --> 00:46:32,410
his ways because Moses wanted to know as

696
00:46:32,410 --> 00:46:34,470
I've said what were the things important to

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00:46:34,470 --> 00:46:37,510
God that were important to him Exodus 33

698
00:46:37,510 --> 00:46:40,810
13 is the reference to that God was

699
00:46:40,810 --> 00:46:44,810
so impressed that he says Moses is the

700
00:46:44,810 --> 00:46:48,190
only one where the Bible says these words

701
00:46:48,190 --> 00:46:53,290
nobody else he talked to God face to

702
00:46:53,290 --> 00:46:55,990
face as a man talks to his friend

703
00:46:55,990 --> 00:47:00,770
Exodus 33 11 so do you look at

704
00:47:00,770 --> 00:47:04,110
Moses and read that verse like I did

705
00:47:04,110 --> 00:47:06,930
55 years ago and say well that's Moses

706
00:47:08,990 --> 00:47:12,250
or do you say look Moses was flesh

707
00:47:12,250 --> 00:47:14,170
and blood like I was like I am

708
00:47:15,570 --> 00:47:17,530
if he could do that I can do

709
00:47:17,530 --> 00:47:21,810
it I'm going to pursue God like that

710
00:47:22,410 --> 00:47:25,650
absolutely with my whole being I'm going to

711
00:47:25,650 --> 00:47:28,090
pursue him day after day I'll be in

712
00:47:28,090 --> 00:47:30,490
his word crying out show me now your

713
00:47:30,490 --> 00:47:32,690
ways that I may know you show me

714
00:47:32,690 --> 00:47:36,610
your glory I'll obey you instantly joyfully and

715
00:47:36,610 --> 00:47:42,530
holy no matter what it is God says

716
00:47:42,530 --> 00:47:45,410
I see that little person down there they're

717
00:47:45,410 --> 00:47:51,670
serious I'll start revealing myself I would pick

718
00:47:51,670 --> 00:47:55,210
up my Bible and so much revelation of

719
00:47:55,210 --> 00:47:58,250
truth would pour on me year after year

720
00:47:58,250 --> 00:48:01,330
decade after decade that my problem was getting

721
00:48:01,330 --> 00:48:03,690
time to enough to be able to get

722
00:48:03,690 --> 00:48:07,330
the notes get the revelation of the truth

723
00:48:07,330 --> 00:48:09,930
in note form to teach it out revelation

724
00:48:09,930 --> 00:48:19,830
would just pour pour favor Psalm

725
00:48:19,830 --> 00:48:22,930
63 one to two oh God you are

726
00:48:22,930 --> 00:48:25,850
my God early when I seek you my

727
00:48:25,850 --> 00:48:28,930
soul thirsts for you my flesh longs for

728
00:48:28,930 --> 00:48:30,530
you in a dry and thirsty land where

729
00:48:30,530 --> 00:48:32,950
there is no water so I have looked

730
00:48:32,950 --> 00:48:36,530
for you in the sanctuary to see your

731
00:48:36,530 --> 00:48:40,530
power and your glory Paul's prayer Philippians three

732
00:48:40,530 --> 00:48:43,610
ten oh that I may know him and

733
00:48:43,610 --> 00:48:46,310
the power of his resurrection and the fellowship

734
00:48:46,310 --> 00:48:48,210
of his sufferings and here comes the real

735
00:48:48,210 --> 00:48:51,510
key being conformed to his death what does

736
00:48:51,510 --> 00:48:54,730
that mean that means death to everything of

737
00:48:54,730 --> 00:49:02,250
us what we want doesn't mean a thing

738
00:49:02,250 --> 00:49:07,470
what does he want I think that's what

739
00:49:07,470 --> 00:49:09,390
I think doesn't mean a thing what does

740
00:49:09,390 --> 00:49:12,990
he think search the word there is an

741
00:49:12,990 --> 00:49:16,190
answer in the word of God for every

742
00:49:16,190 --> 00:49:19,830
single thing we will ever need to have

743
00:49:19,830 --> 00:49:24,710
or go through there's there's nothing that you

744
00:49:24,710 --> 00:49:26,190
can you can need an answer for in

745
00:49:26,190 --> 00:49:30,810
this life that's not in here nothing I

746
00:49:30,810 --> 00:49:33,110
have a lifetime to prove it with the

747
00:49:33,110 --> 00:49:36,670
wildest of stories of God speaking to me

748
00:49:36,670 --> 00:49:40,530
through his word I was asking God we

749
00:49:40,530 --> 00:49:43,610
had a flood in our home a couple

750
00:49:43,610 --> 00:49:46,390
of years ago in fact we've had three

751
00:49:46,390 --> 00:49:48,510
floods in our home in about the last

752
00:49:48,510 --> 00:49:57,990
three years interesting I didn't say there were

753
00:49:57,990 --> 00:50:03,110
problems I said it was interesting I said

754
00:50:03,110 --> 00:50:06,070
to God on one occasion what in the

755
00:50:06,070 --> 00:50:10,050
world is the purpose for this enormous mess

756
00:50:10,050 --> 00:50:16,570
and inconvenience the answer came back I want

757
00:50:16,570 --> 00:50:18,530
you to witness to the men who are

758
00:50:18,530 --> 00:50:19,590
going to have to come in and do

759
00:50:19,590 --> 00:50:21,550
the work and clean up the mess oh

760
00:50:21,550 --> 00:50:25,490
I said that's great let's go that's no

761
00:50:25,490 --> 00:50:27,870
problem I don't care about the mess not

762
00:50:27,870 --> 00:50:31,050
for one more minute and in would come

763
00:50:31,050 --> 00:50:33,550
I think there were eight workmen that all

764
00:50:33,550 --> 00:50:36,110
had to come in in different stages to

765
00:50:36,110 --> 00:50:38,470
paint or clean up or put new carpet

766
00:50:38,470 --> 00:50:40,770
down and I'm flat out witnessing to the

767
00:50:40,770 --> 00:50:43,510
whole lot of them and I could write

768
00:50:43,510 --> 00:50:47,710
a small book on the wonder of the

769
00:50:47,710 --> 00:50:52,030
joy and the fulfillment of those days and

770
00:50:52,030 --> 00:50:54,010
weeks and months before it was all cleaned

771
00:50:54,010 --> 00:50:57,230
up but the witnessing wouldn't swap it for

772
00:50:57,230 --> 00:51:03,570
anything ask the Holy Spirit what's the purpose

773
00:51:03,570 --> 00:51:14,880
don't get mad with them don't complain proverbs

774
00:51:14,880 --> 00:51:18,400
four verse seven says whatever you get get

775
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:23,740
insight interesting verse whatever you get get insight

776
00:51:23,740 --> 00:51:27,540
insight must be terribly important what's insight go

777
00:51:27,540 --> 00:51:30,680
to the word proverbs nine verse ten says

778
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:32,980
the fear of the Lord is the beginning

779
00:51:32,980 --> 00:51:35,880
of wisdom and the knowledge of the Holy

780
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:40,200
One is understanding or insight so whatever you

781
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:42,400
get get the knowledge of the character of

782
00:51:42,400 --> 00:51:46,860
God Proverbs two verse three to five yes

783
00:51:46,860 --> 00:51:49,760
if you cry out for discernment and lift

784
00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:52,500
up your voice for understanding see this is

785
00:51:52,500 --> 00:51:55,100
desperate praying if you seek her as silver

786
00:51:55,100 --> 00:51:57,840
and search for her as for hidden treasures

787
00:51:57,840 --> 00:52:00,320
then you will understand the fear of the

788
00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:02,260
Lord and find the knowledge of God do

789
00:52:02,260 --> 00:52:06,540
you search to know the knowledge of God

790
00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:12,020
as you do when you lose money come

791
00:52:12,020 --> 00:52:16,620
on let's get real anybody lost money at

792
00:52:16,620 --> 00:52:19,780
any time anybody not lost money that would

793
00:52:19,780 --> 00:52:22,240
be easy how did you go for it

794
00:52:22,240 --> 00:52:29,710
were you casual of course you weren't you

795
00:52:29,710 --> 00:52:33,830
diligently went on and on and prayed and

796
00:52:33,830 --> 00:52:35,950
went on and on and more to get

797
00:52:35,950 --> 00:52:39,890
that money right and God says listen if

798
00:52:39,890 --> 00:52:44,850
you do this this is the intensity that

799
00:52:44,850 --> 00:52:47,390
I want you to come after me to

800
00:52:47,390 --> 00:52:49,850
know my character and my ways and then

801
00:52:49,850 --> 00:52:53,330
then you'll find you'll understand the fear of

802
00:52:53,330 --> 00:52:55,910
the Lord then you'll find the knowledge of

803
00:52:55,910 --> 00:52:59,650
God Isaiah 26 verse 9 with my soul

804
00:52:59,650 --> 00:53:03,050
Isaiah 26 9 with my soul I have

805
00:53:03,050 --> 00:53:08,410
desired you in the night yes by my

806
00:53:08,410 --> 00:53:11,610
spirit within me I will seek you early

807
00:53:11,610 --> 00:53:14,970
for when your judgments oh this is a

808
00:53:14,970 --> 00:53:18,930
terribly insignificant verse for when your judgments are

809
00:53:18,930 --> 00:53:21,610
in the earth the inhabitants of the world

810
00:53:21,610 --> 00:53:26,030
will learn righteousness we could talk a lot

811
00:53:26,030 --> 00:53:28,810
about that verse in the ways of God

812
00:53:28,810 --> 00:53:31,330
that's one of the most controversial verses in

813
00:53:31,330 --> 00:53:35,630
the Bible because there are many many Bible

814
00:53:35,630 --> 00:53:38,510
teachers that don't believe that verse at all

815
00:53:39,550 --> 00:53:42,390
what did it say when your judgments are

816
00:53:42,390 --> 00:53:44,510
in the earth the inhabitants of the world

817
00:53:44,510 --> 00:53:49,610
will learn righteousness it's so controversial I didn't

818
00:53:49,610 --> 00:53:51,350
go anywhere I just leave you with the

819
00:53:51,350 --> 00:53:54,470
word but this this is coming up over

820
00:53:54,470 --> 00:53:56,790
and over again I hear it on Christian

821
00:53:56,790 --> 00:54:00,830
television all the time around this and this

822
00:54:00,830 --> 00:54:06,330
is the answer 3 this is intensity for

823
00:54:06,330 --> 00:54:17,450
a closer lover relationship with Jesus now

824
00:54:17,450 --> 00:54:19,830
the word of God gets very intimate and

825
00:54:19,830 --> 00:54:24,430
very interesting Song of Solomon chapter 5 verses

826
00:54:24,430 --> 00:54:28,050
2 to 6 we see that the whole

827
00:54:28,050 --> 00:54:31,670
point of the Song of Solomon with the

828
00:54:31,670 --> 00:54:35,950
king and his lover and some of the

829
00:54:35,950 --> 00:54:40,970
detailed interactions which include physically with one to

830
00:54:40,970 --> 00:54:44,490
another the whole purpose of the book is

831
00:54:44,490 --> 00:54:47,510
for us to see that it is a

832
00:54:47,510 --> 00:54:51,310
type of our love relationship with Jesus that's

833
00:54:51,310 --> 00:54:54,370
the whole point when you read the book

834
00:54:54,370 --> 00:54:57,150
with that in mind then the Holy Spirit

835
00:54:57,150 --> 00:55:01,890
will start giving you revelation this became one

836
00:55:01,890 --> 00:55:05,070
of the most profound books that God used

837
00:55:05,070 --> 00:55:08,950
for me to have the intimate lover relationship

838
00:55:08,950 --> 00:55:11,090
that I have with Jesus today that came

839
00:55:11,090 --> 00:55:16,590
out of this listen to chapter 5 verses

840
00:55:16,590 --> 00:55:23,150
2 through 6 I sleep says the woman

841
00:55:23,150 --> 00:55:28,370
lover of the king I sleep but my

842
00:55:28,370 --> 00:55:32,450
heart is awake can you see what the

843
00:55:32,450 --> 00:55:37,230
Holy Spirit is saying can you see what

844
00:55:37,230 --> 00:55:41,190
the Holy Spirit is saying Jesus I'm going

845
00:55:41,190 --> 00:55:43,650
to sleep tonight but I want to tell

846
00:55:43,650 --> 00:55:47,510
you that my conscious mind may be wiped

847
00:55:47,510 --> 00:55:50,270
out and I need that rest but I

848
00:55:50,270 --> 00:55:52,710
want to tell you my heart is awake

849
00:55:52,710 --> 00:55:55,170
to you you can speak to me anytime

850
00:55:55,170 --> 00:55:57,410
you want you can wake me you can

851
00:55:57,410 --> 00:55:59,010
tell me to do anything in the night

852
00:55:59,010 --> 00:56:03,330
I'm awake in my spirit to you 24

853
00:56:04,030 --> 00:56:10,330
7 that's what that means I'm sleeping but

854
00:56:10,330 --> 00:56:14,090
my heart is awake to you you can

855
00:56:14,090 --> 00:56:16,990
speak to me in dreams you can talk

856
00:56:16,990 --> 00:56:21,390
to me many times I wake to hear

857
00:56:21,390 --> 00:56:24,430
the Holy Spirit speaking to me book chapter

858
00:56:24,430 --> 00:56:32,030
and verse and I go to it and

859
00:56:32,030 --> 00:56:33,750
my lover God has got something to say

860
00:56:33,750 --> 00:56:40,270
to me profound he can give us dreams

861
00:56:40,270 --> 00:56:44,750
I have a friend who Jesus speaks profound

862
00:56:44,750 --> 00:56:48,030
dreams to all the time I don't get

863
00:56:48,030 --> 00:56:50,590
jealous of that I've only had one dream

864
00:56:50,590 --> 00:56:52,570
in my life that was a spiritual dream

865
00:56:52,570 --> 00:56:54,810
from God it was very profound I've only

866
00:56:54,810 --> 00:57:02,350
had one my friend has them maybe six

867
00:57:02,350 --> 00:57:06,590
or seven a month and they're tremendously important

868
00:57:06,590 --> 00:57:09,430
and revelation on all kinds of things he

869
00:57:09,430 --> 00:57:13,470
was getting an office complex for his ministry

870
00:57:14,210 --> 00:57:17,710
he's an evangelist very very close friend of

871
00:57:17,710 --> 00:57:22,770
mine and he was seeking God as to

872
00:57:22,770 --> 00:57:26,230
the right place to go to have his

873
00:57:26,230 --> 00:57:31,930
office and he was in one of these

874
00:57:31,930 --> 00:57:33,950
dreams that God was speaking in the night

875
00:57:33,950 --> 00:57:38,930
and God showed him the faces of three

876
00:57:38,930 --> 00:57:45,830
men who were in the underworld you know

877
00:57:45,830 --> 00:57:51,790
what I mean by that um thugs owned

878
00:57:51,790 --> 00:57:54,910
a lot of money and were absolutely evil

879
00:57:54,910 --> 00:57:57,890
and he saw the three faces and in

880
00:57:57,890 --> 00:58:00,470
the dream the Holy Spirit says I'm warning

881
00:58:00,470 --> 00:58:03,750
you watch out for them they're in the

882
00:58:03,750 --> 00:58:07,730
building they're in the same building the next

883
00:58:09,570 --> 00:58:13,850
day he's walking into his office and out

884
00:58:13,850 --> 00:58:16,430
of the elevator of the big building where

885
00:58:16,430 --> 00:58:20,890
the office is out walks a guy the

886
00:58:20,890 --> 00:58:23,490
exact epitome of what he'd seen in the

887
00:58:23,490 --> 00:58:28,790
dream with a woman um on each arm

888
00:58:28,790 --> 00:58:32,230
and everything and the then screamed about him

889
00:58:32,230 --> 00:58:39,130
thug underworld you know he had seen it

890
00:58:39,130 --> 00:58:40,930
in the dream and God had warned him

891
00:58:40,930 --> 00:58:43,750
and he saw the next day the exact

892
00:58:43,750 --> 00:58:49,090
thing he'd seen in the dream your lover

893
00:58:49,090 --> 00:58:51,630
wants to do all this sort of thing

894
00:58:51,630 --> 00:58:55,410
for you but this this same friend of

895
00:58:55,410 --> 00:58:59,850
mine is awake and up every morning at

896
00:58:59,850 --> 00:59:05,650
430 having two hours straight intense seeking of

897
00:59:05,650 --> 00:59:09,750
Jesus from 430 to 630 he has a

898
00:59:09,750 --> 00:59:12,030
little family of three and they get up

899
00:59:12,030 --> 00:59:14,710
at 630 and he's already had two hours

900
00:59:14,710 --> 00:59:18,430
with God before then and his eldest boy

901
00:59:18,430 --> 00:59:23,330
who's I think about six said to him

902
00:59:23,330 --> 00:59:29,390
recently dad I see you go into your

903
00:59:29,390 --> 00:59:32,590
prayer place a lot you spend a lot

904
00:59:32,590 --> 00:59:34,610
of time with God I think it's time

905
00:59:34,610 --> 00:59:36,770
I did that I need to go I

906
00:59:36,770 --> 00:59:38,190
need to have a little prayer place where

907
00:59:38,190 --> 00:59:40,190
I get alone with you so I can

908
00:59:40,190 --> 00:59:42,670
be like you how would you like that

909
00:59:43,910 --> 00:59:45,530
how would you like your son to say

910
00:59:45,530 --> 00:59:53,590
that to you it's called favor but it's

911
00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:56,810
got a price now I don't wake at

912
00:59:56,810 --> 00:59:58,930
half past four because I'm often not asleep

913
00:59:58,930 --> 01:00:01,030
till half past four I'm up half of

914
01:00:01,030 --> 01:00:07,750
the night that's just how I am don't

915
01:00:07,750 --> 01:00:11,750
get don't have condemnation come on you because

916
01:00:11,750 --> 01:00:14,410
that isn't God's way with you but do

917
01:00:14,410 --> 01:00:17,210
have time I have intense time with God

918
01:00:17,210 --> 01:00:21,010
in my time table each one of us

919
01:00:21,010 --> 01:00:25,570
is different we're not cookie cutters God's more

920
01:00:25,570 --> 01:00:32,030
brilliant than that and wise and wouldn't it

921
01:00:32,030 --> 01:00:34,410
be boring wouldn't it be boring Johnny if

922
01:00:34,410 --> 01:00:35,910
you and I were just exactly the same

923
01:00:35,910 --> 01:00:39,170
like we'd be boring I like you because

924
01:00:39,170 --> 01:00:44,090
you've got blue eyes mine are green yeah

925
01:00:44,090 --> 01:00:45,490
and he likes me because I got green

926
01:00:45,490 --> 01:00:49,810
see it's anyway that's that's just Johnny and

927
01:00:49,810 --> 01:00:51,710
I having our thing up here that's alright

928
01:00:52,850 --> 01:00:55,330
it all it all originated with the Holy

929
01:00:55,330 --> 01:00:57,030
Spirit's all his problem if you have any

930
01:00:57,030 --> 01:01:02,570
problems with it where was I God I

931
01:01:02,570 --> 01:01:09,020
don't have a clue where was I does

932
01:01:09,020 --> 01:01:11,720
anybody know what did you last write down

933
01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:17,780
what was it fiber comes with a price

934
01:01:17,780 --> 01:01:19,840
yes but that's not where my notes were

935
01:01:26,060 --> 01:01:28,240
ah we're in the song of Solomon that's

936
01:01:28,240 --> 01:01:29,600
all I need to do here right I'm

937
01:01:29,600 --> 01:01:33,080
right with you right now we go on

938
01:01:33,080 --> 01:01:35,380
I sleep but my heart is awake now

939
01:01:35,380 --> 01:01:41,300
it is the voice of my beloved he

940
01:01:41,300 --> 01:01:47,860
knocks on the door saying she talks she

941
01:01:47,860 --> 01:01:52,120
was already in bed and the voice of

942
01:01:52,120 --> 01:01:55,240
the beloved knocks on the door of her

943
01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:58,560
bedroom and he says open for me my

