That's here in the desert instead of your
own backyard.
That's part of what I'm working on.
And there's a whole thing about Christians.
They pray the sinner's prayer, which you can
find in 3 Corinthians.
And they go, Lord...
The Old Testament is in Hezekiah.
Lord, come into my heart.
Be my savior.
Christian, instant Christian.
Yes, I'm a Christian.
Three or four weeks later, the sun comes
out.
God, I thought there were blessings in this.
I thought this would be a happy, joyful
experience.
Peace that passes understanding.
It's passing understanding.
It's passing all notice.
I don't even see it.
Where's my peace?
I wasn't this trialed in the world, tested
in the world.
I want to go back to the world.
I want to go smoke some dope.
I want to go back and have some
fun when it wasn't so hard.
And I've heard so many people say this
to me.
It wasn't like this before I prayed to
receive Jesus.
You want to go back?
These people, you're going to hear it chapter
after chapter after chapter.
I want to go back to Egypt.
Boy, if I were Moses, I don't know
where he got his patience.
Think about Jesus.
The night before he dies on the cross,
before he's delivered up, the disciples are really
worried and grieved.
I wasn't this trialed in the world, tested
in the world.
I want to go back to the world.
I want to go smoke some dope.
I want to go back and have some
fun when it wasn't so hard.
And I've heard so many people say this
to me.
It wasn't like this before I prayed to
receive Jesus.
You want to go back?
These people, you're going to hear it chapter
after chapter after chapter.
I want to go back to Egypt.
Boy, if I were Moses, I don't know
where he got his patience.
Think about Jesus.
The night before he dies on the cross,
before he's delivered up, the disciples are really
worried and grieved.
They're really concerned.
I'm the greatest in the kingdom.
Oh yeah, I'm the greatest in the kingdom.
Now, if I would have been Jesus, I
would have gone out and looked for 12
new disciples.
Instead, he takes a towel in a basin
of water and washes their feet and explains
to them lovingly, patiently, this is not the
way.
The Gentiles, they lord it over one another.
They give commands to one another.
But it's not so with you.
The greatest among you should be the greatest
head servant of the rest.
You want to be great?
Get down low.
Me, I would have said Peter, James, John,
out, out, goodbye.
I've had it three years.
I'm going to die tomorrow.
Forget it.
Praise God for his patience.
I wouldn't have given them meat to eat.
God answers the prayer.
Be careful for how you pray.
Now look at Moses.
Moses is a man of faith here.
Moses is the greatest man in this time.
And here's the man of faith.
But Moses said, The people among whom I
am are 600,000 on foot, yet thou
hast said I will give them meat in
order that they may eat for a whole
month.
Should flocks and herds be slaughtered for them
to be sufficient for them?
Or should all the fish of the sea
be gathered together for them to be sufficient
for them?
And the Lord said to Moses, Is the
Lord's power limited or is the Lord's hand
short?
Now you shall see whether my word will
come true or not for you or not.
Okay, I said before 600,000 men.
Now it's 600,000 people.
All right.
Moses, the man of faith.
Where are you going to get meat, Lord?
I mean, you know, we don't have any
restaurants out here.
There's no chains at McDonald's.
Nothing.
What are we going to do?
A lot of faith Moses had.
Verse 24.
So Moses went out and told the people
the words of the Lord.
Okay, we're going to pass over this.
Down to verse 31.
He picks the 70 men out and there's
not enough time to go over that.
Verse 31.
Now we're going to go into part 2
of his prayer and how God answers it.
And how the people respond to the answer.
Now there went forth a wind from the
Lord and it brought quail from the sea
and let them fall beside the camp.
About a day's journey on this side and
a day's journey on the other side.
All around the camp.
Now remember, 600,000 people.
That's like Fort Worth, Texas or something.
I mean, there's a lot of people there.
It would take you a day to walk
through the camp.
Now the quail, the quail fell.
A full day's journey on all sides around
the camp.
About two cubits deep on the surface of
the ground.
A cubit is 18 inches.
It was three feet deep full of birds.
For a day's walk on the outskirts of
the camp.
Quail city.
Not to mention the other, you know, the
other things that quail bring.
It must have been quite an answer to
prayer.
Alright, three feet deep on the surface of
the ground.
And the people, now look at the people.
They've had manna until they can't stand it
anymore.
And the people spent all day and all
night and all the next day gathering the
quail.
He who gathered the least amount gathered ten
homers.
And on the side in your footnotes, you
will see that one homer equals ten bushels.
He who gathered the least amount of quail
gathered a hundred...
Oh, I'm sorry, it's eleven bushels.