944
01:01:58,560 --> 01:02:02,080
sister my love my dove my perfect one

945
01:02:02,080 --> 01:02:04,800
this is Jesus talking to us for my

946
01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:06,940
head is covered with dew my locks with

947
01:02:06,940 --> 01:02:10,980
the drops of the night now her reaction

948
01:02:10,980 --> 01:02:15,060
is the equivalent of what we sometimes can

949
01:02:15,060 --> 01:02:18,540
do to the Holy Spirit's promptings to us

950
01:02:19,300 --> 01:02:22,020
what does she say remember it's song of

951
01:02:22,020 --> 01:02:26,080
Solomon chapter 5 she says now he's knocking

952
01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:30,300
on the door she's in bed he wants

953
01:02:30,300 --> 01:02:33,720
to come in and she says I have

954
01:02:33,720 --> 01:02:36,940
taken off my robe how can I put

955
01:02:36,940 --> 01:02:40,220
it on again I've already washed my feet

956
01:02:40,220 --> 01:02:43,720
how can I get them dirty by getting

957
01:02:43,720 --> 01:02:46,200
out again and walking to the door to

958
01:02:46,200 --> 01:02:51,920
open it my beloved put his hand by

959
01:02:51,920 --> 01:02:53,900
the latch of the door she just saw

960
01:02:53,900 --> 01:02:57,580
his hand and her heart yearned for him

961
01:02:57,580 --> 01:03:01,200
oh I haven't opened it when he wanted

962
01:03:01,200 --> 01:03:04,440
it but I saw his hand and I

963
01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:07,180
yearned for him so I will get up

964
01:03:07,180 --> 01:03:11,280
so in her timetable she says I arose

965
01:03:11,280 --> 01:03:14,100
to open for my beloved and my hands

966
01:03:14,100 --> 01:03:17,400
dripped with my fingers with liquid on the

967
01:03:17,400 --> 01:03:20,000
handles of the lock and I opened for

968
01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:22,880
my beloved but my beloved had turned away

969
01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:27,760
and was gone I called him but he

970
01:03:27,760 --> 01:03:31,640
gave no answer what's Jesus saying to us

971
01:03:32,500 --> 01:03:36,300
what's God saying to us something profound in

972
01:03:36,300 --> 01:03:41,140
our intense desire to have Jesus in an

973
01:03:41,140 --> 01:03:45,000
intimate relationship with him I have a whole

974
01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:50,840
message called God's silences can't give it obviously

975
01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:53,600
just tell you I have one believe me

976
01:03:55,580 --> 01:03:57,700
by now you can believe me because you

977
01:03:57,700 --> 01:03:59,640
listen to me by the hour so you

978
01:03:59,640 --> 01:04:01,960
know that I have stuff by the hour

979
01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:08,320
and in that message in that profound message

980
01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:11,380
of God's silences I refer in one of

981
01:04:11,380 --> 01:04:14,660
the points to this one here when the

982
01:04:14,660 --> 01:04:19,120
Holy Spirit prompts you and me stop now

983
01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:24,700
what you're doing listen to my voice go

984
01:04:24,700 --> 01:05:41,830
to my word obey do

985
01:05:41,830 --> 01:05:43,250
you know what he gives you when you

986
01:05:43,250 --> 01:05:45,530
disobey the promptings of the Holy Spirit he

987
01:05:45,530 --> 01:05:50,730
gives you his silent treatment yeah that's the

988
01:05:50,730 --> 01:05:54,770
reward because he's teaching you his ways and

989
01:05:54,770 --> 01:05:57,870
he's disciplining you and so then you scream

990
01:05:57,870 --> 01:06:01,870
out in your need oh God help me

991
01:06:01,870 --> 01:06:04,130
I can't stand this I can't take this

992
01:06:04,130 --> 01:06:09,790
any longer silence what did the verse in

993
01:06:09,790 --> 01:06:14,990
Isaiah say I called but you didn't answer

994
01:06:16,110 --> 01:06:18,930
and now you're calling and I'm not answering

995
01:06:18,930 --> 01:06:22,390
that's a verse in Isaiah I don't know

996
01:06:22,390 --> 01:06:24,090
whether I gave it to you it's Isaiah

997
01:06:24,090 --> 01:06:28,810
65 verse 12 Isaiah 65 when I called

998
01:06:28,810 --> 01:06:30,570
you did not answer when I spoke you

999
01:06:30,570 --> 01:06:34,230
did not listen so I'm now giving you

1000
01:06:34,230 --> 01:06:40,210
silence does this give you understanding of some

1001
01:06:40,210 --> 01:06:50,910
of why you have unanswered prayer when

1002
01:06:50,910 --> 01:06:56,290
the Shulamite maiden got up and couldn't stand

1003
01:06:56,290 --> 01:06:58,910
it that her beloved had gone she went

1004
01:06:58,910 --> 01:07:01,990
out in the street in the night looking

1005
01:07:02,670 --> 01:07:06,130
saying where is my beloved where is my

1006
01:07:06,130 --> 01:07:09,990
beloved I can't bear it that I can't

1007
01:07:09,990 --> 01:07:15,130
find him and when the um when the

1008
01:07:15,130 --> 01:07:17,630
others asked her why are you so upset

1009
01:07:17,630 --> 01:07:21,510
that you can't find your beloved oh she

1010
01:07:21,510 --> 01:07:25,710
answers in verse 10 oh if you only

1011
01:07:25,710 --> 01:07:27,930
knew what he was like my beloved is

1012
01:07:27,930 --> 01:07:31,790
white and ruddy chief among ten thousand his

1013
01:07:31,790 --> 01:07:34,890
mouth is most sweet yes he is altogether

1014
01:07:34,890 --> 01:07:37,510
lovely this is my beloved and this is

1015
01:07:37,510 --> 01:07:45,500
my friend verse 16 when Jesus doesn't answer

1016
01:07:45,500 --> 01:07:50,860
you because you know you didn't obey his

1017
01:07:51,070 --> 01:07:55,680
promptings are you so desperate that you say

1018
01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:59,180
I don't want to go on living until

1019
01:07:59,180 --> 01:08:04,820
I can hear your voice again many nights

1020
01:08:04,820 --> 01:08:09,400
alone since February the 24th of this year

1021
01:08:09,400 --> 01:08:12,880
when God took my beloved sweetheart of 65

1022
01:08:12,880 --> 01:08:15,439
years marriage took him to heaven to be

1023
01:08:15,439 --> 01:08:20,420
with Jesus he was 90 many nights alone

1024
01:08:20,420 --> 01:08:24,960
after having him always beside me in the

1025
01:08:24,960 --> 01:08:33,300
bed I just say Holy Spirit speak to

1026
01:08:33,300 --> 01:08:37,620
me it's all I want is to hear

1027
01:08:37,620 --> 01:08:40,960
your beautiful voice I don't care a scrap

1028
01:08:40,960 --> 01:08:43,720
or a wreck what you say it doesn't

1029
01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:46,979
matter I just want to hear your voice

1030
01:08:47,960 --> 01:08:53,779
just speak to me Holy Spirit Jesus I

1031
01:08:53,779 --> 01:08:57,340
love you Jesus I you the lover of

1032
01:08:57,340 --> 01:09:01,020
my soul I adore you I love you

1033
01:09:01,020 --> 01:09:07,220
precious beautiful Jesus Holy Spirit will speak to

1034
01:09:07,220 --> 01:09:09,100
you when you've got that kind of passion

1035
01:09:16,630 --> 01:09:20,790
this morning I was telling you about the

1036
01:09:20,790 --> 01:09:23,950
little song Isn't He Wonderful and I made

1037
01:09:23,950 --> 01:09:26,970
up 15 words remember and I was looking

1038
01:09:26,970 --> 01:09:29,529
for the words I made up to the

1039
01:09:29,529 --> 01:09:37,890
song Isn't He Isn't Jesus my Lord Wonderful

1040
01:09:37,890 --> 01:09:41,350
that one so these are what and I

1041
01:09:41,350 --> 01:09:43,850
thought if I can just get enough words

1042
01:09:43,850 --> 01:09:46,250
that are different from wonderful with the same

1043
01:09:46,250 --> 01:09:50,010
syncopation I can sing 15 different ways to

1044
01:09:50,010 --> 01:09:52,290
Jesus and these are what I've got Isn't

1045
01:09:52,290 --> 01:09:56,310
He Wonderful Isn't He Marvelous Isn't He Powerful

1046
01:09:56,310 --> 01:09:59,930
Isn't He Adorable Isn't He Beautiful Isn't He

1047
01:09:59,930 --> 01:10:03,550
Desirable Isn't He All Fulfilling Isn't He Full

1048
01:10:03,550 --> 01:10:06,730
Of Love Isn't He So Awesome Isn't He

1049
01:10:06,730 --> 01:10:10,810
Majesty Isn't He Magnificent Isn't He My Lover

1050
01:10:10,810 --> 01:10:13,670
God Isn't Me He My Best Friend Isn't

1051
01:10:13,670 --> 01:10:17,890
He All Sufficient Else Should I That's My

1052
01:10:17,890 --> 01:10:25,570
Love Song For Jesus Hallelujah You Don't Have

1053
01:10:25,570 --> 01:10:28,970
To Have Dull Love Times With Jesus He

1054
01:10:28,970 --> 01:10:34,810
Loves All This Little Child Like Stuff When

1055
01:10:34,810 --> 01:11:09,850
You're Madly In Love With Jesus

1056
01:11:09,850 --> 01:11:16,490
He All This

1057
01:11:16,490 --> 01:11:37,150
Little Like Stuff When You're

1058
01:11:37,150 --> 01:11:38,430
Love With Jesus Loves This Little Child When

1059
01:11:38,430 --> 01:11:49,030
You're In Love With Jesus

1060
01:11:49,030 --> 01:11:59,030
He Loves All This

1061
01:11:59,030 --> 01:12:05,470
Little Stuff When

1062
01:12:05,470 --> 01:12:16,050
You're Madly Love Jesus Stuff In Love

1063
01:12:16,050 --> 01:12:28,330
With Jesus Loves This Stuff You're

1064
01:12:39,030 --> 01:12:43,890
Madly Jesus He When You're Madly In Love

1065
01:12:53,410 --> 01:13:09,910
With Loves When You're

1066
01:13:09,910 --> 01:13:24,750
Madly Jesus When You're

1067
01:13:24,750 --> 01:13:28,950
Madly In Love With Jesus He Loves All

1068
01:13:28,950 --> 01:13:37,760
Stuff When You're Madly In Love With Jesus

1069
01:13:37,760 --> 01:13:44,280
He Loves All This Stuff When You're Madly

1070
01:13:44,280 --> 01:13:56,100
In Love With Jesus He When You're Madly

1071
01:13:56,400 --> 01:14:14,480
In Love Stuff When

1072
01:14:14,480 --> 01:14:33,220
Madly In With With When You're

1073
01:14:37,100 --> 01:14:44,040
Madly Jesus Loves All When Madly In With

1074
01:14:44,040 --> 01:14:59,830
Jesus He Loves All This Stuff

1075
01:14:59,830 --> 01:15:14,110
When You're

1076
01:15:14,110 --> 01:15:25,230
Madly All When You're Madly In Love

1077
01:15:25,230 --> 01:15:35,030
With Jesus He You're Madly Loves

1078
01:15:35,030 --> 01:15:46,050
When You're In

1079
01:15:46,050 --> 01:15:55,370
Love With Jesus He You're Madly With Jesus

1080
01:15:55,370 --> 01:16:04,610
He Loves All This Stuff When

1081
01:16:13,630 --> 01:16:35,380
You're In Love With Jesus Loves When You're

1082
01:16:35,380 --> 01:16:46,220
Loves Loves Stuff When You're Madly

1083
01:16:49,720 --> 01:16:52,880
In Love With Jesus He alone.

1084
01:16:53,260 --> 01:16:55,780
There was one other person, and that was

1085
01:16:55,780 --> 01:17:00,260
when I say, I was alone day after

1086
01:17:00,260 --> 01:17:03,520
day in a little tiny room that was

1087
01:17:03,520 --> 01:17:04,540
more like a cubicle.

1088
01:17:06,020 --> 01:17:08,200
I mean, you had to go outside to

1089
01:17:08,200 --> 01:17:09,060
change your mind.

1090
01:17:09,160 --> 01:17:09,940
It was that small.

1091
01:17:19,930 --> 01:17:23,730
I'd said goodbye to Lauren Cunningham.

1092
01:17:23,830 --> 01:17:27,250
We'd been in dual leadership all through that

1093
01:17:27,250 --> 01:17:28,090
time in Japan.

1094
01:17:29,290 --> 01:17:32,290
Said goodbye to my precious darling husband, went

1095
01:17:32,290 --> 01:17:33,590
home back to America.

1096
01:17:34,830 --> 01:17:40,550
All the YWAMers left, and Kalafi Moala, a

1097
01:17:40,550 --> 01:17:44,010
Tongan, was the leader at that time, and

1098
01:17:44,010 --> 01:17:46,430
he was the only one that I knew

1099
01:17:46,430 --> 01:17:50,390
at all that I could speak to, that

1100
01:17:50,390 --> 01:17:54,430
could speak English and not Japanese, and that

1101
01:17:54,430 --> 01:17:55,690
I could communicate to him.

1102
01:17:55,890 --> 01:17:59,030
But being the leader of a lot of

1103
01:17:59,030 --> 01:18:03,370
other workers, he was very, very involved and

1104
01:18:03,370 --> 01:18:05,130
wasn't available to me.

1105
01:18:05,590 --> 01:18:09,010
So, and I understood all that, and I

1106
01:18:09,010 --> 01:18:11,350
had, God had told me that I was

1107
01:18:11,350 --> 01:18:14,190
to stay on for another whole week in

1108
01:18:14,190 --> 01:18:16,810
Japan and get on a train and go

1109
01:18:16,810 --> 01:18:20,630
way up north to a bunch of missionaries,

1110
01:18:22,030 --> 01:18:26,650
pioneering, lonely bunch of missionaries in Japan, and

1111
01:18:26,650 --> 01:18:27,510
minister to them.

1112
01:18:27,850 --> 01:18:28,690
That was the purpose.

1113
01:18:29,910 --> 01:18:31,770
And I had to wait a day or

1114
01:18:31,770 --> 01:18:34,790
two before I couldn't get there on my

1115
01:18:34,790 --> 01:18:36,130
own, and I couldn't speak a word of

1116
01:18:36,130 --> 01:18:36,650
Japanese.

1117
01:18:37,330 --> 01:18:40,990
So, Kalafi had to come with me, and

1118
01:18:40,990 --> 01:18:42,570
he had to leave all his responsibilities.

1119
01:18:43,090 --> 01:18:46,170
So, for days, I was alone in this

1120
01:18:46,170 --> 01:18:48,810
tiny little room, couldn't speak a word.

1121
01:18:48,950 --> 01:18:52,170
I mean, go out in the marketplace, literally,

1122
01:18:52,410 --> 01:18:53,230
if you knew Japan.

1123
01:18:53,590 --> 01:18:54,670
Anybody been to Japan?

1124
01:18:55,970 --> 01:18:57,290
Okay, you know what I'm talking about.

1125
01:18:57,790 --> 01:19:00,690
Millions of Japanese are coming and going everywhere

1126
01:19:00,690 --> 01:19:02,050
all the time, right?

1127
01:19:04,670 --> 01:19:07,090
Just if, in the marketplace like this.

1128
01:19:07,550 --> 01:19:10,090
Train stations are going, and there's millions of

1129
01:19:10,090 --> 01:19:11,470
people all around and everything.

1130
01:19:12,650 --> 01:19:16,110
And so, I was away in my room,

1131
01:19:17,090 --> 01:19:20,050
and I thought, well, what will I do?

1132
01:19:20,830 --> 01:19:25,550
I thought, oh well, I'll sing worship songs

1133
01:19:25,550 --> 01:19:26,110
to Jesus.

1134
01:19:29,610 --> 01:19:32,590
I hadn't started singing worship songs to Jesus

1135
01:19:32,590 --> 01:19:37,770
long, and I came under intense spiritual warfare.

1136
01:19:38,870 --> 01:19:43,850
It's not wise, nor right, nor I'm going

1137
01:19:43,850 --> 01:19:50,770
to divulge the purpose of the satanic attack

1138
01:19:50,770 --> 01:19:54,090
upon me, but it was the greatest wrestling

1139
01:19:54,090 --> 01:19:56,730
match I have ever had in my 87

1140
01:19:56,730 --> 01:19:59,930
years with the powers of darkness who attacked

1141
01:19:59,930 --> 01:20:00,510
my mind.

1142
01:20:01,290 --> 01:20:02,830
Not my body, my mind.

1143
01:20:05,970 --> 01:20:10,310
I knew it was satanic, and I started

1144
01:20:10,310 --> 01:20:12,850
doing normal spiritual warfare.

1145
01:20:13,890 --> 01:20:20,050
That normal spiritual warfare, I went on and

1146
01:20:20,050 --> 01:20:23,250
on and on, and I thought, well, I

1147
01:20:23,250 --> 01:20:26,290
have never been in such a prolonged battle

1148
01:20:26,290 --> 01:20:29,430
in my entire life when the enemy is

1149
01:20:29,430 --> 01:20:31,690
not letting up for one second.

1150
01:20:32,810 --> 01:20:34,970
And I am coming against him with the

1151
01:20:34,970 --> 01:20:35,950
shed blood of Jesus.

1152
01:20:36,150 --> 01:20:37,630
I've got all the scriptures out.

1153
01:20:37,830 --> 01:20:39,630
I'm quoting the It Is Writtens.

1154
01:20:39,910 --> 01:20:44,790
I am standing, stand and do warfare.

1155
01:20:44,990 --> 01:20:45,730
I was doing it.

1156
01:20:45,730 --> 01:20:48,570
I taught on spiritual warfare all over the

1157
01:20:48,570 --> 01:20:48,870
world.

1158
01:20:49,930 --> 01:20:52,470
I was doing everything I knew, and it

1159
01:20:52,470 --> 01:20:53,130
wouldn't let up.

1160
01:20:54,390 --> 01:20:56,790
I don't know whether it was Satan himself,

1161
01:20:57,050 --> 01:20:59,990
or it was one of his huge principalities.

1162
01:21:00,170 --> 01:21:02,110
I don't know, but it was no demons.

1163
01:21:03,350 --> 01:21:05,030
It was not on the level of demonic

1164
01:21:05,030 --> 01:21:05,530
at all.

1165
01:21:05,530 --> 01:21:12,650
I was pounding my mind minute after minute

1166
01:21:12,650 --> 01:21:16,210
after minute after minute after minute, and I'm

1167
01:21:16,210 --> 01:21:20,310
just standing, standing, standing, resisting, resisting, resisting.

1168
01:21:20,730 --> 01:21:21,990
It went on for hours.

1169
01:21:24,330 --> 01:21:26,050
And I knew one of us was going

1170
01:21:26,050 --> 01:21:27,430
to have to give up and get weary,

1171
01:21:27,690 --> 01:21:28,850
and it wasn't going to be me.

1172
01:21:31,110 --> 01:21:32,350
That I knew.

1173
01:21:35,330 --> 01:21:38,230
So I just kept declaring the blood, the

1174
01:21:38,230 --> 01:21:39,190
name, the word.