A homer's eleven bushels.
A hundred and ten bushels.
Oh, you know what a bushel basket is?
Full of quail.
You know, quail are only about this big.
A hundred and ten...
The person who gathered the least amount gathered
a hundred and ten bushels.
Now here they have quail.
They don't have to go out and gather.
You know, they're going to fly away.
Meat.
God's people.
Flesh personified.
Now, verse thirty-three.
While the meat was still between their teeth,
before it was even chewed, the anger of
the Lord was kindled against the people, and
the Lord struck the people with a severe
plague.
Why?
You're going to see in the next verse.
Verse thirty-four.
So the name of that place was called
Kibbroth-Hadavah, because there they buried the people
who had been greedy.
And the name of the place actually means
the graves of greediness.
The name of the place where they camped
is called the graves of greediness.
God sent a plague because, look, you asked
for your meat.
Now do you have to stay up all
day, all night, and all the next day
gathering it?
Don't you trust me?
Didn't you see what I just brought?
No trust, no faith.
It's just like this.
You're praying for money.
Say you're praying for a hundred dollars to
meet your expenses at school, and the Lord
sends in three hundred dollars.
And you're going, wow, I don't have to
work next month, or the month after.
Now God brought it for one reason.
To meet your need and to give you
the blessing of sharing it with somebody else,
or for something else.
But, if God tells you to put it
in the bank and wait, that's fine.
But most of the time, He doesn't say
things like that.
Most of the time He says, take what
you need, buy the little thing you've been
looking forward to getting, and give the rest
to a ministry, or the poor, or something
else.
Get rid of it while it's in your
hands.
A lot of times the Lord says this
to me.
God brought more than they'd ever need.
When He brings you more than you need,
do you stick it in your pocket and
go, now I've been praying for money so
long, I don't even have to pray for
money the next three weeks.
Hallelujah!
I can play basketball instead of praying now.
Glory!
Now I can, you know, read that novel
I've been waiting to read, you know.
Instead of spending all those hours on my
knees, praying for these funds to come in.
I've got it.
Uh-oh.
There's a little principle that the Lord has
showed me.
And that is, God sometimes stops writing the
checks, so that you remember who writes them.
God sometimes stops the funds coming in, so
that you remember where they come from.
Now here, He gives them quail, an overabundance,
in answer to their fleshy prayer.
And then, the insult to injury of the
people.
No praise, no thanksgiving, no trust, no faith.
Agreed.
And it was too much for God to
handle.
It was too much.
It wasn't that God didn't have enough patience,
it was that, I'm answering your prayer, even
the prayer of your flesh, and now you're
being greedy?
That was it.
Many, many people died of a plague.
Okay.
And we're going to very quickly cover chapter
12.
Okay?
This is called, The Complaint of...
I can't think of a word here.
I didn't write it down.
It's the complaint of those who are close
to you.
Of relatives, or friends.
You can write it down any way you
want to.
It's the complaint of acquaintances, and relatives, and
people who are related to you, because God
is blessing you, instead of them.
And they're part of the same family.
They're as good as you are.
They came from the same mother and father.
They have the same training.
It's jealousy of almost sibling, but it's even
beyond that.
It can go for close friends, close brothers
in the Lord, close sisters, mothers, children.
It's like my mother always wanted to be
a singer, and she was a singer with
a Dorsey, and then she got married and
had to give up her career.
And so she has always driven me on,
before I was a Christian, into a career
of singing, because of lack of fulfillment of
desire in her part to make it, and
she wanted me to make it, so that
she would feel that at least somebody made
it when she wanted to make it.
And two, almost a jealousy of, you know,
I was making it in the music business,
and she couldn't because she had to raise
a family.
And in the Lord, it's the same thing.
God puts a blessing upon you.
And the person you came into the ministry
with, the person you came to school with,
sees you getting raised up into this position,
and people are saying, what a great Christian
you are, and your friend is going, well,
I led him to the Lord.
I brought him to this school.
How come he gets to be pancake monitor?
You know what I'm talking about?
Let's go through this quickly.
We only have a few minutes left.
Then Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because
of the Cushite woman who he had married.
Okay, they're just looking for an excuse.
Cushite woman was a non-Jew, whom, apparently,
Moses was a praying man.
I'm sure God gave him the go-ahead.
But they were judging him, and they didn't
care less.
They were just looking for an opportunity to
judge by their next statement.
And they said, has the Lord indeed spoken
only through Moses?
Has He not spoken through us as well?
Look at the next three words.
Well, one, two, three, four, five words.
And the Lord heard it.