1175
01:21:39,750 --> 01:21:41,570
It's the spirit, the name, the word, and

1176
01:21:41,570 --> 01:21:41,890
the blood.

1177
01:21:42,050 --> 01:21:43,410
The spirit, the name, the word, and the

1178
01:21:43,410 --> 01:21:43,650
blood.

1179
01:21:44,430 --> 01:21:47,630
Quoting scriptures, just going at it, at it,

1180
01:21:47,730 --> 01:21:48,450
at it, at it.

1181
01:21:49,770 --> 01:21:54,970
And the principality or the boss himself obviously

1182
01:21:54,970 --> 01:21:57,790
got tired and got the message, she's not

1183
01:21:57,790 --> 01:21:58,750
going to quit.

1184
01:22:01,410 --> 01:22:04,850
Now, why I tell you that is this.

1185
01:22:05,270 --> 01:22:08,770
When it was all over, and I could

1186
01:22:08,770 --> 01:22:11,430
actually relax for a moment.

1187
01:22:13,370 --> 01:22:15,890
Talk about intense warfare.

1188
01:22:16,830 --> 01:22:18,650
No one with me, nobody to share it

1189
01:22:18,650 --> 01:22:21,650
with, and I just, just was relaxed.

1190
01:22:21,850 --> 01:22:26,470
And I thought, what will I do that

1191
01:22:26,470 --> 01:22:28,890
will make the enemy really mad?

1192
01:22:31,950 --> 01:22:34,210
Because I'm going to pay him back.

1193
01:22:42,060 --> 01:22:43,580
And do you know what I did?

1194
01:22:43,920 --> 01:22:47,160
I said, Holy Spirit, I want to sing

1195
01:22:47,160 --> 01:22:50,140
a new love song to Jesus that I've

1196
01:22:50,140 --> 01:22:51,520
never sung before.

1197
01:22:51,860 --> 01:22:53,320
Will you please help me?

1198
01:22:53,780 --> 01:22:59,380
Just give me something, something in relation to

1199
01:22:59,380 --> 01:23:03,060
lovership with Jesus, because nothing will make the

1200
01:23:03,060 --> 01:23:05,820
devil more mad than you praising and singing

1201
01:23:05,820 --> 01:23:07,220
worship songs to Jesus.

1202
01:23:07,980 --> 01:23:11,340
He can't stand that, because he hates Jesus,

1203
01:23:11,860 --> 01:23:12,660
and he hates you.

1204
01:23:13,040 --> 01:23:14,440
He hates our guts.

1205
01:23:16,680 --> 01:23:19,680
I don't believe in saying things by heart.

1206
01:23:21,480 --> 01:23:23,280
And this is what came.

1207
01:23:24,540 --> 01:23:31,560
My lover God, you're more to me than

1208
01:23:31,560 --> 01:23:35,420
any other one could be.

1209
01:23:36,150 --> 01:23:42,860
My lover God, your love for me surpasses

1210
01:23:42,860 --> 01:23:45,870
any love I see.

1211
01:23:46,460 --> 01:23:53,440
Complete fulfillment is union with you, my spirit

1212
01:23:53,440 --> 01:23:57,240
with your spirit, the fusion of two.

1213
01:23:58,260 --> 01:24:04,300
My lover God, you're more to me than

1214
01:24:04,300 --> 01:24:07,780
any other love could be.

1215
01:24:08,640 --> 01:24:10,900
And that's what came out of it.

1216
01:24:19,820 --> 01:24:20,620
Next point.

1217
01:24:22,740 --> 01:24:25,760
Desperate prayer for a revelation of our hearts.

1218
01:24:27,580 --> 01:24:31,900
Now, tonight, we are going much deeper than

1219
01:24:31,900 --> 01:24:32,820
we did this morning.

1220
01:24:33,580 --> 01:24:36,700
And every point that is coming here is

1221
01:24:36,700 --> 01:24:37,360
going deeper.

1222
01:24:37,900 --> 01:24:40,040
Just prepare yourself for it.

1223
01:24:41,060 --> 01:24:44,440
And I'm not cutting back or short-changing

1224
01:24:44,440 --> 01:24:46,140
you from anything God has given me.

1225
01:24:47,480 --> 01:24:52,200
This one is now desperate prayer for a

1226
01:24:52,200 --> 01:24:54,700
revelation of our hearts.

1227
01:24:56,260 --> 01:25:01,120
Desperate praying for a revelation of our heart.

1228
01:25:01,700 --> 01:25:02,080
Okay?

1229
01:25:02,380 --> 01:25:03,320
It's not complicated.

1230
01:25:04,020 --> 01:25:04,500
Got it?

1231
01:25:06,040 --> 01:25:08,800
Jeremiah 17 verse 9.

1232
01:25:09,740 --> 01:25:13,480
The heart is deceitful above all things and

1233
01:25:13,480 --> 01:25:14,820
desperately wicked.

1234
01:25:15,280 --> 01:25:16,260
Who can know it?

1235
01:25:17,660 --> 01:25:19,160
That's a question.

1236
01:25:19,960 --> 01:25:23,660
That question is answered in 2 Chronicles 6

1237
01:25:23,660 --> 01:25:27,380
.30. Only God knows it.

1238
01:25:28,160 --> 01:25:30,620
Then hear from heaven your dwelling place and

1239
01:25:30,620 --> 01:25:33,740
forgive and forgive to everyone and give to

1240
01:25:33,740 --> 01:25:36,740
everyone according to all his ways whose heart

1241
01:25:36,740 --> 01:25:40,360
you know for you alone know the hearts

1242
01:25:40,360 --> 01:25:41,460
of the sons of men.

1243
01:25:41,800 --> 01:25:45,640
2 Chronicles 6.30. Underline it.

1244
01:25:46,420 --> 01:25:47,680
Try and memorize it.

1245
01:25:47,920 --> 01:25:48,840
Never forget it.

1246
01:25:49,420 --> 01:25:50,540
It'll be life-changing.

1247
01:25:52,080 --> 01:25:55,440
Verse 10 of the same chapter.

1248
01:25:55,980 --> 01:25:58,860
I, the Lord, search the heart.

1249
01:25:59,500 --> 01:26:02,620
I test the mind, even to give every

1250
01:26:02,620 --> 01:26:05,200
man according to his ways, according to the

1251
01:26:05,200 --> 01:26:06,740
fruit of his doings.

1252
01:26:10,000 --> 01:26:10,320
Okay.

1253
01:26:10,660 --> 01:26:12,200
I have a question for you, and I

1254
01:26:12,200 --> 01:26:12,920
want you to answer.

1255
01:26:13,580 --> 01:26:16,040
God, not me, but I want a response.

1256
01:26:18,140 --> 01:26:24,960
Have you honestly, before God, ever seriously taken

1257
01:26:24,960 --> 01:26:29,480
time to ask God in desperate earnestness and

1258
01:26:29,480 --> 01:26:32,440
said to God, I will not let you

1259
01:26:32,440 --> 01:26:35,020
go till you answer me and show me

1260
01:26:35,020 --> 01:26:37,200
my heart as you alone can see it?

1261
01:26:37,360 --> 01:26:38,860
Is there anybody in the room?

1262
01:26:45,670 --> 01:26:50,570
One, two, three, four, five.

1263
01:26:52,070 --> 01:26:52,550
Six.

1264
01:26:54,030 --> 01:26:54,510
Okay.

1265
01:26:56,030 --> 01:26:57,950
I want a response from the six people,

1266
01:26:58,270 --> 01:26:58,410
please.

1267
01:27:00,110 --> 01:27:03,030
Did you get, put your hands up, the

1268
01:27:03,030 --> 01:27:05,310
six people, please, again, who put their hands

1269
01:27:05,310 --> 01:27:05,550
up.

1270
01:27:08,430 --> 01:27:10,090
Did you get, I'm going to ask you

1271
01:27:10,090 --> 01:27:12,870
one by one, did you get an answer?

1272
01:27:13,470 --> 01:27:14,110
Did it come?

1273
01:27:15,310 --> 01:27:15,930
Thank you.

1274
01:27:15,930 --> 01:27:17,290
Did you get an answer?

1275
01:27:18,230 --> 01:27:19,610
The man with his hand up.

1276
01:27:20,150 --> 01:27:21,030
You got an answer?

1277
01:27:21,230 --> 01:27:21,530
It came?

1278
01:27:21,670 --> 01:27:21,970
Yes.

1279
01:27:22,710 --> 01:27:23,230
Yes.

1280
01:27:24,050 --> 01:27:25,230
You got an answer?

1281
01:27:26,410 --> 01:27:26,830
Yes.

1282
01:27:27,450 --> 01:27:28,610
Did you get an answer?

1283
01:27:29,170 --> 01:27:30,250
Did he answer you?

1284
01:27:30,430 --> 01:27:32,850
I'm talking about, did you see your heart

1285
01:27:32,850 --> 01:27:33,750
as God sees it?

1286
01:27:34,190 --> 01:27:35,130
That's what I'm talking about.

1287
01:27:35,530 --> 01:27:35,870
Yes.

1288
01:27:36,350 --> 01:27:36,690
Yes.

1289
01:27:37,870 --> 01:27:38,390
Seven.

1290
01:27:39,290 --> 01:27:40,290
Eight, nine.

1291
01:27:40,590 --> 01:27:41,930
Did you get an answer, those at the

1292
01:27:41,930 --> 01:27:42,210
back?

1293
01:27:43,170 --> 01:27:43,650
Okay.

1294
01:27:45,510 --> 01:27:48,430
I want you to describe, I'm not asking

1295
01:27:48,430 --> 01:27:50,750
what he showed you, that's not my business.

1296
01:27:53,190 --> 01:27:56,530
What was your reaction to his response?

1297
01:27:56,810 --> 01:27:58,590
It's all I want to hear from you.

1298
01:27:59,010 --> 01:27:59,830
Okay, anybody?

1299
01:28:00,290 --> 01:28:01,630
You with the blue shirt, the lady.

1300
01:28:01,630 --> 01:28:16,630
Her heart was

1301
01:28:16,630 --> 01:28:19,970
far darker than whatever she had any understanding

1302
01:28:19,970 --> 01:28:20,670
that it was.

1303
01:28:21,030 --> 01:28:21,150
Okay.

1304
01:28:22,330 --> 01:28:25,890
Does, does that, would that be what the

1305
01:28:25,890 --> 01:28:27,570
rest of you saw or was there something

1306
01:28:27,570 --> 01:28:27,970
deeper?

1307
01:28:28,970 --> 01:28:29,310
Yes.

1308
01:28:29,430 --> 01:28:30,030
What was yours?

1309
01:28:38,190 --> 01:28:40,590
That's not according to this.

1310
01:28:41,290 --> 01:28:43,130
That's something else altogether.

1311
01:28:43,650 --> 01:28:46,450
This is the heart is deceitful above all

1312
01:28:46,450 --> 01:28:48,690
things and desperately wicked who can know it.

1313
01:28:48,690 --> 01:28:49,790
It's that.

1314
01:28:51,530 --> 01:28:54,830
You had, you, he was, he was giving

1315
01:28:54,830 --> 01:28:56,070
you encouragement.

1316
01:29:00,450 --> 01:29:04,430
Yes, but when, when he shows the heart

1317
01:29:04,430 --> 01:29:06,790
as he sees it and he's, it's not

1318
01:29:06,790 --> 01:29:08,090
a moment of encouragement.

1319
01:29:08,730 --> 01:29:12,330
It's, it's never, it's encouraging that he's met

1320
01:29:12,330 --> 01:29:14,250
us, but it's never pretty.

1321
01:29:14,250 --> 01:29:16,910
That was encouragement.

1322
01:29:17,310 --> 01:29:17,510
Okay.

1323
01:29:18,050 --> 01:29:20,190
Now, uh, were the rest of you all

1324
01:29:20,190 --> 01:29:22,870
just like lovely little encouraging moments?

1325
01:29:24,590 --> 01:29:25,890
Please keep your hands up.

1326
01:29:25,950 --> 01:29:27,830
I want, I want to get, what was

1327
01:29:27,830 --> 01:29:28,170
yours?

1328
01:29:33,290 --> 01:29:33,810
Yes.

1329
01:29:34,170 --> 01:29:37,490
She saw the darkness and had no idea

1330
01:29:37,490 --> 01:29:38,290
that it was a doubt.

1331
01:29:38,410 --> 01:29:39,170
Yes, yes.

1332
01:29:49,230 --> 01:29:50,010
I don't.

1333
01:29:52,090 --> 01:29:56,170
Was it a revelation of something negative you,

1334
01:29:56,250 --> 01:29:57,730
that you saw or was it in one

1335
01:29:57,730 --> 01:29:59,570
of these encouraging things, which is not what

1336
01:29:59,570 --> 01:30:00,210
I'm talking about?

1337
01:30:01,130 --> 01:30:03,570
It was negative.

1338
01:30:12,910 --> 01:30:16,550
Ah, it, so you had the drip feed

1339
01:30:16,550 --> 01:30:20,210
method because it took six months, right?

1340
01:30:21,110 --> 01:30:23,650
You had, that's, that's the drip feed.

1341
01:30:24,210 --> 01:30:26,010
It took six months, but it happened.

1342
01:30:26,150 --> 01:30:26,670
I understand.

1343
01:30:26,850 --> 01:30:27,270
Thank you.

1344
01:30:28,490 --> 01:30:32,490
I'm talking about when he does surgery, open

1345
01:30:32,490 --> 01:30:34,110
heart surgery.

1346
01:30:34,410 --> 01:30:36,110
That's what we're talking about here.

1347
01:30:36,370 --> 01:30:37,990
Now, how many hands go up?

1348
01:30:38,390 --> 01:30:40,730
Who's had open heart surgery?

1349
01:30:41,470 --> 01:30:41,990
Yes, sir.

1350
01:30:42,910 --> 01:30:44,150
At the back, sir.

1351
01:30:44,150 --> 01:30:47,610
Any comment that you could help with this?

1352
01:30:56,410 --> 01:30:56,890
I'm sorry.

1353
01:30:56,990 --> 01:30:57,820
I can't hear you.

1354
01:31:07,250 --> 01:31:09,650
What can anybody tell me what he's saying?

1355
01:31:09,970 --> 01:31:11,950
Johnny, please.

1356
01:31:13,010 --> 01:31:14,390
What did he say, Johnny?

1357
01:31:18,990 --> 01:31:20,550
Oh, thank you.

1358
01:31:20,710 --> 01:31:21,350
Thank you.

1359
01:31:21,370 --> 01:31:22,090
Thank you.

1360
01:31:22,130 --> 01:31:23,010
Thank you.

1361
01:31:23,010 --> 01:31:23,470
Thank you, Johnny.

1362
01:31:23,470 --> 01:31:26,010
Thank you.

1363
01:31:26,130 --> 01:31:27,190
Thank you, dear brother.

1364
01:31:27,330 --> 01:31:29,290
I'm sorry my hearing isn't as good as

1365
01:31:29,290 --> 01:31:29,930
it should be.

1366
01:31:30,310 --> 01:31:31,030
I'm 87.

1367
01:31:31,370 --> 01:31:32,690
Just give me a break.

1368
01:31:37,600 --> 01:31:41,720
He got a revelation that his heart, as

1369
01:31:41,720 --> 01:31:44,380
God saw it, he had the potential to

1370
01:31:44,380 --> 01:31:47,160
do any sin of all the things that

1371
01:31:47,160 --> 01:31:48,660
he thought were gross sins.

1372
01:31:48,900 --> 01:31:50,220
He had the potential to do it.

1373
01:31:51,120 --> 01:31:52,240
Was that right, dear?

1374
01:31:52,240 --> 01:31:53,660
Yes, thank you.

1375
01:31:53,860 --> 01:31:54,220
Thank you.

1376
01:31:54,420 --> 01:31:55,460
That's the kind of thing.

1377
01:31:55,720 --> 01:31:57,180
Now, what about these people over here at

1378
01:31:57,180 --> 01:31:57,520
the back?

1379
01:31:58,060 --> 01:31:59,740
Did you have heart surgery?

1380
01:32:13,980 --> 01:32:15,640
Something about the scalpel, Johnny.

1381
01:32:15,760 --> 01:32:16,280
Give me a break.

1382
01:32:21,480 --> 01:32:23,680
It was like God just put a scalpel

1383
01:32:23,680 --> 01:32:24,020
in his heart.

1384
01:32:24,020 --> 01:32:25,180
His heart, yes.

1385
01:32:25,220 --> 01:32:27,520
He had a specific area of hurt that

1386
01:32:27,520 --> 01:32:29,080
he was going to do surgery on.

1387
01:32:30,320 --> 01:32:30,960
Of hurt?

1388
01:32:33,340 --> 01:32:34,820
Is that what he said, hurt?

1389
01:32:38,000 --> 01:32:39,120
What was it then?

1390
01:32:40,380 --> 01:32:42,400
Can you help me at the front here?

1391
01:32:42,520 --> 01:32:43,240
Of pruning.

1392
01:32:43,240 --> 01:32:44,080
Of pruning.

1393
01:32:44,760 --> 01:32:46,360
Oh, that makes sense.

1394
01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:48,000
Yes, yes.

1395
01:32:48,160 --> 01:32:50,400
Pruning away, cutting away things.

1396
01:32:50,560 --> 01:32:51,560
That's right, that's it.

1397
01:32:51,900 --> 01:32:52,760
Okay, that's it.

1398
01:32:53,060 --> 01:32:56,480
Now, God wants not seven or eight people.

1399
01:32:56,860 --> 01:33:00,100
He wants everybody in this building who's here

1400
01:33:00,100 --> 01:33:01,520
tonight in the will of God.

1401
01:33:01,800 --> 01:33:03,180
Are you here in the will of God?

1402
01:33:03,400 --> 01:33:03,820
Yes.

1403
01:33:04,080 --> 01:33:04,480
All right.

1404
01:33:04,820 --> 01:33:08,540
He wants you to cry out in desperation,

1405
01:33:09,100 --> 01:33:12,580
show me my heart as you see it,

1406
01:33:12,880 --> 01:33:16,560
and be willing to wrestle with God until

1407
01:33:16,560 --> 01:33:17,280
it comes.

1408
01:33:18,240 --> 01:33:21,280
The first time I prayed that prayer, I

1409
01:33:21,280 --> 01:33:23,440
was in a prayer meeting with my husband

1410
01:33:23,440 --> 01:33:28,000
and three evangelists, and we were praying for

1411
01:33:28,000 --> 01:33:31,040
the lost souls in our city, in our

1412
01:33:31,040 --> 01:33:31,480
home.

1413
01:33:32,620 --> 01:33:35,020
God had given me the whole vision for

1414
01:33:35,020 --> 01:33:37,040
this, and these other men had all said,

1415
01:33:37,280 --> 01:33:39,720
yes, that's absolutely right, sure, we're going to

1416
01:33:39,720 --> 01:33:41,180
do it, we'll come to your home.

1417
01:33:41,420 --> 01:33:43,960
Three evangelists, my husband and me, and for,

1418
01:33:44,200 --> 01:33:46,560
I think it was two years, every Monday

1419
01:33:46,560 --> 01:33:49,220
night, we would spend from 7 o'clock

1420
01:33:49,220 --> 01:33:51,640
to 11.30 at night, four and a

1421
01:33:51,640 --> 01:33:55,080
half hours, protracted, crying out to God for

1422
01:33:55,080 --> 01:33:56,280
the lost souls in our city.

1423
01:33:56,560 --> 01:33:58,660
And in the middle of one of those

1424
01:33:58,660 --> 01:34:00,820
prayers, now get this, I'm in the middle

1425
01:34:00,820 --> 01:34:03,660
of a prayer, praying for lost souls in

1426
01:34:03,660 --> 01:34:04,500
the city of Auckland.

1427
01:34:07,180 --> 01:34:09,740
And I stopped, it was obviously the Holy

1428
01:34:09,740 --> 01:34:12,820
Spirit, but I didn't know, but I stopped

1429
01:34:12,820 --> 01:34:16,040
and I said, God, would you show me

1430
01:34:16,040 --> 01:34:18,860
the motive of my heart in all this?

1431
01:34:20,580 --> 01:34:24,300
I just heard a prompting, a nudge of

1432
01:34:24,300 --> 01:34:26,340
the Holy Spirit to stop, that's all I

1433
01:34:26,340 --> 01:34:30,720
knew, and I asked that prayer, cooperated with

1434
01:34:30,720 --> 01:34:36,500
the Holy Spirit, and immediately, without, I'd hardly

1435
01:34:36,500 --> 01:34:38,740
got the prayer out of my lips, where

1436
01:34:38,740 --> 01:34:43,200
I was overcome, devastated, he showed me the

1437
01:34:43,200 --> 01:34:48,620
spiritual pride of my heart, in, because of

1438
01:34:48,620 --> 01:34:51,640
what I was doing, and what, I'd been

1439
01:34:51,640 --> 01:34:53,860
given the vision for this, I'd called these

1440
01:34:53,860 --> 01:34:56,680
men, they'd all cooperated, we'd been doing it

1441
01:34:56,680 --> 01:35:02,680
for two years, and I was proud that

1442
01:35:02,680 --> 01:35:05,640
I was an intercessor with these men of

1443
01:35:05,640 --> 01:35:09,740
God, praying every, I think it was every

1444
01:35:09,740 --> 01:35:13,500
second Monday night, for two years, spiritual pride,

1445
01:35:13,860 --> 01:35:15,280
I was touching the glory.

1446
01:35:17,560 --> 01:35:22,280
And I was devastated, absolutely devastated.

1447
01:35:23,040 --> 01:35:26,580
I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed, and all

1448
01:35:26,580 --> 01:35:27,980
that could come out of my mouth, the

1449
01:35:27,980 --> 01:35:30,680
other men, my husband and the three evangelists,

1450
01:35:31,160 --> 01:35:34,620
just listened, and all they could hear, they

1451
01:35:34,620 --> 01:35:36,740
could hear me sobbing, and all they could

1452
01:35:36,740 --> 01:35:41,380
hear was pride, pride, pride, pride, they didn't

1453
01:35:41,380 --> 01:35:43,340
know what about, just pride.

1454
01:35:44,420 --> 01:35:47,620
Wisely, they left me with God, they didn't

1455
01:35:47,620 --> 01:35:51,880
try to mother me or smother me, and

1456
01:35:51,880 --> 01:35:55,080
don't you dare mother or smother, when somebody

1457
01:35:55,080 --> 01:35:58,620
else is under the Holy Spirit's convicting power,

1458
01:35:59,560 --> 01:36:02,840
you'll mess it up, keep out of the

1459
01:36:02,840 --> 01:36:06,480
way, leave them with God, let him do

1460
01:36:06,480 --> 01:36:07,460
his business.

1461
01:36:11,110 --> 01:36:15,950
So, after the longest time, I stopped crying,

1462
01:36:16,570 --> 01:36:20,310
and all I could plead was mercy, mercy,

1463
01:36:20,510 --> 01:36:24,210
mercy, mercy, how could you have mercy with

1464
01:36:24,210 --> 01:36:25,150
all that pride?

1465
01:36:25,730 --> 01:36:28,250
It was absolutely life-changing.

1466
01:36:29,910 --> 01:36:31,070
Okay, that was the first time.

1467
01:36:31,870 --> 01:36:39,090
Second time, it was about six weeks before

1468
01:36:39,090 --> 01:36:41,530
I was going around the world the first

1469
01:36:41,530 --> 01:36:45,750
time, Lauren Cunningham opened up the world to

1470
01:36:45,750 --> 01:36:51,770
me as a Bible teacher, and he was

1471
01:36:51,770 --> 01:36:53,450
the one that made the way in everything,

1472
01:36:54,490 --> 01:36:58,650
and it was about six weeks before I

1473
01:36:58,650 --> 01:37:01,770
was to go to seven nations of the

1474
01:37:01,770 --> 01:37:03,790
world, was my first trip out of New

1475
01:37:03,790 --> 01:37:06,810
Zealand, as an unknown housewife, I went from

1476
01:37:06,810 --> 01:37:13,030
14 years of intensive preparation, hidden away, and

1477
01:37:13,030 --> 01:37:17,930
then opened to seven nations, and it was

1478
01:37:17,930 --> 01:37:19,570
about six weeks before I was to go

1479
01:37:19,570 --> 01:37:23,150
around the world, and I was driving my

1480
01:37:23,150 --> 01:37:28,270
car one day, and I could hear the

1481
01:37:28,270 --> 01:37:31,270
Holy Spirit convicting me of pride over something

1482
01:37:31,270 --> 01:37:34,850
I'd said and I immediately confessed, sensitive to

1483
01:37:34,850 --> 01:37:37,750
the Holy Spirit, immediately confessed, repented of the

1484
01:37:37,750 --> 01:37:39,910
Lord, received his forgiveness, went on.

1485
01:37:40,750 --> 01:37:45,210
That happened three times in one week, and

1486
01:37:45,210 --> 01:37:46,770
at the end of the third time, I

1487
01:37:46,770 --> 01:37:51,090
said, okay, okay God, three times in one

1488
01:37:51,090 --> 01:37:53,110
week, I'm convicted of sin of pride.

1489
01:37:53,710 --> 01:37:59,150
Therefore, this is just the fruit, there must

1490
01:37:59,150 --> 01:38:02,990
be a root of pride that I know

1491
01:38:02,990 --> 01:38:05,850
nothing about, and have to have a revelation

1492
01:38:05,850 --> 01:38:08,870
on, because I can't repent of what I

1493
01:38:08,870 --> 01:38:13,270
can't see, and your word says you only

1494
01:38:13,270 --> 01:38:15,590
know the hearts of the children of men.

1495
01:38:16,930 --> 01:38:20,450
So, I got down on my knees, I

1496
01:38:20,450 --> 01:38:22,950
took the phone off the hook, I was

1497
01:38:22,950 --> 01:38:26,270
desperate, desperate to have a revelation of the

1498
01:38:26,270 --> 01:38:27,830
root from which this fruit was coming.

1499
01:38:28,830 --> 01:38:31,670
I locked the front door of the house,

1500
01:38:32,310 --> 01:38:34,850
my husband was away in business, my children

1501
01:38:34,850 --> 01:38:37,730
were at school, I was not going to

1502
01:38:37,730 --> 01:38:41,830
have any interference whatever, front door, phone off.

1503
01:38:42,790 --> 01:38:43,570
You understand?

1504
01:38:43,950 --> 01:38:44,870
I'm alone with God.

1505
01:38:45,310 --> 01:38:48,510
I'm down in front of a chair in

1506
01:38:48,510 --> 01:38:52,210
our living room in Auckland, New Zealand, and

1507
01:38:52,210 --> 01:38:54,730
I kneel there and I say, I understand

1508
01:38:54,730 --> 01:38:57,390
this verse, you only know that my heart,

1509
01:38:57,630 --> 01:38:59,150
I can't see it, you can.

1510
01:38:59,910 --> 01:39:02,530
So, and you came once before when I

1511
01:39:02,530 --> 01:39:05,450
asked, so will you come again now, please,

1512
01:39:05,570 --> 01:39:07,390
and show me my heart as you said,

1513
01:39:07,810 --> 01:39:11,570
give me the, what I desperately need is

1514
01:39:11,570 --> 01:39:16,310
revelation and conviction so I can repent and

1515
01:39:16,310 --> 01:39:19,790
get free, and have a little humility around

1516
01:39:19,790 --> 01:39:19,990
here.

1517
01:39:22,450 --> 01:39:25,570
And I thought he would answer me straight

1518
01:39:25,570 --> 01:39:28,090
away like he did years before.

1519
01:39:30,150 --> 01:39:34,030
Nothing happened after I prayed that prayer and

1520
01:39:34,030 --> 01:39:36,150
waited, I just thought it would come, nothing

1521
01:39:36,150 --> 01:39:37,390
happened, silence.

1522
01:39:39,490 --> 01:39:42,870
I said, okay, what did they do in

1523
01:39:42,870 --> 01:39:46,050
the word, always go to the word, what

1524
01:39:46,050 --> 01:39:48,350
did they do in the word when they

1525
01:39:48,350 --> 01:39:49,230
didn't get an answer?

1526
01:39:50,890 --> 01:39:54,910
And I thought, Jacob, that's right, he wrestled.

1527
01:39:55,510 --> 01:39:59,510
Okay, I don't think I've done this before,

1528
01:39:59,510 --> 01:40:02,870
but this is, I'm in a new sphere

1529
01:40:02,870 --> 01:40:04,670
and stage with you, but that's okay.

1530
01:40:04,950 --> 01:40:06,550
I'll wrestle, Jacob wrestled.

1531
01:40:06,890 --> 01:40:09,370
So I said, okay, God, here I come.

1532
01:40:09,790 --> 01:40:12,110
I need a revelation of my heart as

1533
01:40:12,110 --> 01:40:13,190
only you can see it.

1534
01:40:13,590 --> 01:40:15,950
I don't, I can't find, you're not talking

1535
01:40:15,950 --> 01:40:19,250
to me and I am desperate and I'm

1536
01:40:19,250 --> 01:40:21,710
going to wrestle with you now and I

1537
01:40:21,710 --> 01:40:23,250
will not let you go.

1538
01:40:23,490 --> 01:40:25,450
I will not let you go.

1539
01:40:25,730 --> 01:40:28,350
I will not let you go.

1540
01:40:29,510 --> 01:40:33,490
And I went and sobbed, not with revelation,

1541
01:40:33,950 --> 01:40:35,130
with intense desire.

1542
01:40:37,270 --> 01:40:42,130
And I waited, nothing happened, nothing, silence.

1543
01:40:44,210 --> 01:40:46,530
I went back to what happened in the

1544
01:40:46,530 --> 01:40:46,830
word?

1545
01:40:47,930 --> 01:40:50,030
What did, who got more desperate than that?

1546
01:40:50,730 --> 01:40:54,210
I thought, Moses, see, I knew the word.

1547
01:40:54,670 --> 01:40:55,710
I knew the word.

1548
01:40:55,890 --> 01:40:57,610
You know the word, you'll know what to

1549
01:40:57,610 --> 01:40:57,810
do.

1550
01:41:00,310 --> 01:41:03,510
And I thought, Moses went further than that.

1551
01:41:04,430 --> 01:41:05,930
He went further than that.

1552
01:41:06,330 --> 01:41:09,510
He pleaded God's character to himself.

1553
01:41:11,110 --> 01:41:12,250
I know you're holy.

1554
01:41:12,630 --> 01:41:13,810
I know you're righteous.

1555
01:41:14,190 --> 01:41:16,870
I know they're sinful, but God, you're not

1556
01:41:16,870 --> 01:41:19,990
only holy and you're not only righteous, but

1557
01:41:19,990 --> 01:41:21,370
you're a God of mercy.

1558
01:41:21,370 --> 01:41:25,930
And I plead your mercy over these people.

1559
01:41:26,650 --> 01:41:29,490
And it's not in your interests to wipe

1560
01:41:29,490 --> 01:41:31,690
them out, because what will the heathen think?

1561
01:41:31,870 --> 01:41:33,710
That you couldn't bring the children of Israel

1562
01:41:33,710 --> 01:41:34,830
through the wilderness?

1563
01:41:35,390 --> 01:41:37,270
Your name and character's at stake.

1564
01:41:37,890 --> 01:41:39,790
So I thought, right, I'll do that for

1565
01:41:39,790 --> 01:41:40,130
myself.

1566
01:41:40,810 --> 01:41:42,050
So round three.

1567
01:41:43,810 --> 01:41:46,830
And I wept again and I spoke to

1568
01:41:46,830 --> 01:41:50,270
God just exactly like Moses spoke to God

1569
01:41:50,270 --> 01:41:51,370
over the children of Israel.

1570
01:41:51,690 --> 01:41:52,790
I said, it's not going to be in

1571
01:41:52,790 --> 01:41:53,250
your interest.

1572
01:41:53,530 --> 01:41:54,790
You're sending me around the world.

1573
01:41:55,490 --> 01:41:57,390
I can't go with a heart that's full

1574
01:41:57,390 --> 01:41:57,810
of pride.

1575
01:41:58,090 --> 01:42:00,330
It's got to be absolutely, I've got to

1576
01:42:00,330 --> 01:42:01,430
be full of humility.

1577
01:42:02,370 --> 01:42:03,730
How can I represent you?

1578
01:42:03,950 --> 01:42:06,210
And you can see it and I can't.

1579
01:42:06,670 --> 01:42:08,130
And it's not going to be in your

1580
01:42:08,130 --> 01:42:10,090
interest not to tell me.

1581
01:42:10,530 --> 01:42:11,750
And I wrestled again.

1582
01:42:11,910 --> 01:42:13,530
I will not let you go.

1583
01:42:13,710 --> 01:42:15,150
I will not let you go.

1584
01:42:15,310 --> 01:42:17,050
I will not let you go.

1585
01:42:17,330 --> 01:42:19,490
I'm here for the duration, if that's what

1586
01:42:19,490 --> 01:42:20,030
it takes.

1587
01:42:21,810 --> 01:42:22,950
And then it came.

1588
01:42:25,030 --> 01:42:27,010
Woo, then it came.

1589
01:42:28,770 --> 01:42:31,050
Relief that he'd answered me.

1590
01:42:31,890 --> 01:42:34,030
But oh, what I saw.

1591
01:42:35,510 --> 01:42:40,170
I had been involved with so much evangelism.

1592
01:42:41,070 --> 01:42:43,070
Jim and I had, with three other men,

1593
01:42:43,290 --> 01:42:44,690
had started Teen Challenge.

1594
01:42:45,450 --> 01:42:47,090
The whole of the work of Teen Challenge

1595
01:42:47,090 --> 01:42:48,830
in New Zealand was started by my husband

1596
01:42:48,830 --> 01:42:49,870
and myself and three others.

1597
01:42:50,490 --> 01:42:55,770
We were already involved with every kind of

1598
01:42:55,770 --> 01:42:57,470
evangelism out of our church.

1599
01:42:58,090 --> 01:43:00,850
I was involved in going around the parks

1600
01:43:00,850 --> 01:43:02,690
and streets witnessing.

1601
01:43:03,050 --> 01:43:04,490
I'd been up and down my street.

1602
01:43:04,770 --> 01:43:07,050
I'd given tracts to everybody in my street.

1603
01:43:07,210 --> 01:43:07,650
I'd prayed.

1604
01:43:07,830 --> 01:43:08,310
I'd spoken.

1605
01:43:08,670 --> 01:43:10,410
I was evangelism.

1606
01:43:12,490 --> 01:43:16,710
And because we were such loyal, devoted church

1607
01:43:16,710 --> 01:43:18,750
members, are you hearing me?

1608
01:43:21,370 --> 01:43:24,090
Don't tell me you don't belong to a

1609
01:43:24,090 --> 01:43:28,330
local church and it's not the will of

1610
01:43:28,330 --> 01:43:28,650
God.

1611
01:43:28,650 --> 01:43:31,170
I don't buy that for a minute.

1612
01:43:32,490 --> 01:43:35,170
God doesn't matter what you're out there in.

1613
01:43:35,570 --> 01:43:38,090
There's a place where you need to be

1614
01:43:38,090 --> 01:43:41,530
submitted and under the covering of spiritual leadership

1615
01:43:41,530 --> 01:43:42,490
in a church.

1616
01:43:43,210 --> 01:43:45,050
And we were up to our dandruff.

1617
01:43:45,430 --> 01:43:46,930
That's beyond your eyebrows.

1618
01:43:48,790 --> 01:43:50,530
My husband was an elder there.

1619
01:43:51,010 --> 01:43:53,130
Every time the church door opened, we were

1620
01:43:53,130 --> 01:43:53,370
there.

1621
01:43:54,530 --> 01:43:56,690
But we were out in the marketplace as

1622
01:43:56,690 --> 01:43:56,850
well.

1623
01:43:57,050 --> 01:43:59,370
Because listen, Jesus was in both.

1624
01:43:59,430 --> 01:44:00,450
We learned that this morning.

1625
01:44:00,950 --> 01:44:01,110
Right?

1626
01:44:02,150 --> 01:44:04,210
Jesus was no more in the temple than

1627
01:44:04,210 --> 01:44:05,070
he was in the marketplace.

1628
01:44:05,350 --> 01:44:06,790
He was no more in the marketplace than

1629
01:44:06,790 --> 01:44:07,190
in the temple.

1630
01:44:07,310 --> 01:44:07,970
It's the both.

1631
01:44:09,670 --> 01:44:10,630
Are you going to be like him?

1632
01:44:11,430 --> 01:44:12,790
Are you going to do what he did?

1633
01:44:13,910 --> 01:44:14,690
Like he did?

1634
01:44:16,010 --> 01:44:17,590
Are you going to have a church home

1635
01:44:17,590 --> 01:44:17,810
then?

1636
01:44:19,390 --> 01:44:20,890
Are you going to be radical out in

1637
01:44:20,890 --> 01:44:21,390
the marketplace?

1638
01:44:22,390 --> 01:44:22,790
Good.

1639
01:44:23,010 --> 01:44:23,710
You're getting there.

1640
01:44:25,370 --> 01:44:27,410
You're not there yet because it isn't proven

1641
01:44:27,410 --> 01:44:29,110
in your life, but you're getting there.

1642
01:44:30,230 --> 01:44:31,270
Did you get that one?

1643
01:44:33,290 --> 01:44:34,490
Are you still awake?

1644
01:44:34,910 --> 01:44:35,210
Yes.

1645
01:44:37,470 --> 01:44:38,590
Miracle of miracles.

1646
01:44:48,480 --> 01:44:48,980
Yes.

1647
01:44:49,340 --> 01:44:49,920
Thank you.

1648
01:44:52,600 --> 01:44:53,460
Thank you, dear.

1649
01:44:54,720 --> 01:44:59,360
So, the revelation came and this was what

1650
01:44:59,360 --> 01:44:59,860
it was.

1651
01:45:00,500 --> 01:45:05,540
I would report back to my precious, beautiful

1652
01:45:05,540 --> 01:45:10,340
pastor, lovely man of God, who released him

1653
01:45:10,340 --> 01:45:15,140
and me completely to this outdoor evangelism stuff

1654
01:45:15,140 --> 01:45:19,060
and everything that we did and all that

1655
01:45:19,060 --> 01:45:21,240
that was outside the church curriculum.

1656
01:45:21,820 --> 01:45:23,840
But he would want us to come back

1657
01:45:23,840 --> 01:45:27,700
and report as a point of just our

1658
01:45:27,700 --> 01:45:30,220
submission and he wanted to know what we

1659
01:45:30,220 --> 01:45:30,600
were doing.

1660
01:45:31,060 --> 01:45:34,780
And I would report the souls that I

1661
01:45:34,780 --> 01:45:37,820
was leading to Christ, the many, and the

1662
01:45:37,820 --> 01:45:38,720
ways it would be done.

1663
01:45:38,820 --> 01:45:40,340
And he would be interested in listening.

1664
01:45:41,300 --> 01:45:44,220
And the Holy Spirit showed me that my

1665
01:45:44,220 --> 01:45:48,620
motive was absolutely mixed when I would report

1666
01:45:48,620 --> 01:45:51,000
to, not when I was out amongst the

1667
01:45:51,000 --> 01:45:51,360
souls.