How come we can all be such dumbos
sometimes to think the Lord's not listening to
our complaints?
I don't even know why God had to
bother putting that in there, but it's so
pertinent and it's so profound, those five words.
Of course the Lord heard it.
The Lord's ears are everywhere.
Nobody in their right mind that was in
any religion, from Hinduism to Moslemism to any
Eastern philosophy, of course God hears everything.
He has the all-seeing ears.
Excuse me.
The all-hearing ears, the all-seeing eyes.
The Lord heard it.
Now, they were just using an excuse.
You know, a lot of times people will
not like the way my hair is combed
because they're jealous.
You know how when you don't like somebody
and all of a sudden the way they
crunch their granola in the morning gets to
you?
The way they're digging into their pancakes.
And all of a sudden they just look
like barbarians to you.
And it's not because they're doing anything wrong.
It's because you're jealous.
Or bitter.
Now look at verse 3.
Now the man Moses was very humble.
More than any man who was on the
face of the earth.
Guess who wrote that sentence?
You've got to be humble to be able
to write that.
And still let God, the head editor of
the Bible, let it get in.
He's the editor-in-chief, right?
Moses comes with his manuscripts.
And God does not X that out.
Yeah, you are the most humble guy in
the world.
Only the truest, only true humility could say,
only Paul could say, I am boasting and
it's not profitable but it's necessary.
I am an apostle and I've done this,
this, this and this.
Only true humility could ever give an account
of itself for some good reason.
Paul had to give an account of himself
because the people were putting him down and
there was nobody else to give Paul the
credence and the credentials.
And Moses here had to put in, I
was blameless in this thing.
I was humble, I was not boasting, I
was not being proud.
In fact, I was the humblest guy that
you ever met.
Now, sometimes we can have false humility and
we can become proud of being humble.
I was going to write a song once.
Oh, I'm so proud of being humble.
That would make a great country song.
Here he is, the humblest man in all
the world, saying he's the humblest man in
all the world and God says, yes, you
are the humblest man in all the world.
What a blessing.
I wish God would, you know, well, I'm
glad he doesn't.
When I say, well, I'm pretty getting humble,
God goes, no, you're not.
God says to Moses, yeah, you are.
Verse 4, And suddenly the Lord said to
Moses and Aaron and to Miriam, You three
come out to the tent of meeting.
Now, this is just like a dad.
You three kids, come here, I want to
talk to you.
Right?
Kids are all fighting amongst themselves.
Kids, come here, daddy wants to talk to
you.
So the three of them came out.
You can see them, they're kind of going,
Yeah, dad.
Right?
Then the Lord came down in a pillar
of cloud and stood at the doorway of
the tent and he came and he called
Aaron and Miriam when they had both come
forward.
He said, How would you like for God
himself to come down and speak in an
audible voice in a visible cloud to take
care of your sibling rivalries?
You wouldn't have anybody to appeal to after
that, would you?
Well, I'm going to the pastor.
I'm going to the church board.
You know, God comes down himself and takes
care of it.
He said, Hear now my words.
Is there a prophet among you?
I, the Lord, shall make myself known to
him in a vision.
I shall speak with that prophet in a
dream.
Not so with my servant Moses.
In other words, he's going, Hey, look, do
you respect the prophets?
I'll speak to them in visions, dreams.
Not with Moses.
He is faithful in all my household.
With him I speak mouth to mouth, face
to face.
Can you imagine that?
I don't appear in a dream.
I don't speak in a vision.
Him and I just take a walk in
the woods and we have a rap.
We talk together.
Even openly, not in dark sayings or parables.
I don't, you know, give him these riddles
to figure out.
And he beholds the form of the Lord.
Why then were you not afraid to speak
against my servant, against Moses?
So the anger of the Lord burned against
them and he departed.
And when the cloud had withdrawn from over
the tent, Behold, Miriam was leprous, as white
as snow.
And Aaron turned toward his sister Miriam.
And behold, she was a leper.
That's quite a spanking, isn't it?
Then Aaron said to Moses, Oh, my Lord.
I don't care who you married now.
I beg you.
Do not account this sin to us in
which we have acted foolishly and in which
we have sinned.
Oh, do not let her be like one
dead, whose flesh is half eaten away when
he comes from his mother's womb.
And Moses cried out to the Lord, saying,
Oh, God, heal her, I pray.
But the Lord said to Moses, Now that
is called a prayer for someone because of
personal attachment.
Heal her, Lord.
She's my sister.
The Lord says, If her father had but
spit in her face, Now let me explain
that real quick.