1668
01:45:52,420 --> 01:45:55,220
That wasn't any conviction at all then.

1669
01:45:55,440 --> 01:45:57,100
But when I would come back and report

1670
01:45:57,100 --> 01:45:59,600
to the pastor, there was a mixed motive.

1671
01:46:00,320 --> 01:46:03,400
I wanted the pastor to be impressed with

1672
01:46:03,400 --> 01:46:04,600
me as a soul winner.

1673
01:46:05,800 --> 01:46:09,020
And it was stinking, horrible pride.

1674
01:46:09,760 --> 01:46:12,820
And God showed me I was touching the

1675
01:46:12,820 --> 01:46:15,040
glory that belonged to Jesus alone.

1676
01:46:15,640 --> 01:46:18,580
I was absolutely wiped out.

1677
01:46:19,000 --> 01:46:22,320
I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed and sobbed

1678
01:46:22,320 --> 01:46:26,820
as though my being, there would not be

1679
01:46:26,820 --> 01:46:28,700
a tear left in my body.

1680
01:46:29,040 --> 01:46:31,660
And I was absolutely changed.

1681
01:46:33,060 --> 01:46:34,880
And then the Holy Spirit said to me,

1682
01:46:35,060 --> 01:46:36,320
I'm not through with you yet.

1683
01:46:36,320 --> 01:46:39,080
I said, what more?

1684
01:46:40,100 --> 01:46:40,760
Keep going.

1685
01:46:41,420 --> 01:46:43,260
He said, I want you to go to

1686
01:46:43,260 --> 01:46:47,100
your pastor and tell him exactly what I

1687
01:46:47,100 --> 01:46:49,460
have showed you here today.

1688
01:46:50,340 --> 01:46:51,720
I said, yes, sir.

1689
01:46:52,600 --> 01:46:53,680
Made an appointment.

1690
01:46:54,080 --> 01:46:54,640
I had to wait.

1691
01:46:54,760 --> 01:46:57,320
Remember, was agony waiting the three days before

1692
01:46:57,320 --> 01:46:58,220
I could get the appointment.

1693
01:46:58,620 --> 01:47:00,320
Went into a study and told him everything

1694
01:47:00,320 --> 01:47:01,120
I've told you.

1695
01:47:02,100 --> 01:47:05,360
He was an older man and he just

1696
01:47:05,360 --> 01:47:07,260
leaned forward quietly.

1697
01:47:08,520 --> 01:47:10,760
Man of few words, man of great depth.

1698
01:47:12,260 --> 01:47:14,700
And he just said the sentence as he

1699
01:47:14,700 --> 01:47:15,880
listened quietly to me.

1700
01:47:20,280 --> 01:47:25,120
Few are this serious about Christian things.

1701
01:47:25,660 --> 01:47:26,300
That's all he said.

1702
01:47:28,340 --> 01:47:31,100
But it was terrifically encouraging.

1703
01:47:32,200 --> 01:47:33,060
That's all he said.

1704
01:47:36,780 --> 01:47:39,080
You might've thought, well, wasn't that enough?

1705
01:47:39,400 --> 01:47:41,220
That was all I needed to hear.

1706
01:47:42,020 --> 01:47:46,820
He heard, he understood, and he knew I'd

1707
01:47:46,820 --> 01:47:47,040
come.

1708
01:47:47,040 --> 01:47:56,330
Now, does the telling of this

1709
01:47:56,330 --> 01:48:03,270
experience give you a desperate desire to know

1710
01:48:03,270 --> 01:48:05,250
the truth about yourself?

1711
01:48:05,750 --> 01:48:09,010
Let me make a statement here.

1712
01:48:09,410 --> 01:48:10,510
Never forget this.

1713
01:48:11,370 --> 01:48:14,930
When a person says to me, I want

1714
01:48:14,930 --> 01:48:18,110
truth, I say, are you willing for a

1715
01:48:18,110 --> 01:48:20,270
revelation of your heart as God sees it?

1716
01:48:21,990 --> 01:48:22,670
What?

1717
01:48:22,670 --> 01:48:23,990
What did you say?

1718
01:48:24,350 --> 01:48:25,430
I said, you heard me.

1719
01:48:27,110 --> 01:48:31,150
We're only as longing and as desperate for

1720
01:48:31,150 --> 01:48:34,210
truth as we are to know our hearts

1721
01:48:34,210 --> 01:48:35,550
as God sees it.

1722
01:48:37,030 --> 01:48:40,610
Because when he gives the revelation of what

1723
01:48:40,610 --> 01:48:47,270
only he can see, it's his kindness to

1724
01:48:47,270 --> 01:48:49,870
bring us to repentance so that we can

1725
01:48:49,870 --> 01:48:50,930
be more like Jesus.

1726
01:48:52,170 --> 01:48:54,770
Now, we're going to move now into the

1727
01:48:54,770 --> 01:48:55,410
application.

1728
01:48:55,650 --> 01:48:57,490
This is not the end of my teaching

1729
01:48:57,490 --> 01:48:58,050
at all.

1730
01:48:58,730 --> 01:49:03,890
I would be, I would have another 30

1731
01:49:03,890 --> 01:49:05,290
minutes to finish.

1732
01:49:06,770 --> 01:49:09,450
What God put in my heart, now I

1733
01:49:09,450 --> 01:49:13,110
have a terrific conflict, I have a conflict

1734
01:49:13,110 --> 01:49:13,510
here.

1735
01:49:15,490 --> 01:49:18,390
When I look at what I can't tell

1736
01:49:18,390 --> 01:49:21,410
you and what I went through to get,

1737
01:49:22,150 --> 01:49:25,350
to give this to you, and what it

1738
01:49:25,350 --> 01:49:31,930
means, I'm torn between submission to leadership, which

1739
01:49:31,930 --> 01:49:36,630
I understand, and what I've been through to

1740
01:49:36,630 --> 01:49:37,170
not give.

1741
01:49:37,590 --> 01:49:38,870
Jesus help me.

1742
01:49:46,520 --> 01:49:49,100
Oh, how can I not give this?

1743
01:49:52,330 --> 01:50:04,120
When I'm submitted to headship, Holy

1744
01:50:04,120 --> 01:50:05,580
Spirit speak to me.

1745
01:50:12,550 --> 01:50:13,270
Yes.

1746
01:50:13,270 --> 01:50:16,050
Well, if, if I can just even just

1747
01:50:16,050 --> 01:50:17,270
get the headlines.

1748
01:50:17,270 --> 01:50:17,930
I agree.

1749
01:50:18,710 --> 01:50:19,330
Thank you.

1750
01:50:19,550 --> 01:50:21,710
But you can see how seriously I took

1751
01:50:21,710 --> 01:50:22,370
your note, dear.

1752
01:50:42,430 --> 01:50:42,990
Yes.

1753
01:50:42,990 --> 01:50:45,890
What I'm coming to is so crucial.

1754
01:50:46,530 --> 01:50:47,930
You'll know when I come to it.

1755
01:50:48,810 --> 01:50:49,830
You'll understand.

1756
01:50:50,350 --> 01:50:52,190
You'll understand when I come to it.

1757
01:50:55,860 --> 01:50:57,480
And it's the last point.

1758
01:50:58,100 --> 01:50:59,360
It's the last point.

1759
01:51:12,130 --> 01:51:13,270
What time is it?

1760
01:51:13,350 --> 01:51:13,890
935?

1761
01:51:14,550 --> 01:51:15,070
Yes.

1762
01:51:15,470 --> 01:51:16,590
You guys okay with it?

1763
01:51:16,790 --> 01:51:17,230
Yeah!

1764
01:51:24,480 --> 01:51:25,040
Okay.

1765
01:51:26,560 --> 01:51:27,120
Okay.

1766
01:51:28,100 --> 01:51:29,220
Let's just...

1767
01:51:31,300 --> 01:51:33,580
This is for the serious, I guess, tonight,

1768
01:51:33,700 --> 01:51:34,020
right?

1769
01:51:34,140 --> 01:51:34,300
Yeah.

1770
01:51:34,740 --> 01:51:36,500
So, that's all of us.

1771
01:51:37,060 --> 01:51:39,280
So, Joy's got this final part.

1772
01:51:39,800 --> 01:51:40,800
And then I...

1773
01:51:40,800 --> 01:51:42,740
There's an application to be handed out, right?

1774
01:51:42,800 --> 01:51:43,200
Yes.

1775
01:51:43,300 --> 01:51:45,360
That can just be handed out.

1776
01:51:45,360 --> 01:51:46,580
And then there's a great handout.

1777
01:51:46,740 --> 01:51:48,620
Let's all pray for Joy right now.

1778
01:51:48,900 --> 01:51:50,840
That she could make it to the end

1779
01:51:50,840 --> 01:51:51,740
with her health.

1780
01:51:51,880 --> 01:51:52,500
Would you...

1781
01:51:52,500 --> 01:51:54,780
Let's just pray that the Holy Spirit would

1782
01:51:54,780 --> 01:51:56,180
touch her back.

1783
01:51:56,480 --> 01:51:57,700
And she could make it.

1784
01:51:57,760 --> 01:52:00,520
And give us the last truths that'll change

1785
01:52:00,520 --> 01:52:01,280
our lives.

1786
01:52:01,380 --> 01:52:02,000
I'm not...

1787
01:52:02,000 --> 01:52:02,600
Let's go for it.

1788
01:52:02,620 --> 01:52:03,300
Let's pray for Joy.

1789
01:52:03,680 --> 01:52:04,820
I'm not worried about her back.

1790
01:52:04,920 --> 01:52:06,400
Let's pray.

1791
01:52:07,200 --> 01:52:09,220
That she feels so strong.

1792
01:52:09,700 --> 01:52:10,820
And so good.

1793
01:52:24,080 --> 01:52:24,560
Okay.

1794
01:52:24,800 --> 01:52:25,040
Okay.

1795
01:52:25,260 --> 01:52:25,520
Okay.

1796
01:52:25,960 --> 01:52:26,060
Okay.

1797
01:52:26,060 --> 01:52:26,700
I'm not worried.

1798
01:52:27,740 --> 01:52:28,220
Okay.

1799
01:52:28,220 --> 01:52:29,020
Thank you.

1800
01:52:29,260 --> 01:52:29,760
Thank you.

1801
01:52:29,900 --> 01:52:30,420
Sit down.

1802
01:52:30,600 --> 01:52:31,060
Thank you.

1803
01:52:32,840 --> 01:52:33,540
Thank you.

1804
01:52:34,520 --> 01:52:35,000
Okay.

1805
01:52:35,240 --> 01:52:35,900
Go for it.

1806
01:52:36,020 --> 01:52:36,500
Right here.

1807
01:52:36,500 --> 01:52:38,600
And you'll understand when I come into this

1808
01:52:38,600 --> 01:52:40,840
why I was in such conflict.

1809
01:52:42,900 --> 01:52:47,800
The fifth point is desperate prayer for others

1810
01:52:47,800 --> 01:52:50,340
who are in desperate need.

1811
01:52:51,520 --> 01:52:54,080
Desperate prayer for others in desperate need.

1812
01:52:54,480 --> 01:53:01,240
Jeremiah 22.16 Jeremiah 22.16 He judged

1813
01:53:01,240 --> 01:53:04,360
the cause of the poor and the needy.

1814
01:53:04,360 --> 01:53:05,740
Then it was well.

1815
01:53:07,080 --> 01:53:10,320
And then this amazing statement comes, a question

1816
01:53:10,320 --> 01:53:11,820
comes in the Word of God.

1817
01:53:12,540 --> 01:53:14,360
Was judging the cause of the poor and

1818
01:53:14,360 --> 01:53:14,680
the needy?

1819
01:53:14,900 --> 01:53:17,600
Was not this knowing me, says the Lord?

1820
01:53:18,060 --> 01:53:22,260
Part of knowing God is desperate prayer for

1821
01:53:22,260 --> 01:53:23,640
the poor and the needy.

1822
01:53:24,620 --> 01:53:25,900
The Word says so.

1823
01:53:27,660 --> 01:53:31,000
There's a ministry called Life International.

1824
01:53:31,680 --> 01:53:35,320
James and Betty Robertson are on Christian television

1825
01:53:35,320 --> 01:53:41,000
networks, plural, all over, with their television programs,

1826
01:53:41,900 --> 01:53:48,240
and they are calling desperately every single...

1827
01:53:48,240 --> 01:53:50,980
They're on five nights a week all over

1828
01:53:50,980 --> 01:53:51,640
the networks.

1829
01:53:52,180 --> 01:53:56,060
And they're calling desperate prayers for desperate needs,

1830
01:53:56,500 --> 01:53:57,800
desperately to give them money.

1831
01:53:57,900 --> 01:53:58,420
What for?

1832
01:53:58,640 --> 01:53:59,760
Three things.

1833
01:53:59,760 --> 01:54:05,360
Drilling water wells in many nations where the

1834
01:54:05,360 --> 01:54:11,760
only water is horribly polluted and thousands and

1835
01:54:11,760 --> 01:54:16,640
thousands and thousands are dying because the only

1836
01:54:16,640 --> 01:54:20,360
water they have is desperately polluted water where

1837
01:54:20,360 --> 01:54:25,220
animals are in, where they're defecating in, human

1838
01:54:25,220 --> 01:54:27,680
beings are in and defecating in.

1839
01:54:27,680 --> 01:54:30,920
It's filthy, it's full of poison, and that's

1840
01:54:30,920 --> 01:54:33,240
all they can give their children, and their

1841
01:54:33,240 --> 01:54:35,580
children get ill and die in their arms.

1842
01:54:37,140 --> 01:54:41,980
And he is calling for money unashamedly.

1843
01:54:42,280 --> 01:54:42,880
Why not?

1844
01:54:43,320 --> 01:54:44,980
He has the heart of God, he and

1845
01:54:44,980 --> 01:54:45,720
his wife, Betty.

1846
01:54:46,160 --> 01:54:49,480
And they're calling for us to join with

1847
01:54:49,480 --> 01:54:49,700
them.

1848
01:54:50,440 --> 01:54:52,820
And do you know where he gets his

1849
01:54:52,820 --> 01:54:53,420
knowledge from?

1850
01:54:53,520 --> 01:54:55,200
The missionaries around the world.

1851
01:54:56,220 --> 01:54:59,000
They've gone, he and Betty, around the world,

1852
01:54:59,280 --> 01:55:02,600
found the missionaries, who are genuine, and who

1853
01:55:02,600 --> 01:55:04,500
are meeting the needs of the people, but

1854
01:55:04,500 --> 01:55:05,600
they don't have the money.

1855
01:55:07,160 --> 01:55:09,540
They can't drill a water well.

1856
01:55:09,940 --> 01:55:13,280
It costs, what is it for a well?

1857
01:55:13,940 --> 01:55:18,500
$4,500 or something to drill a water

1858
01:55:18,500 --> 01:55:20,540
well, just to get fresh water.

1859
01:55:21,800 --> 01:55:25,960
And this year, right now, the Robesons are

1860
01:55:25,960 --> 01:55:31,740
committed to getting 500 more wells drilled in

1861
01:55:31,740 --> 01:55:36,380
32 different nations to people who are starving

1862
01:55:36,380 --> 01:55:40,280
and dying with polluted water.

1863
01:55:41,820 --> 01:55:44,900
I tell you, this is God, and it's

1864
01:55:44,900 --> 01:55:46,440
on God's heart.

1865
01:55:47,740 --> 01:55:50,920
I have the great privilege of not only

1866
01:55:50,920 --> 01:55:53,800
praying for them, but giving financially to them

1867
01:55:53,800 --> 01:55:54,660
every week.

1868
01:55:55,240 --> 01:55:56,940
It's the least I can do.

1869
01:55:59,220 --> 01:56:04,440
Then for twice a year, they send out

1870
01:56:04,440 --> 01:56:07,120
the terrific challenge for the water wells.

1871
01:56:08,060 --> 01:56:12,400
Get this, 32 different nations, 500 more wells.

1872
01:56:13,060 --> 01:56:15,160
Isn't that colossal, their vision?

1873
01:56:17,000 --> 01:56:18,480
And they believe in God for the money

1874
01:56:18,480 --> 01:56:19,720
to come from you and me.

1875
01:56:21,160 --> 01:56:24,460
Then they shift, once they've done that for

1876
01:56:25,300 --> 01:56:27,460
twice a year, then they shift, and they

1877
01:56:27,460 --> 01:56:30,240
put out the call for millions of starving

1878
01:56:30,240 --> 01:56:34,380
children who have absolutely not a crumb of

1879
01:56:34,380 --> 01:56:35,580
food to eat.

1880
01:56:35,860 --> 01:56:38,900
They're in areas where there is no vegetation,

1881
01:56:39,440 --> 01:56:41,800
there is no farming, there's just if the

1882
01:56:41,800 --> 01:56:44,840
ground is absolutely parched, they show photos of

1883
01:56:44,840 --> 01:56:46,880
it, there's not a tree standing, there's not

1884
01:56:46,880 --> 01:56:51,100
a blade of grass, and they're just starving,

1885
01:56:51,320 --> 01:56:54,800
there's nothing, and their children dying in their

1886
01:56:54,800 --> 01:56:55,200
arms.

1887
01:56:56,520 --> 01:56:59,400
And even when they get into clinics, the

1888
01:56:59,400 --> 01:57:03,000
children are so far gone that anything they

1889
01:57:03,000 --> 01:57:04,940
can give them is beyond help.

1890
01:57:06,400 --> 01:57:10,080
And so they get a bowl of like

1891
01:57:10,080 --> 01:57:14,400
a very intensely nutritious kind of porridge with

1892
01:57:14,400 --> 01:57:16,600
a whole lot of nutrients in them, and

1893
01:57:16,600 --> 01:57:20,060
they send this out, and they've raised money

1894
01:57:20,060 --> 01:57:22,660
for little red plastic bowls, and you see

1895
01:57:22,660 --> 01:57:26,520
the children by the thousands lining up to

1896
01:57:26,520 --> 01:57:28,740
get their little bowls as it's scooped.

1897
01:57:28,820 --> 01:57:31,280
That's their only meal a day, as it's

1898
01:57:31,280 --> 01:57:34,100
given from the networks.

1899
01:57:34,840 --> 01:57:37,260
Then the third thing they do is building

1900
01:57:37,260 --> 01:57:40,780
houses and orphanages for the families who have

1901
01:57:40,780 --> 01:57:41,460
no homes.

1902
01:57:41,940 --> 01:57:43,480
Then they show you what they call a

1903
01:57:43,480 --> 01:57:46,780
home, and it's just a shack with some

1904
01:57:46,780 --> 01:57:50,040
leaves and, oh, it's not even worth calling

1905
01:57:50,040 --> 01:57:50,760
a house at all.

1906
01:57:51,020 --> 01:57:53,540
But it's their only form of existence.

1907
01:57:53,820 --> 01:57:57,660
Okay, now, Lamentations 2, verses 11 to 12

1908
01:57:57,660 --> 01:58:02,460
says, My eyes are spent with weeping, this

1909
01:58:02,460 --> 01:58:05,700
is the prophet Jeremiah, my soul is in

1910
01:58:05,700 --> 01:58:09,320
tumult, my heart is poured out in grief.

1911
01:58:09,400 --> 01:58:11,040
This is what God's wanting for you and

1912
01:58:11,040 --> 01:58:11,480
me to do.

1913
01:58:13,380 --> 01:58:15,600
Because of the destruction of the daughter of

1914
01:58:15,600 --> 01:58:19,400
my people, because infants and babes faint in

1915
01:58:19,400 --> 01:58:21,620
the streets of the city, they cry to

1916
01:58:21,620 --> 01:58:23,980
their mothers, where is the bread and wine,

1917
01:58:24,280 --> 01:58:26,840
as they faint like wounded men in the

1918
01:58:26,840 --> 01:58:29,020
streets of the city as their life is

1919
01:58:29,020 --> 01:58:30,680
poured out on their mother's bosom.

1920
01:58:31,080 --> 01:58:33,460
You see, if I can't match the word

1921
01:58:33,460 --> 01:58:35,680
of God to what I'm telling you, then

1922
01:58:35,680 --> 01:58:36,440
I don't tell you.

1923
01:58:39,190 --> 01:58:42,390
Listen to this one, Proverbs 24, verse 11.

1924
01:58:42,390 --> 01:58:46,510
I'm now talking about the millions of children

1925
01:58:46,510 --> 01:58:50,570
that right now, as we sit here, are

1926
01:58:50,570 --> 01:58:54,610
in the womb of mothers who right now

1927
01:58:54,610 --> 01:58:57,170
are planning to kill the babies.

1928
01:58:57,370 --> 01:58:58,150
Millions.

1929
01:58:58,490 --> 01:59:02,830
Now, as we sit, what are we going

1930
01:59:02,830 --> 01:59:03,150
to do?

1931
01:59:05,790 --> 01:59:07,510
What are we going to do?

1932
01:59:08,650 --> 01:59:09,350
Nothing?

1933
01:59:10,830 --> 01:59:14,310
I can't tell you how many times when

1934
01:59:14,310 --> 01:59:18,130
my darling husband and I, interceding for America,

1935
01:59:18,930 --> 01:59:24,030
and interceding for the babies in the womb,

1936
01:59:24,370 --> 01:59:27,970
that we've cried out, my God, we've said,

1937
01:59:28,350 --> 01:59:32,930
right now, sovereignly, right across this nation, at

1938
01:59:32,930 --> 01:59:36,990
this moment, bring deep conviction to every single

1939
01:59:36,990 --> 01:59:39,890
woman that is planning to kill her baby

1940
01:59:39,890 --> 01:59:40,750
in the womb.

1941
01:59:41,810 --> 01:59:46,070
Praying desperate prayers, united together, believing, and we

1942
01:59:46,070 --> 01:59:51,490
know millions stopped because we prayed, in faith,

1943
01:59:51,870 --> 01:59:52,770
in Jesus' name.

1944
01:59:53,570 --> 01:59:55,430
In faith, in Jesus' name.

1945
01:59:55,610 --> 01:59:57,330
Is it the will of God that they

1946
01:59:57,330 --> 01:59:57,950
be aborted?

1947
01:59:58,190 --> 01:59:58,550
Is it?

1948
01:59:59,290 --> 02:00:01,170
Is it the will of God that we

1949
02:00:01,170 --> 02:00:04,290
rise up and cry out to God that

1950
02:00:04,290 --> 02:00:06,530
they will be given an alternative?

1951
02:00:07,110 --> 02:00:09,070
Don't heap judgment on them.

1952
02:00:09,330 --> 02:00:12,550
We've prayed, God, show the women, show them

1953
02:00:12,550 --> 02:00:14,830
that there's another way, either to bring the

1954
02:00:14,830 --> 02:00:17,610
baby to full birth and give it to

1955
02:00:17,610 --> 02:00:20,010
the millions of mothers who are wanting to

1956
02:00:20,010 --> 02:00:24,090
adopt the child, or keep the child themselves,

1957
02:00:24,490 --> 02:00:27,470
but show them for their own sake that

1958
02:00:27,470 --> 02:00:31,930
they're going to go into mental anguish when

1959
02:00:31,930 --> 02:00:36,070
they realize afterwards they've killed their own flesh

1960
02:00:36,070 --> 02:00:38,810
and blood, their babies that murdered it.

1961
02:00:39,890 --> 02:00:42,690
That realization comes to every mother who's aborted

1962
02:00:42,690 --> 02:00:45,810
a child later, and they go into mental

1963
02:00:45,810 --> 02:00:46,350
anguish.

1964
02:00:47,890 --> 02:00:50,710
You can save all that with intercession.

1965
02:00:51,530 --> 02:00:53,390
I'm calling for you tonight.

1966
02:00:53,930 --> 02:00:56,630
Now you wonder why I wanted to get

1967
02:00:56,630 --> 02:00:59,190
to this point, because it's a passion of

1968
02:00:59,190 --> 02:00:59,730
my life.

1969
02:01:00,470 --> 02:01:02,290
It's a passion of my life.

1970
02:01:02,850 --> 02:01:04,630
I'm crying at all the time.

1971
02:01:05,090 --> 02:01:05,630
Stop!

1972
02:01:06,250 --> 02:01:09,850
Almighty God, you who made and created the

1973
02:01:09,850 --> 02:01:12,210
sun and the moon and the stars, and

1974
02:01:12,210 --> 02:01:14,890
with your spoken word created a universe, you

1975
02:01:14,890 --> 02:01:17,410
can speak to a million, millions of women

1976
02:01:17,410 --> 02:01:20,430
right now who are thinking of aborting a

1977
02:01:20,430 --> 02:01:22,390
child, and you can say to them, don't

1978
02:01:22,390 --> 02:01:23,070
do this.

1979
02:01:23,570 --> 02:01:26,130
And they'll hear your voice, and they'll heed

1980
02:01:26,130 --> 02:01:27,650
it, and they'll stop.

1981
02:01:29,390 --> 02:01:34,250
You can be the intercessor who cries out,

1982
02:01:34,510 --> 02:01:37,850
and God's hand is moved, and the babies

1983
02:01:37,850 --> 02:01:38,850
are born.

1984
02:01:39,450 --> 02:01:41,610
Do you know that the man, James Robson,

1985
02:01:41,870 --> 02:01:48,130
who heads this ministry, was a child who

1986
02:01:48,130 --> 02:01:50,810
was conceived in the womb of his mother

1987
02:01:51,970 --> 02:01:59,130
through a rape, whose mother was raped went

1988
02:01:59,130 --> 02:02:03,370
through hell over that raping experience, and she

1989
02:02:03,370 --> 02:02:05,770
was about to abort the child because of

1990
02:02:05,770 --> 02:02:08,670
being raped, and she went to a doctor

1991
02:02:08,670 --> 02:02:10,710
who happened to be a Christian, and he

1992
02:02:10,710 --> 02:02:13,090
said, I will not abort this child.

1993
02:02:14,850 --> 02:02:19,890
And the Christian said to his mother, there's

1994
02:02:19,890 --> 02:02:20,970
a way out for you.

1995
02:02:21,450 --> 02:02:23,550
You either keep it, or it can be

1996
02:02:23,550 --> 02:02:25,610
this child in your womb.

1997
02:02:25,610 --> 02:02:29,290
You can keep it yourself, and he'll be

1998
02:02:29,290 --> 02:02:33,710
your son, or and his mother was 42

1999
02:02:33,710 --> 02:02:34,570
at the time.

2000
02:02:35,850 --> 02:02:36,870
Raped at 42.

2001
02:02:38,270 --> 02:02:41,790
It was all to do with a doctor

2002
02:02:41,790 --> 02:02:45,490
and a nurse, and I don't know, something

2003
02:02:45,490 --> 02:02:49,830
to do with she was the nurse, and

2004
02:02:49,830 --> 02:02:51,350
he was the patient or something, and he

2005
02:02:51,350 --> 02:02:52,230
rose up and raped her.

2006
02:02:52,350 --> 02:02:53,370
It was just ghastly.

2007
02:02:53,370 --> 02:02:59,930
Anyway, she decided, she changed her mind because

2008
02:02:59,930 --> 02:03:02,230
a Christian doctor spoke to her and said,

2009
02:03:02,370 --> 02:03:03,290
I will not do this.

2010
02:03:05,190 --> 02:03:08,770
And she brought forth this man, James Robinson,

2011
02:03:09,090 --> 02:03:11,670
and I don't know, listen to me, I

2012
02:03:11,670 --> 02:03:15,010
don't know a spiritual leader in America today

2013
02:03:15,010 --> 02:03:17,730
who is more out on the cutting edge

2014
02:03:17,730 --> 02:03:21,050
of a, uniting the body of Christ together,

2015
02:03:21,050 --> 02:03:28,010
as Jesus prayed in John 23, for unity.

2016
02:03:28,230 --> 02:03:31,070
I don't know a spiritual leader who is

2017
02:03:31,070 --> 02:03:34,630
more broken in his heart and more humble

2018
02:03:34,630 --> 02:03:37,850
and more loving.

2019
02:03:38,330 --> 02:03:40,550
I don't know a spiritual leader who is

2020
02:03:40,550 --> 02:03:43,550
calling more for the poor and the needy.

2021
02:03:44,090 --> 02:03:47,270
I don't know a man nearer to the

2022
02:03:47,270 --> 02:03:51,490
heart of God in spiritual leadership than this

2023
02:03:51,490 --> 02:03:51,830
man.

2024
02:03:54,410 --> 02:03:59,370
Proverbs 24, 11, deliver those who are drawn

2025
02:03:59,370 --> 02:04:03,870
toward death and hold back those stumbling to

2026
02:04:03,870 --> 02:04:04,430
the slaughter.

2027
02:04:04,930 --> 02:04:07,910
If that doesn't describe babes in the womb,

2028
02:04:08,030 --> 02:04:09,030
I don't know what does.

2029
02:04:09,970 --> 02:04:12,570
And then there are the children and the

2030
02:04:12,570 --> 02:04:15,650
young women held captive as slaves in sex

2031
02:04:15,650 --> 02:04:16,150
trafficking.

2032
02:04:16,150 --> 02:04:17,350
Whoo!

2033
02:04:18,690 --> 02:04:20,810
Boy, I'll have to have some more water

2034
02:04:20,810 --> 02:04:22,330
to just...

2035
02:04:22,330 --> 02:04:23,790
The burden is so great.

2036
02:04:24,570 --> 02:04:26,150
The burden is so great.

2037
02:04:27,130 --> 02:04:28,750
The need is so great.

2038
02:04:29,970 --> 02:04:32,470
Oh, hell is so horrible.

2039
02:04:33,150 --> 02:04:39,090
Satan has spewed out the most vile, violent,

2040
02:04:39,610 --> 02:04:48,910
heinous, horrible stuff beyond human comprehension in creating

2041
02:04:48,910 --> 02:04:52,470
into the minds of men that they can

2042
02:04:52,470 --> 02:04:59,410
get sexual gratification through holding as children slaves.

2043
02:05:02,050 --> 02:05:04,330
Do you know that they're held in little

2044
02:05:04,330 --> 02:05:08,470
rooms like cubicles and they lie on a

2045
02:05:08,470 --> 02:05:13,510
mat and can be, can have a forced

2046
02:05:13,510 --> 02:05:17,350
into ghastly sexual acts.

2047
02:05:19,450 --> 02:05:19,880
Imprisoned.

2048
02:05:22,730 --> 02:05:23,590
Imprisoned.

2049
02:05:23,790 --> 02:05:24,810
Can't escape.

2050
02:05:25,250 --> 02:05:26,170
Can't get out.

2051
02:05:26,650 --> 02:05:27,550
Nowhere to go.

2052
02:05:27,910 --> 02:05:28,930
Nobody to help them.

2053
02:05:29,910 --> 02:05:31,630
Violated emotionally.

2054
02:05:31,950 --> 02:05:35,610
They're like, they're treated worse than animals.

2055
02:05:36,130 --> 02:05:37,570
And there are millions of them.

2056
02:05:37,830 --> 02:05:39,050
Are you hearing me?

2057
02:05:39,050 --> 02:05:41,830
What are you doing about it?

2058
02:05:43,210 --> 02:05:44,810
What are you doing about it?

2059
02:05:48,470 --> 02:05:51,650
Tell me anybody in this room that has

2060
02:05:51,650 --> 02:05:54,590
this passion for the sex trafficking.

2061
02:05:55,010 --> 02:05:56,450
Just to encourage me.

2062
02:06:00,040 --> 02:06:00,600
What?

2063
02:06:00,720 --> 02:06:01,780
Less than a quarter of you.

2064
02:06:02,060 --> 02:06:03,380
No wonder we need the message.

2065
02:06:05,400 --> 02:06:06,420
Listen to this.

2066
02:06:06,580 --> 02:06:09,780
This is as update as about 10 days

2067
02:06:09,780 --> 02:06:10,040
ago.

2068
02:06:10,400 --> 02:06:14,400
I was watching in my home Daystar Christian

2069
02:06:14,400 --> 02:06:15,460
Television Network.

2070
02:06:16,620 --> 02:06:20,160
And I was hearing the first hand reports

2071
02:06:20,900 --> 02:06:23,860
of two of the daughters of the leaders

2072
02:06:23,860 --> 02:06:27,300
of the Daystar Television Network.

2073
02:06:29,280 --> 02:06:30,840
Marcus and Joni Land.

2074
02:06:31,300 --> 02:06:34,980
Their two daughters were among those and others

2075
02:06:34,980 --> 02:06:37,620
on the staff of the Daystar Network.

2076
02:06:37,940 --> 02:06:40,680
There were about five of them.

2077
02:06:41,240 --> 02:06:44,940
His wife, two daughters and three other women.

2078
02:06:45,700 --> 02:06:46,220
How many is that?

2079
02:06:46,320 --> 02:06:46,560
Six.

2080
02:06:47,980 --> 02:06:53,460
And they went to India and got a

2081
02:06:53,460 --> 02:06:58,660
Christian missionary who was involved with the reaching

2082
02:06:58,660 --> 02:07:02,780
the women, young women who are held prisoners

2083
02:07:02,780 --> 02:07:06,500
captive in sex trafficking who cannot escape.

2084
02:07:06,500 --> 02:07:08,900
They're absolutely like in a prison.

2085
02:07:09,780 --> 02:07:13,220
And they went and found this missionary and

2086
02:07:13,220 --> 02:07:15,680
he was able to take them right into

2087
02:07:15,680 --> 02:07:19,140
one of the leading red light districts in

2088
02:07:19,140 --> 02:07:20,740
India.

2089
02:07:21,000 --> 02:07:22,560
Now this is right up to date.

2090
02:07:23,020 --> 02:07:25,300
They'd just come back and were giving the

2091
02:07:25,300 --> 02:07:28,280
report on Christian Television Network.

2092
02:07:28,720 --> 02:07:29,960
And this is what they found.

2093
02:07:32,080 --> 02:07:36,580
They went right into the brothel.

2094
02:07:37,460 --> 02:07:38,640
They saw everything.

2095
02:07:38,860 --> 02:07:42,440
They had hidden cameras that were able to

2096
02:07:42,440 --> 02:07:43,500
captivate any.

2097
02:07:44,000 --> 02:07:48,680
We saw the women, the young women This

2098
02:07:48,680 --> 02:07:49,920
is so ghastly.

2099
02:07:50,800 --> 02:07:52,640
This is so unbelievable.

2100
02:07:54,040 --> 02:07:58,160
Young women are put in cubicles.

2101
02:07:58,880 --> 02:08:01,960
One of the women said, you couldn't call

2102
02:08:01,960 --> 02:08:03,000
it a small room.

2103
02:08:03,660 --> 02:08:05,280
They said it wasn't wider.

2104
02:08:05,500 --> 02:08:06,740
And one of them went like this with

2105
02:08:06,740 --> 02:08:07,100
their arm.

2106
02:08:07,280 --> 02:08:09,260
It wasn't wider than my body and one

2107
02:08:09,260 --> 02:08:09,600
arm.

2108
02:08:10,620 --> 02:08:14,540
Like in a cubicle and there's a bed

2109
02:08:15,380 --> 02:08:17,880
and the intense heat.

2110
02:08:18,340 --> 02:08:19,360
No air conditioning.

2111
02:08:19,720 --> 02:08:20,380
No fan.

2112
02:08:20,860 --> 02:08:22,420
Intense dreadful heat.

2113
02:08:22,760 --> 02:08:25,380
They were just pouring down perspiration.

2114
02:08:26,040 --> 02:08:31,660
They are in these cubicles servicing sexually 60

2115
02:08:32,500 --> 02:08:33,980
customers a day.

2116
02:08:37,420 --> 02:08:39,920
You wouldn't treat an animal like that.

2117
02:08:41,240 --> 02:08:43,560
You wouldn't put an animal through that.

2118
02:08:45,580 --> 02:08:47,300
And here's the worst part.

2119
02:08:48,180 --> 02:08:51,420
If that's not bad enough and I saw

2120
02:08:51,420 --> 02:08:53,480
this with my own eyes 10 days ago.

2121
02:08:54,040 --> 02:08:57,240
One of the young women talked to one

2122
02:08:57,240 --> 02:09:00,020
of the girls because through the missionary they

2123
02:09:00,020 --> 02:09:01,060
got right in.

2124
02:09:02,200 --> 02:09:04,360
And they talked right to the girls and

2125
02:09:04,360 --> 02:09:05,160
they said this.

2126
02:09:05,960 --> 02:09:07,160
We love you.

2127
02:09:08,040 --> 02:09:09,360
We love you.

2128
02:09:10,060 --> 02:09:13,240
We've come from America to tell you that

2129
02:09:13,240 --> 02:09:16,000
God loves you and you don't have to

2130
02:09:16,000 --> 02:09:16,840
live like this.

2131
02:09:17,680 --> 02:09:19,880
And he's got a way of escape.

2132
02:09:20,400 --> 02:09:23,320
This man who brought us here is a

2133
02:09:23,320 --> 02:09:24,720
man of God.

2134
02:09:25,820 --> 02:09:29,360
He's a pure, holy humble man of God.

2135
02:09:29,820 --> 02:09:33,000
And he has a house that has been

2136
02:09:33,000 --> 02:09:36,040
given to him by other Christians.

2137
02:09:36,860 --> 02:09:38,660
And it's a beautiful home.

2138
02:09:38,980 --> 02:09:40,980
And you can have your own bedroom.

2139
02:09:41,480 --> 02:09:45,160
And you can walk out free today with

2140
02:09:45,160 --> 02:09:45,840
this man.

2141
02:09:47,240 --> 02:09:50,400
Because the authorities were not looking at the

2142
02:09:50,400 --> 02:09:50,680
time.

2143
02:09:50,940 --> 02:09:53,560
They got it all at the exact time

2144
02:09:53,560 --> 02:09:55,220
where they could just get the girls alone.

2145
02:09:55,220 --> 02:09:57,740
And they said you can walk free today.

2146
02:09:59,220 --> 02:10:01,460
He'll house you in this work.

2147
02:10:01,680 --> 02:10:03,500
Beautiful women of God work with him.

2148
02:10:04,160 --> 02:10:05,800
He can be trusted and they can.

2149
02:10:06,020 --> 02:10:06,840
They love you.

2150
02:10:07,200 --> 02:10:08,360
They've got the housing.

2151
02:10:08,920 --> 02:10:11,180
You don't have to do a thing.

2152
02:10:11,460 --> 02:10:12,400
They'll feed you.

2153
02:10:12,660 --> 02:10:13,620
They'll clothe you.

2154
02:10:13,920 --> 02:10:16,000
They'll teach you skills.

2155
02:10:16,300 --> 02:10:18,420
How you can earn a trade for yourself.

2156
02:10:18,660 --> 02:10:20,060
You can be free today.

2157
02:10:20,460 --> 02:10:21,880
Will you come with us?

2158
02:10:21,880 --> 02:10:25,880
I can't stand it.

2159
02:10:27,060 --> 02:10:28,860
I can't bear it.

2160
02:10:29,840 --> 02:10:31,280
What was I heard?

2161
02:10:32,300 --> 02:10:37,840
The girl looked back and said I don't

2162
02:10:37,840 --> 02:10:38,900
believe you.