In Jewish law, If you had something against
somebody, legally, Like if, there's a whole story
in Deuteronomy.
And you can find it in, you can
look at it later.
You can find it, Deuteronomy 25.9. If
a woman, husband died and he had no
children, She would have to marry her brother,
His brother.
His brother would have to marry her so
they could have children to raise up his
name.
You've all heard of that, right?
But if he refused to marry her, she
could go to the elders of the city.
And if the elders of the city couldn't
talk sense to him, She would go and
take his sandal away, And spit in his
face.
And it was Jewish reproach.
That's why they all spat in the face
of Jesus.
Behold, they cursed and mocked and spat at
me.
Says in Isaiah 53.
Okay, so it says, If her father had
but spit in her face, why would her
father spit in her face?
One, for fornication or adultery.
Two, because of disobedience.
In fact, under Jewish law, if a child
was disobedient, And was of the age of
accountability, after 13, They could stone him to
death outside the camp, If the parents brought
him before the elders.
So if her father had even just spit
in her face, Would she not bear her
shame for seven days?
Let her at least be shut up for
seven days outside the camp, And afterwards she
may be received again.
So Mariam was shut up outside the camp
for seven days.
The people did not move on until Mariam
was received again.
Afterwards, however, the people moved out from Hazeroth,
And camped in the wilderness of Paran.
Okay, these are two areas.
One, the first one we covered was the
complaint of the flesh.
The next one is the complaint of closeness.
The complaint or jealousy of closeness.
Jealousy of closeness.
Somebody, a close relative, a close friend, A
close brother or sister that you're jealous of.
And that's a complaint.
Bless Jesus.
Is there any questions on this?
So fully covered, no questions.
Yes, wait.
Why was Mariam punished and not Aaron?
Well, I don't know why, But I think
Aaron was punished because he loved his sister,
too.
They were a close family.
And you saw that Aaron sought and went
and made intercession for his sister.
And two, because not only was it another
person coming and judging Moses' authority, But it
was his own sister and a woman.
And she was showing no respect.
Doesn't God speak through me, too?
So it was even more of her approach.
That it was a woman who could not
hold office at all coming and saying, I'm
holy, too, Moses.
I'm from the Moses family, too, you know.
Anyone else?
Yes.
Well, I don't know if we have time
for that, But just, it was a Jewish
custom given in the law For showing that
you had righteously been offended.
In other words, you were clean and pure.
And you were offended by someone who was
not clean and pure.
And so the way to show that is
you spat in their face.
It definitely is not the cleanest way of
showing your displeasure with somebody.
I wouldn't suggest it.
But it was given in Jewish law as
a way for showing that you had been
degraded And you had been put down by
somebody.
Anyone else?
Okay.
In the next thing that we're going to
cover, Which will be after a break, We're
going to be covering the rebellion of people
that are given a task.
Okay?
I guess, Lord Jesus, we just praise you
For your Word, For your Spirit, And for
the ability to believe all things.
Because, God, you didn't tell us to believe
without giving us the ability to believe.
And you don't command us to do anything
without giving us the Spirit to make us
able to do that command.
We thank you, Lord, that if we don't
do a command, it's not your fault.
That the fault and the blame always rests
with us, Lord, if we don't do something.
Because you've provided every opportunity for us to
be obedient.
Thank you, Jesus.
Just open our minds and open your Word
to our hearts.
In Jesus' name, Amen.
There's a poem by the guy who wrote
the book, Reese Howell's Intercessor.
What's his name?
Grubb.
It goes, To work and run the law
commands, But gives me neither feet nor hands.
But better news the gospel brings, It bids
me fly and gives me wing.
To work and run the law commands, And
gives me neither feet nor hands.
But better news the gospel brings, It bids
me fly and gives me wing.
Glory to God.
This subject, as I just said, Of murmuring,
complaining and grumbling against the Lord, The reason
it's so important is because when you murmur,
complain and grumble, It's the ultimate proof that
you don't have faith.
It's the exact opposite of faith.
Complaining.
Here's a good definition of unbelief.
Calling God a liar.
Probably the most explicit, profound and disastrous definition
for my life.
Whenever I say God, I can't believe that.
When God told Moses, I will bring quail.
And Moses said, but God, how?
God said, is anything too hard for my
power?
Are you calling me a liar, Moses?
Now, nobody in their right mind would turn
to God and go, God, you're a liar.
I mean, I even shivered just giving it
as an example.
But we do it every time we complain.
God!
Or we don't believe we're calling him a
liar.
Okay.
Let's turn to chapter 13 of Numbers.
The complaint of men
who are given a task.
Or you can also subtitle this, a bad
report.