2163
02:10:39,840 --> 02:10:42,680
Nobody could be that kind.

2164
02:10:44,780 --> 02:10:46,080
Oh God.

2165
02:10:47,920 --> 02:10:49,980
Oh God.

2166
02:10:50,660 --> 02:10:51,320
God.

2167
02:10:54,400 --> 02:10:55,060
God.

2168
02:10:56,620 --> 02:10:58,860
It's another way I've got to pray.

2169
02:10:59,720 --> 02:11:00,900
I've got to pray now.

2170
02:11:01,420 --> 02:11:04,540
You touch the hearts of the ones that

2171
02:11:04,540 --> 02:11:07,140
when we do go that they'll believe.

2172
02:11:07,520 --> 02:11:08,500
They'll believe.

2173
02:11:08,660 --> 02:11:09,520
They'll believe.

2174
02:11:10,620 --> 02:11:13,060
God only you can make them believe.

2175
02:11:14,240 --> 02:11:17,840
To have them trapped and they won't come

2176
02:11:17,840 --> 02:11:20,360
out because they don't believe.

2177
02:11:21,200 --> 02:11:21,760
Jesus.

2178
02:11:25,850 --> 02:11:27,470
Reveal yourself to them.

2179
02:11:28,330 --> 02:11:30,850
Show them yourself in dreams and visions like

2180
02:11:30,850 --> 02:11:32,050
you're doing to the Muslims.

2181
02:11:32,890 --> 02:11:34,290
Show them you are the way.

2182
02:11:34,730 --> 02:11:35,690
You are the truth.

2183
02:11:36,110 --> 02:11:37,010
You are the life.

2184
02:11:37,630 --> 02:11:40,610
Give them dreams and visions and then tell

2185
02:11:40,610 --> 02:11:42,230
them Jesus in the dreams.

2186
02:11:42,770 --> 02:11:45,550
My servants are coming to tell you to

2187
02:11:45,550 --> 02:11:46,370
go to freedom.

2188
02:11:46,370 --> 02:11:48,910
You'll have to do it Holy Spirit.

2189
02:11:50,990 --> 02:11:53,250
Oh I can't bear it.

2190
02:11:54,530 --> 02:11:59,450
That girl stayed there when she could have

2191
02:11:59,450 --> 02:11:59,770
been.

2192
02:12:00,310 --> 02:12:02,170
She could have been set free.

2193
02:12:02,990 --> 02:12:03,730
Oh God.

2194
02:12:04,870 --> 02:12:06,490
Oh God.

2195
02:12:07,590 --> 02:12:09,010
Oh God.

2196
02:12:09,890 --> 02:12:11,030
I can't.

2197
02:12:11,150 --> 02:12:12,850
I can't bear it.

2198
02:12:16,730 --> 02:12:19,050
Do you know why she couldn't believe?

2199
02:12:20,530 --> 02:12:24,150
Because to get in to be caught in

2200
02:12:24,150 --> 02:12:27,870
the traffic, sex trafficking a man came to

2201
02:12:27,870 --> 02:12:31,250
her and said I will give you a

2202
02:12:31,250 --> 02:12:31,790
house.

2203
02:12:32,310 --> 02:12:33,550
I will give you food.

2204
02:12:33,830 --> 02:12:35,050
I'll give you clothing.

2205
02:12:35,490 --> 02:12:36,750
I'll look after you.

2206
02:12:37,410 --> 02:12:40,170
And said made it out that he loved

2207
02:12:40,170 --> 02:12:42,690
her and the young girl believed.

2208
02:12:43,550 --> 02:12:44,250
Believed.

2209
02:12:44,250 --> 02:12:46,970
She trusted the man and he lied.

2210
02:12:47,770 --> 02:12:48,990
And he lied.

2211
02:12:49,290 --> 02:12:52,450
And that's all she's heard is lies from

2212
02:12:52,450 --> 02:12:53,850
men that she can't trust.

2213
02:12:54,270 --> 02:12:56,370
So some American comes and says we've got

2214
02:12:56,370 --> 02:12:56,490
it.

2215
02:12:56,610 --> 02:12:59,530
And she thinks she's just the same as

2216
02:12:59,530 --> 02:12:59,990
the others.

2217
02:13:02,470 --> 02:13:04,970
That's why it's got to have a revelation

2218
02:13:04,970 --> 02:13:11,790
of Jesus in dreams and visions because they'll

2219
02:13:11,790 --> 02:13:21,850
stay trapped as prisoners as objects of

2220
02:13:21,850 --> 02:13:22,950
men's lust.

2221
02:13:26,520 --> 02:13:29,240
And you came to give them life and

2222
02:13:29,240 --> 02:13:30,700
to give it to them more abundantly.

2223
02:13:31,240 --> 02:13:33,780
You came for them to be beautiful women

2224
02:13:33,780 --> 02:13:34,380
of God.

2225
02:13:34,740 --> 02:13:36,580
You came for them to be like these

2226
02:13:36,580 --> 02:13:39,920
beautiful young women here sitting here listening to

2227
02:13:39,920 --> 02:13:41,960
the word of God and the ways of

2228
02:13:41,960 --> 02:13:43,780
God in the spirit of God.

2229
02:13:44,020 --> 02:13:46,100
Why shouldn't they have that opportunity?

2230
02:13:47,160 --> 02:13:49,740
Oh God, speak to your church.

2231
02:13:50,440 --> 02:13:53,460
Break our hearts with what breaks your heart.

2232
02:13:54,140 --> 02:13:56,840
Break our hearts with what breaks your heart.

2233
02:13:57,080 --> 02:14:00,080
And cause us to stand in the gap

2234
02:14:00,080 --> 02:14:04,960
until they believe because they say oh my,

2235
02:14:05,240 --> 02:14:07,560
the Jesus you speak about, he came to

2236
02:14:07,560 --> 02:14:09,620
me in a vision like you've done to

2237
02:14:09,620 --> 02:14:12,480
millions of Muslims who now are believing.

2238
02:14:13,820 --> 02:14:16,140
Do it to those caught in the sex

2239
02:14:16,140 --> 02:14:16,480
trap.

2240
02:14:17,140 --> 02:14:18,160
Thank you that you will.

2241
02:14:19,000 --> 02:14:20,660
If you brought me here to nothing else

2242
02:14:20,660 --> 02:14:22,640
but weep and break my heart and pray

2243
02:14:22,640 --> 02:14:25,220
that prayer, it was worth tonight to me.

2244
02:14:41,740 --> 02:14:45,760
Psalm 82 verses 3 to 4, defend the

2245
02:14:45,760 --> 02:14:47,940
poor and the fatherless.

2246
02:14:48,600 --> 02:14:51,840
Do justice to the afflicted and needy.

2247
02:14:52,340 --> 02:14:54,600
Deliver the poor and the needy.

2248
02:14:55,020 --> 02:14:58,560
Free them from the hand of the wicked.

2249
02:15:02,810 --> 02:15:04,470
That's if you need Bible verses.

2250
02:15:05,950 --> 02:15:07,510
I told you there's a verse to back

2251
02:15:07,510 --> 02:15:08,670
up everything I'm telling you.

2252
02:15:10,190 --> 02:15:14,590
And there's one more burden that's as great

2253
02:15:14,590 --> 02:15:16,130
on my heart as the one I've just

2254
02:15:16,130 --> 02:15:16,630
told you.

2255
02:15:20,500 --> 02:15:22,820
God enabled me to get it out.

2256
02:15:29,950 --> 02:15:34,010
The nation that I'm far more burdened for,

2257
02:15:34,610 --> 02:15:37,330
far more burdened than any other nation is

2258
02:15:37,330 --> 02:15:38,130
North Korea.

2259
02:15:40,070 --> 02:15:43,110
Do you know what's happening in North Korea?

2260
02:15:48,340 --> 02:15:53,280
Out in the forest there's a concentration camp.

2261
02:15:54,420 --> 02:15:57,080
And it's full of people.

2262
02:15:58,040 --> 02:16:01,240
And their crime is that they didn't bow

2263
02:16:01,240 --> 02:16:03,260
to the communist regime.

2264
02:16:03,620 --> 02:16:04,580
That's their crime.

2265
02:16:06,660 --> 02:16:07,600
Nothing else.

2266
02:16:11,120 --> 02:16:17,560
And they're locked up and they're tortured and

2267
02:16:17,560 --> 02:16:20,520
it's been going on for years and years

2268
02:16:20,520 --> 02:16:21,440
and years.

2269
02:16:21,900 --> 02:16:29,560
They hang them up by their feet and

2270
02:16:29,560 --> 02:16:31,840
drop them down like this with ropes.

2271
02:16:31,840 --> 02:16:35,200
And they hang with ropes around their feet

2272
02:16:35,200 --> 02:16:38,320
to the ceiling for days on end.

2273
02:16:40,139 --> 02:16:43,760
And they cry out the people in the

2274
02:16:43,760 --> 02:16:46,860
torture to die and cannot die.

2275
02:16:51,670 --> 02:16:53,170
They have no hope.

2276
02:16:53,629 --> 02:16:56,129
They've never seen anything but this.

2277
02:16:56,430 --> 02:16:58,190
They've been locked up, some of them since

2278
02:16:58,190 --> 02:16:58,750
children.

2279
02:17:00,170 --> 02:17:03,690
But two, two only have escaped.

2280
02:17:04,709 --> 02:17:08,170
Everything I'm telling you has been documented and

2281
02:17:08,170 --> 02:17:09,809
shown on television.

2282
02:17:10,870 --> 02:17:13,190
I'm speaking gospel truth, every detail.

2283
02:17:14,049 --> 02:17:15,430
There's no exaggeration.

2284
02:17:17,049 --> 02:17:19,309
If anything, it's understated.

2285
02:17:20,370 --> 02:17:21,170
They're tortured.

2286
02:17:22,790 --> 02:17:24,049
They're kept there.

2287
02:17:24,690 --> 02:17:27,570
They know nothing about the outside world.

2288
02:17:29,270 --> 02:17:35,270
And God sovereignly allowed a young boy of

2289
02:17:35,270 --> 02:17:39,330
about eight to escape and one older man.

2290
02:17:40,250 --> 02:17:43,570
And that's all the humans that have ever

2291
02:17:43,570 --> 02:17:46,370
come out of this concentration camp that's been

2292
02:17:46,370 --> 02:17:49,090
going on for years and years and years

2293
02:17:50,530 --> 02:17:51,809
to escape.

2294
02:17:52,590 --> 02:17:56,610
And they've come out to the world and

2295
02:17:56,610 --> 02:17:58,469
told what's going on.

2296
02:17:58,469 --> 02:18:03,510
The communist government have been challenged by this

2297
02:18:03,510 --> 02:18:05,889
and have been asked what they are going

2298
02:18:05,889 --> 02:18:09,049
to do about that concentration camp out in

2299
02:18:09,049 --> 02:18:09,590
the forest.

2300
02:18:09,969 --> 02:18:12,090
And they have said there's no such thing.

2301
02:18:13,129 --> 02:18:14,230
That's their answer.

2302
02:18:16,209 --> 02:18:17,090
There isn't one.

2303
02:18:18,150 --> 02:18:18,830
Lies.

2304
02:18:24,320 --> 02:18:27,000
Can you hear that and not be moved?

2305
02:18:28,340 --> 02:18:30,760
Can you hear that and not get a

2306
02:18:30,760 --> 02:18:36,180
desperate burden for those people being tortured in

2307
02:18:36,180 --> 02:18:40,719
there year after year after year screaming to

2308
02:18:40,719 --> 02:18:41,840
die and can't die?

2309
02:18:43,980 --> 02:18:45,180
No crime.

2310
02:18:46,280 --> 02:18:46,900
Innocent.

2311
02:18:50,180 --> 02:18:53,719
I have cried as though my life depended

2312
02:18:53,719 --> 02:18:55,700
upon it to God for years.

2313
02:18:56,360 --> 02:18:56,940
For years.

2314
02:18:58,299 --> 02:18:59,260
For this day.

2315
02:18:59,459 --> 02:19:00,200
For God.

2316
02:19:00,200 --> 02:19:03,520
I've said, God, just turn on an earthquake.

2317
02:19:04,020 --> 02:19:05,620
You can do that just like that.

2318
02:19:05,980 --> 02:19:07,420
You've only just got to open your mouth

2319
02:19:07,420 --> 02:19:10,059
and like that and have an earthquake and

2320
02:19:10,059 --> 02:19:13,219
they can all just have an earthquake and

2321
02:19:13,219 --> 02:19:14,459
they can all get out and escape.

2322
02:19:15,420 --> 02:19:16,820
He hasn't answered that prayer yet.

2323
02:19:17,059 --> 02:19:20,379
I've prayed everything I can think and know

2324
02:19:20,379 --> 02:19:22,820
to God to get these people free.

2325
02:19:23,600 --> 02:19:26,980
It is a huge burden on my heart.

2326
02:19:26,980 --> 02:19:31,520
I can only discharge it, weeping and weeping

2327
02:19:31,520 --> 02:19:36,500
before the Lord, believing that somehow, somewhere, someway,

2328
02:19:36,840 --> 02:19:40,320
someday, God will break through and release those

2329
02:19:40,320 --> 02:19:40,660
people.

2330
02:19:44,500 --> 02:19:45,980
I give it to you.

2331
02:19:46,940 --> 02:19:48,240
He told me to tell you.

2332
02:19:50,960 --> 02:19:53,500
Psalm 100 and I'm going to read Psalm

2333
02:19:53,500 --> 02:19:55,140
79 verse 11.

2334
02:19:55,520 --> 02:19:56,140
Listen to it.

2335
02:19:56,140 --> 02:19:58,100
It's in relation to this burden.

2336
02:19:58,540 --> 02:20:00,400
These are the scriptures he's given me.

2337
02:20:01,780 --> 02:20:03,960
Psalm 79 verse 11.

2338
02:20:10,980 --> 02:20:14,980
Let the groans of the prisoners come before

2339
02:20:14,980 --> 02:20:20,400
you according to your great power preserve those

2340
02:20:20,400 --> 02:20:21,540
doomed to die.

2341
02:20:22,380 --> 02:20:23,660
Does that not say it?

2342
02:20:24,460 --> 02:20:26,860
Is that a command or is that a

2343
02:20:26,860 --> 02:20:27,360
suggestion?

2344
02:20:28,220 --> 02:20:30,700
Let the groans of the prisoners come before

2345
02:20:30,700 --> 02:20:30,800
you.

2346
02:20:30,800 --> 02:20:32,040
This is how you intercede.

2347
02:20:32,460 --> 02:20:33,980
Say this is what your word says.

2348
02:20:36,060 --> 02:20:39,240
According to your great power preserve those doomed

2349
02:20:39,240 --> 02:20:39,580
to die.

2350
02:20:39,820 --> 02:20:42,760
I've got written across my Bible, North Korea.

2351
02:20:44,240 --> 02:20:45,080
Another verse.

2352
02:20:45,680 --> 02:20:49,000
Psalm 102 verses 18 through 20.

2353
02:20:49,860 --> 02:20:51,300
More verses this time.

2354
02:20:53,580 --> 02:20:57,340
Psalm 102 18 through 20.

2355
02:21:11,930 --> 02:21:14,640
Let this be recorded for a generation to

2356
02:21:14,640 --> 02:21:18,620
come so that a people yet unborn may

2357
02:21:18,620 --> 02:21:19,680
praise the Lord.

2358
02:21:20,500 --> 02:21:23,600
And what is it that the psalmist is

2359
02:21:23,600 --> 02:21:24,800
crying out to God?

2360
02:21:25,280 --> 02:21:26,300
Let this happen.

2361
02:21:26,520 --> 02:21:27,340
What is the happening?

2362
02:21:27,560 --> 02:21:27,780
Look.

2363
02:21:28,320 --> 02:21:31,400
That he looked, God, looked down from his

2364
02:21:31,400 --> 02:21:33,640
holy height from heaven.

2365
02:21:34,200 --> 02:21:37,020
The Lord looked at the earth to hear

2366
02:21:37,020 --> 02:21:41,020
the groans of the prisoners and to set

2367
02:21:41,020 --> 02:21:43,540
free those who were doomed to die.

2368
02:21:43,880 --> 02:21:46,320
I've written North Korea again.

2369
02:21:48,980 --> 02:21:50,720
Do you need any more scriptures?

2370
02:21:51,720 --> 02:21:52,980
Is it plain?

2371
02:21:53,540 --> 02:21:54,240
Is it clear?

2372
02:21:54,740 --> 02:21:56,120
Is it the word of God?

2373
02:21:56,340 --> 02:21:59,340
Is he telling us to get serious about

2374
02:21:59,340 --> 02:22:00,480
the poor and the needy?

2375
02:22:01,680 --> 02:22:04,220
And these are the, I'm giving you the

2376
02:22:04,220 --> 02:22:06,420
most desperate people that I know of on

2377
02:22:06,420 --> 02:22:07,100
planet earth.

2378
02:22:07,800 --> 02:22:10,340
I don't know any more desperate than the

2379
02:22:10,340 --> 02:22:10,760
children.

2380
02:22:11,580 --> 02:22:15,520
They show you James Robinson with all the

2381
02:22:15,520 --> 02:22:16,180
hidden cameras.

2382
02:22:16,620 --> 02:22:18,500
He's got a whole lot of missionaries, a

2383
02:22:18,500 --> 02:22:19,060
team of them.

2384
02:22:19,220 --> 02:22:21,320
They go through with hidden cameras and they

2385
02:22:21,320 --> 02:22:25,200
see the little cubicles with an iron vase

2386
02:22:25,840 --> 02:22:29,440
and in the room and all that little

2387
02:22:29,440 --> 02:22:32,940
child they take them in 3, 4, 5,

2388
02:22:33,040 --> 02:22:35,440
6, 7, 8 and you see a mat

2389
02:22:35,440 --> 02:22:37,780
on the floor and bars like this.

2390
02:22:38,000 --> 02:22:42,940
They're in a cell this size day after

2391
02:22:42,940 --> 02:22:53,560
day being exposed to filthy ghastly stuff

2392
02:22:53,560 --> 02:22:56,560
that their little innocent minds never were meant

2393
02:22:56,560 --> 02:22:58,580
to even think or hear about.

2394
02:23:01,820 --> 02:23:02,940
I can't bear it.

2395
02:23:03,260 --> 02:23:04,360
I'll go into sobs again.

2396
02:23:04,480 --> 02:23:05,700
I'll have to get off to bed.

2397
02:23:16,910 --> 02:23:19,750
Last point very briefly.

2398
02:23:20,410 --> 02:23:22,250
I'm not going to do it in full

2399
02:23:22,250 --> 02:23:23,250
like I did in the last one.

2400
02:23:23,410 --> 02:23:24,930
I'm just going to allude to it and

2401
02:23:24,930 --> 02:23:25,250
stop.

2402
02:23:26,030 --> 02:23:30,210
This point can also include interceding with desperate

2403
02:23:30,210 --> 02:23:34,550
intensity for a spiritual leader who has seriously

2404
02:23:34,550 --> 02:23:35,130
failed.

2405
02:23:35,610 --> 02:23:38,510
It's too important not to give it to

2406
02:23:38,510 --> 02:23:40,330
you, but I will not expand on it.

2407
02:23:42,510 --> 02:23:46,430
It's praying desperate prayers for a spiritual leader

2408
02:23:46,430 --> 02:23:48,450
who has seriously failed.

2409
02:23:49,170 --> 02:23:54,030
Moses interceded for Aaron his brother when God

2410
02:23:54,030 --> 02:23:58,610
said after Aaron had built got the golden

2411
02:23:58,610 --> 02:24:02,370
calf and put it together God says I'm

2412
02:24:02,370 --> 02:24:03,030
through with him.

2413
02:24:03,530 --> 02:24:04,670
I don't care what he's been.

2414
02:24:05,170 --> 02:24:08,290
The priest and he's been your leader and

2415
02:24:08,290 --> 02:24:10,770
he's been your mouthpiece, Moses, but I can't

2416
02:24:10,770 --> 02:24:13,210
tolerate a man who built a calf and

2417
02:24:13,210 --> 02:24:15,950
cooperate with an idolatry.

2418
02:24:16,170 --> 02:24:16,710
I've had him.

2419
02:24:17,170 --> 02:24:20,550
And Moses stands in the gap and prays

2420
02:24:20,550 --> 02:24:24,410
desperate prayers and Aaron's life is spared.

2421
02:24:25,250 --> 02:24:29,030
Exactly the same for Miriam, his sister who

2422
02:24:29,030 --> 02:24:31,230
had leprosy because she had touched the Lord's

2423
02:24:31,230 --> 02:24:34,770
anointed, which was her brother, and he interceded

2424
02:24:34,770 --> 02:24:39,590
for her and not immediately but later she

2425
02:24:39,590 --> 02:24:40,110
was healed.

2426
02:24:41,150 --> 02:24:45,510
Now I have never heard anybody in my

2427
02:24:45,510 --> 02:24:48,750
entire 87 years ever tell you what I'm

2428
02:24:48,750 --> 02:24:49,610
going to tell you now.

2429
02:24:49,990 --> 02:24:50,250
Never.

2430
02:24:50,710 --> 02:24:51,890
I've never read it in a book.

2431
02:24:52,150 --> 02:24:52,770
Never heard it.

2432
02:24:53,950 --> 02:24:55,530
And I've been there, done that, and heard

2433
02:24:55,530 --> 02:24:58,830
them and done that and heard them again.

2434
02:25:00,870 --> 02:25:06,430
Moses had no intercessor when God pronounced his

2435
02:25:06,430 --> 02:25:07,330
verdict to him.

2436
02:25:08,190 --> 02:25:12,290
You shall not go into the promised land.

2437
02:25:13,590 --> 02:25:17,530
With all that Moses had put up with

2438
02:25:17,530 --> 02:25:22,850
that bunch of idolaters and unbelievers and murmurers

2439
02:25:23,870 --> 02:25:27,830
and all the intercession that he'd gone on

2440
02:25:27,830 --> 02:25:30,550
behalf of those people and the whole bit,

2441
02:25:30,950 --> 02:25:34,450
God said, no, you will not see the

2442
02:25:34,450 --> 02:25:38,790
fulfillment of all you've lived for because he

2443
02:25:38,790 --> 02:25:41,830
had an uncontrolled tongue and temper.

2444
02:25:42,790 --> 02:25:48,230
Three times in Moses' life the thing that

2445
02:25:48,230 --> 02:25:51,570
was never dealt with was his uncontrolled temper.

2446
02:25:53,030 --> 02:25:55,970
And when he saw the golden calf and

2447
02:25:55,970 --> 02:25:58,490
the tablets that God had written with his

2448
02:25:58,490 --> 02:26:01,990
own finger and God had made the tablet

2449
02:26:01,990 --> 02:26:04,790
of stone himself and written with his own

2450
02:26:04,790 --> 02:26:07,910
finger the Ten Commandments, and Moses took what

2451
02:26:07,910 --> 02:26:10,630
God's finger had written and the tablet that

2452
02:26:10,630 --> 02:26:13,470
God had created and he smashed them down

2453
02:26:13,470 --> 02:26:22,990
in anger and had spoken

2454
02:26:22,990 --> 02:26:27,710
as no other man or woman face to

2455
02:26:27,710 --> 02:26:28,650
face with God.

2456
02:26:28,770 --> 02:26:29,990
He knew.

2457
02:26:30,750 --> 02:26:32,530
He knew God.

2458
02:26:33,030 --> 02:26:36,750
He understood his character and his ways and

2459
02:26:36,750 --> 02:26:42,050
despite that he desecrated in front of God

2460
02:26:43,530 --> 02:26:47,930
what God had written in anger.

2461
02:26:50,630 --> 02:26:54,030
Okay, so God says you've blown it.

2462
02:26:56,110 --> 02:26:56,870
And you know what?

2463
02:26:57,470 --> 02:27:01,190
I don't read anywhere, I've studied every single

2464
02:27:01,190 --> 02:27:03,870
word about Moses' life in depth and in

2465
02:27:03,870 --> 02:27:07,890
detail and there is nowhere anywhere that there

2466
02:27:07,890 --> 02:27:10,570
was a sign of anyone who stood in

2467
02:27:10,570 --> 02:27:13,530
the gap for him and interceded for him

2468
02:27:13,530 --> 02:27:14,530
in desperate.

2469
02:27:14,790 --> 02:27:18,210
Where was Joshua and Caleb when they heard

2470
02:27:18,210 --> 02:27:19,150
this pronouncement?

2471
02:27:20,070 --> 02:27:22,470
Where was Joshua and Caleb?

2472
02:27:22,790 --> 02:27:24,790
They could have stood stood in the gap

2473
02:27:24,790 --> 02:27:27,850
and pled with God like Moses had done

2474
02:27:27,850 --> 02:27:29,230
for the children of Israel.

2475
02:27:29,650 --> 02:27:31,890
What are you going to do when a

2476
02:27:31,890 --> 02:27:33,810
spiritual leader fails badly?

2477
02:27:34,210 --> 02:27:35,010
What are you going to do?

2478
02:27:35,510 --> 02:27:36,010
Criticize?

2479
02:27:36,630 --> 02:27:37,290
Walk away?

2480
02:27:37,810 --> 02:27:38,510
Give up on them?

2481
02:27:38,890 --> 02:27:41,350
Or are you going to say, God, I

2482
02:27:41,350 --> 02:27:42,730
will stand in the gap.

2483
02:27:43,050 --> 02:27:44,870
I will pay any price.

2484
02:27:45,390 --> 02:27:48,310
I will stand there and I thank you

2485
02:27:48,310 --> 02:27:49,010
for that leader.

2486
02:27:49,150 --> 02:27:50,610
I thank you for the way I've been

2487
02:27:50,610 --> 02:27:53,510
blessed by that life and I will do

2488
02:27:53,510 --> 02:27:54,090
anything.

2489
02:27:54,270 --> 02:27:54,730
I'll fast.

2490
02:27:54,870 --> 02:27:55,310
I'll pray.

2491
02:27:55,550 --> 02:27:56,230
I'll wrestle.

2492
02:27:56,430 --> 02:27:56,850
I'll groan.

2493
02:27:57,030 --> 02:27:58,730
I'm only telling you what I've done.

2494
02:28:05,020 --> 02:28:08,960
You can be the one even when God

2495
02:28:08,960 --> 02:28:12,680
has said I've given up on that leader

2496
02:28:12,680 --> 02:28:15,500
and he's going to die and the leader

2497
02:28:15,500 --> 02:28:17,420
knows it because they've heard from God.

2498
02:28:18,260 --> 02:28:19,920
God has told me I'm going to die.

2499
02:28:20,580 --> 02:28:22,000
God has said that to leaders.

2500
02:28:22,240 --> 02:28:24,220
I know because they've told me.

2501
02:28:27,810 --> 02:28:29,090
And what will you do?

2502
02:28:30,310 --> 02:28:32,810
Say, well, I'll do something about that.

2503
02:28:33,810 --> 02:28:35,830
I'll stand in the gap and I'll stay

2504
02:28:35,830 --> 02:28:38,350
there till I hear the voice of God

2505
02:28:38,350 --> 02:28:39,910
and I'll plead with God.

2506
02:28:40,030 --> 02:28:45,310
I'll plead his character over you and I'll

2507
02:28:45,310 --> 02:28:47,390
see then what God will say.

2508
02:28:48,930 --> 02:28:52,650
I've done it and I've heard God change

2509
02:28:52,650 --> 02:28:55,630
his mind and the leaders live.

2510
02:28:57,950 --> 02:28:58,910
Will you do that?

2511
02:29:00,470 --> 02:29:01,510
Will you be desperate?

2512
02:29:04,590 --> 02:29:08,970
Colossians 4 12, Epaphras is one of you

2513
02:29:10,110 --> 02:29:15,130
a bond servant of Christ, greets you, always

2514
02:29:15,130 --> 02:29:19,590
laboring fervently for you in prayers.

2515
02:29:19,830 --> 02:29:23,010
Always laboring fervently for you in prayers.

2516
02:29:23,390 --> 02:29:24,210
That was Epaphras.

2517
02:29:24,570 --> 02:29:26,270
Nobody ever talks about this saint.

2518
02:29:26,810 --> 02:29:30,250
That you may stand perfect and complete in

2519
02:29:30,250 --> 02:29:31,490
all the will of God.

2520
02:29:37,100 --> 02:29:42,140
Could we have the distribution now of what

2521
02:29:42,140 --> 02:29:45,840
I've written for you, for each one of

2522
02:29:45,840 --> 02:29:46,060
you.

2523
02:29:46,660 --> 02:29:49,960
There should be enough for everybody, should there?

2524
02:29:51,780 --> 02:29:54,920
Did we have enough printed?

2525
02:29:56,500 --> 02:29:59,360
It's the application of this message.

2526
02:30:01,140 --> 02:30:07,080
I want you to look at it now

2527
02:30:07,080 --> 02:30:09,640
but I want you to take them home.

2528
02:30:10,940 --> 02:30:13,840
It's 10.15. I want you to take

2529
02:30:13,840 --> 02:30:14,400
them home.

2530
02:30:17,270 --> 02:30:20,270
I want you to pour over it in

2531
02:30:20,270 --> 02:30:21,290
front of God.

2532
02:30:21,830 --> 02:30:25,250
Say, God, I'm reading this application of this

2533
02:30:25,250 --> 02:30:29,210
message tonight in your presence and I want

2534
02:30:29,210 --> 02:30:31,490
you to answer the questions that are on

2535
02:30:31,490 --> 02:30:31,890
the sheet.

2536
02:30:33,230 --> 02:30:35,170
It's God's homework for you.

2537
02:30:38,920 --> 02:30:41,080
Put up your hand if you haven't got

2538
02:30:41,080 --> 02:30:43,100
one so that you Oh, okay.

2539
02:30:44,120 --> 02:30:45,060
They're coming.

2540
02:30:52,790 --> 02:30:57,010
I've done the homework for you so that

2541
02:30:57,010 --> 02:31:03,630
you can apply these truths to the fullest

2542
02:31:03,630 --> 02:31:06,870
extent in your life and fulfill the purpose

2543
02:31:06,870 --> 02:31:08,730
of why we've been together today.

2544
02:31:19,410 --> 02:31:21,610
Could someone hand me one, please?

2545
02:31:21,770 --> 02:31:22,090
Johnny.

2546
02:31:23,470 --> 02:31:24,050
Thank you.

2547
02:31:38,500 --> 02:31:39,460
Thank you, dear.

2548
02:31:39,720 --> 02:31:40,200
Thank you.

2549
02:31:40,720 --> 02:31:41,440
I needed that.

2550
02:31:43,460 --> 02:31:47,020
I had forgotten that this is more this

2551
02:31:47,020 --> 02:31:51,140
applies more to this morning's message than tonight's

2552
02:31:51,140 --> 02:31:51,620
message.

2553
02:31:53,120 --> 02:31:56,760
It's all related to a burden for lost

2554
02:31:56,760 --> 02:32:00,840
souls, which was what this morning was all

2555
02:32:00,840 --> 02:32:01,880
about.

2556
02:32:04,580 --> 02:32:07,580
So if you weren't here this morning, is

2557
02:32:07,580 --> 02:32:09,300
there any way of getting tapes of what,

2558
02:32:09,800 --> 02:32:11,700
you can get tapes of what happened this

2559
02:32:11,700 --> 02:32:11,960
morning?

2560
02:32:11,960 --> 02:32:14,060
Yeah, Joy, it's all going to be online.

2561
02:32:14,940 --> 02:32:15,300
Online?

2562
02:32:15,640 --> 02:32:15,820
Yeah.

2563
02:32:16,000 --> 02:32:17,420
We're going to let everybody know how to

2564
02:32:17,420 --> 02:32:17,780
get it.

2565
02:32:18,000 --> 02:32:18,280
Okay.

2566
02:32:18,940 --> 02:32:25,220
So if you weren't here this morning, we

2567
02:32:25,220 --> 02:32:27,320
really had a blast in God, didn't we?

2568
02:32:32,030 --> 02:32:35,290
You can get it and then this application

2569
02:32:35,290 --> 02:32:37,330
sheet will make more sense to you.

2570
02:32:42,710 --> 02:32:45,270
But there was no way that there was

2571
02:32:45,270 --> 02:32:48,470
time for the application or the sheets.

2572
02:32:49,190 --> 02:32:53,290
I went from till half past four this

2573
02:32:53,290 --> 02:32:54,930
afternoon from two o'clock.

2574
02:32:56,230 --> 02:32:57,570
Joy, we're going to put up on the

2575
02:32:57,570 --> 02:33:02,490
screen how people can get instantly the message

2576
02:33:02,490 --> 02:33:03,210
from this afternoon.

2577
02:33:03,570 --> 02:33:04,630
Everybody will know.

2578
02:33:05,010 --> 02:33:05,330
Yes.

2579
02:33:15,410 --> 02:33:16,690
Are you doing that now?

2580
02:33:17,350 --> 02:33:18,890
Yeah, they're going back there to type it

2581
02:33:18,890 --> 02:33:19,010
in.

2582
02:33:19,270 --> 02:33:20,150
Oh, I see.

2583
02:33:20,150 --> 02:33:20,250
I see.

2584
02:33:21,450 --> 02:33:25,430
You know, there was a whole point here

2585
02:33:26,010 --> 02:33:28,950
that we couldn't do tonight because of time.

2586
02:33:29,870 --> 02:33:31,010
I haven't even touched on it.

2587
02:33:31,510 --> 02:33:35,090
The final point was are you desperate?

2588
02:33:36,150 --> 02:33:38,590
But I'm going to give you what the

2589
02:33:38,590 --> 02:33:41,750
point was without the teaching because it's too

2590
02:33:41,750 --> 02:33:42,350
late for you.

2591
02:33:44,390 --> 02:33:48,550
But the whole of the last point was

2592
02:33:48,550 --> 02:33:53,630
will you have and get a desperate burden

2593
02:33:53,630 --> 02:33:58,130
in the place of prayer from God for

2594
02:33:58,130 --> 02:34:02,090
this nation of America, which is in the

2595
02:34:02,090 --> 02:34:04,650
absolute pits, pits.

2596
02:34:05,050 --> 02:34:07,930
It's never been worse in its entire history.

2597
02:34:08,550 --> 02:34:10,990
Never in the entire history of the nation

2598
02:34:10,990 --> 02:34:13,690
of America have we been so ripe for

2599
02:34:13,690 --> 02:34:14,070
judgment.

2600
02:34:14,070 --> 02:34:19,770
And all I can say is there's a

2601
02:34:19,770 --> 02:34:23,250
whole message there which I can't give tonight.

2602
02:34:23,910 --> 02:34:25,630
But all I can say is this.

2603
02:34:26,150 --> 02:34:27,990
If you will get in the place of

2604
02:34:27,990 --> 02:34:30,430
prayer and ask God to make you, show

2605
02:34:30,430 --> 02:34:34,110
you his mind and his heart over America.

2606
02:34:34,610 --> 02:34:38,030
America can be redeemed.

2607
02:34:38,810 --> 02:34:40,170
It can be.

2608
02:34:40,870 --> 02:34:42,270
It can be.

2609
02:34:43,730 --> 02:34:47,130
And there's because God had, I'm not going

2610
02:34:47,130 --> 02:34:48,530
to preach the whole thing so you can

2611
02:34:48,530 --> 02:34:48,910
relax.

2612
02:34:49,530 --> 02:34:52,050
God has always had a remnant.

2613
02:34:52,930 --> 02:34:54,510
You study the word of God.

2614
02:34:54,990 --> 02:34:57,030
Take the history of Genesis to Revelation.

2615
02:34:57,510 --> 02:35:00,390
God has had a remnant no matter how

2616
02:35:00,390 --> 02:35:03,450
bad it was in any nation on the

2617
02:35:03,450 --> 02:35:04,950
world at any time.

2618
02:35:05,050 --> 02:35:08,450
There was always a little remnant who cried

2619
02:35:08,450 --> 02:35:09,470
out to God.

2620
02:35:09,970 --> 02:35:12,090
And you can be part of that remnant

2621
02:35:12,090 --> 02:35:16,730
that can cause, I believe you can take

2622
02:35:16,730 --> 02:35:17,490
this to the bank.

2623
02:35:17,650 --> 02:35:18,710
You can do what you like with it.

2624
02:35:18,770 --> 02:35:20,490
You can quote me and a lot of

2625
02:35:20,490 --> 02:35:22,850
people are not going to agree with me.

2626
02:35:22,910 --> 02:35:25,870
That doesn't bother me one instance or change

2627
02:35:25,870 --> 02:35:26,370
my mind.

2628
02:35:27,150 --> 02:35:29,290
I believe God has shown me there will

2629
02:35:29,290 --> 02:35:31,910
be judgment and there will be the greatest

2630
02:35:31,910 --> 02:35:34,750
revival that this nation has ever seen.

2631
02:35:35,230 --> 02:35:35,350
Vote.

2632
02:35:40,990 --> 02:35:45,190
But it doesn't come through clapping.

2633
02:35:45,950 --> 02:35:47,730
Not that you were wrong to clap.

2634
02:35:47,990 --> 02:35:49,090
You were right to clap.

2635
02:35:49,730 --> 02:35:52,630
But it only comes as the remnant.

2636
02:35:53,270 --> 02:35:56,890
It will only come that revival will only

2637
02:35:56,890 --> 02:36:00,810
come as the remnant get desperate before God

2638
02:36:00,810 --> 02:36:04,570
and come before Him and humble themselves and

2639
02:36:04,570 --> 02:36:08,930
break and weep and confess sin and change

2640
02:36:08,930 --> 02:36:11,930
their ways and stop playing church and we

2641
02:36:11,930 --> 02:36:14,790
really do have a move of God every

2642
02:36:14,790 --> 02:36:15,910
time we come together.

2643
02:36:17,070 --> 02:36:20,130
Because the spiritual leaders have been in the

2644
02:36:20,130 --> 02:36:22,510
place of prayer seeking the face of God,

2645
02:36:22,950 --> 02:36:25,450
doing and saying only what God says instead

2646
02:36:25,450 --> 02:36:28,110
of having a program of men's.

2647
02:36:29,510 --> 02:36:31,630
And when there's repentance of all the stuff

2648
02:36:31,630 --> 02:36:33,370
that's in the ways of men in the

2649
02:36:33,370 --> 02:36:34,890
church and not the ways of God.

2650
02:36:35,190 --> 02:36:38,590
When all this change takes place God will

2651
02:36:38,590 --> 02:36:41,350
come and He'll pour out His Spirit like

2652
02:36:41,350 --> 02:36:42,250
we've never seen.

2653
02:36:42,590 --> 02:36:45,190
We ain't seen nothing yet baby.

2654
02:36:51,010 --> 02:36:54,070
But there's a price to pay and it's

2655
02:36:54,070 --> 02:36:58,270
desperate prayer and humility and faith and faith

2656
02:36:58,640 --> 02:37:01,030
that God will, will come.

2657
02:37:01,410 --> 02:37:01,850
He will.

2658
02:37:02,330 --> 02:37:03,810
If we will, He will.

2659
02:37:05,210 --> 02:37:06,210
End of message.