Summaring up the last two areas.
The complaint of the flesh, desires or appetite.
One.
And two.
The complaint of those who are close to
you because you're being raised up.
It's jealousy.
That complaint is called jealousy.
Summing them up is that in our day
and age, we have just as many appetites,
if not more, things to have an appetite
over.
We have, you know, cosmic appetites now.
Modern disco appetites.
You know, they didn't have to worry about
the children of Israel discoing around the golden
calf.
They had their own demonic orgies out there.
And never have so many people been able
to get so close as today.
Through mass communication and mass transportation.
And so the jealousy of today.
It's like the idols in those days were
cats.
The idols in these days are John Travolta
and Paul Newman.
And how men are jealous of these idols.
I've had Matthew Ward of the second chapter
of Acts told me he got a letter
from this guy.
He's Christian.
You know, I thought you were the best
thing in Christian music until my girlfriend came
and wanted to counsel with you at a
second chapter of Acts concert.
Counsel, of course.
You know, he goes, I don't even know
what you're talking about.
You know, some girl came up to him
and says, Matthew, I love your singing.
You know, I'm really anointed.
You know, whatever.
So, boyfriend was jealous.
You know.
Well, I'm a Christian too.
Of course he is.
How many times do we try and find
things to be jealous over?
Okay.
Chapter 14.
I'm sorry.
Chapter 13.
The Lord spoke to Moses saying, send out
for yourself men so that they may spy
out the land of Canaan, which I'm going
to give to the sons of Israel.
You shall send a man from each of
their father's tribes, every one a leader among
them.
This is called sending out the spies.
And I'm telling you something.
This is incredible.
These are not...
He did not send flunkies.
He sent the leaders of the tribes.
These were well respected, lifted up, trained men
of leadership.
Verse 3.
So Moses sent them from the wilderness of
Paran at the command of the Lord, all
of them who were the heads of the
sons of Israel.
Pedigrees.
And then they give their pedigree here.
All the way through verse 16.
Verse 17.
Moses sent them to spy out the land
of Canaan.
He said, go up there to the Negev
and then go up into the hill country.
See what the land is like, whether the
people who live in it are weak or
strong, whether they are few or many.
How is the land in which they live?
Is it good or bad?
How are the cities?
Are they open or do they have walls
around them, fortifications?
How is the land?
Is it fat or lean?
Are there trees in it or not?
Make an effort then to get some of
the fruit of the land.
Now the time was the time of the
first ripe grapes.
So they went up and spied out the
land.
Verse 23.
And they came to the valley of Eshkol.
And from there they cut down a branch
with a single cluster of grapes and they
carried it on a pole between two men.
That was quite a cluster.
It shows you how big and fruitful the
land was.
With some of the pomegranates, the figs.
And that place was called the Valley of
Eshkol because of the cluster.
Eshkol means cluster in Hebrew.
Which the sons of Israel cut down from
there.
When they returned from spying out the land
at the end of 40 days, they proceeded
to come to Moses and Aaron and to
all the congregation of the sons of Israel
in the wilderness of Paran and Kadesh.
And they brought back word to them and
all the congregation and showed them the fruit
of the land.
Thus they told them and said, We went
into the land where you sent us and
it certainly does flow with milk and honey
and this is its fruit.
Nevertheless, the people who live in the land
are strong.
The cities are fortified and very large.
And moreover, we saw the descendants of Anak
there.
Amalek is living in the land.
And the Hittites, Jebusites, Amorites, so on and
so forth.
Verse 30.
Now, it tells you that the people were
excited by this next sentence.
And Caleb quieted the people.
Before Moses.
They were ranting and raving.
Oh, no!
Enemies!
Hardships!
Tests!
Trials!
Obstacles!
This is the land of milk and honey,
not the roadblocks and trials.
No, it's the land of milk and honey,
roadblocks and trials.
Welcome to the ministry.
I wanted to do an album called Welcome
to the Ministry.
The verse of the song, the title song
was going to be, Well, you've just gotten
filled with the spirit.
And your wife and you were getting along.
And 40 people show up at the door
and your refrigerator is empty.
And they want to be fed.
Welcome to the ministry.
You know?
And all kinds of problems that come up.
That's probably my favorite sentence.
My favorite comeback line.
When somebody comes up to me and they
go, I just counseled this person and they
wouldn't take the counsel.
And my mother just called me and told
me she thought I'm part of George Jones
cult.
You know?
Jim Jones cult.
And the car's got a flat tire outside.
And we don't have enough hamburger for dinner
tonight.
And I go, Welcome to the ministry.