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Believe it or not, I couldn't wait to
share with you.
I was busting with excitement as I was
reading through the scriptures this week and a
half.
The scriptures, I just was enveloped by them.
I just kept reading them and seeing things
in them and saying, I don't remember seeing
that.
Oh, that's what that means.
That's what I should be doing.
And it's been just a blessed time.
So if any of you women have any
area that you feel like you want to
brush up on, offer to teach it because
you learn more by teaching than by any
other way.
I wrote, The Hour of Deliverance Continues.
You know the mighty work God has been
doing among the men and among the church.
I honestly believe that we're not getting as
far as we can because we women are
not in our right place.
And I believe that the time is now
to change.
We can't wait.
There's too much riding on this.
Our children are watching.
Outside, people are watching.
Our husbands need our support.
In order for us to go forward as
a church, we need to take our place.
But how do we take it if we
really don't understand what it is?
It seemed like the wrong one to be
up here sharing this, except that where sin
does abound, grace does even more abound.
So I am filled with grace in this
subject because I have made many mistakes.
Growing up in New York City, I did
not hear anything about submission.
I was married when I was 32 and
sometime around there, I guess, I started hearing
about it.
And I heard about obeying your husband.
Well, okay, I would obey him, I thought,
until I started learning about my attitudes and
about my controlling spirit and other areas that
the Lord had to show me.
You young ladies, you might as well learn
now.
It will save you so much pain.
It will save you so much trouble later
on if you learn it now.
And children, this is the time that you
can really learn to obey your mommy and
daddy and to honor them.
So that when you get older, it will
be much easier for you to obey your
parents and honor, I mean, obey your husband
and honor him.
We're going to be singing a song.
It's a song that we sang before during
the fast days of fasting.
And then after that, it's the song, God
Give Us Men.
And then after that, we have a new
version of it, hot off the press.
It was just written today.
And it's called, God Make Us Women.
Do you have those?
Can you pass them out, please?
Neelane, can you start God Give Us Men?
Just, you
can start one of these.
Yes, first, God Give Us Men.
God give.
Right to the women's now.
Sing to them.
In us.
Use all our glories to watch.
God make us women of different.
To look without and not.
God make us women with heaven.
To turn.
To love.
To nurture vision.
In us.
God make us women of red.
In us.
Be red.
God make us women to love.
Oh, Father God.
How could the men not be?
Godly men, if we would take our place,
Lord.
Supporting them.
Loving them.
Reverencing them.
Honoring them.
Father, come and meet us this night.
We don't want it to be just another
time together.
Time of fellowship.
We don't want to leave feeling condemned by
ourselves.
How are we ever going to do it?
We don't want to just be challenged, Lord.
We want to be changed.
We need to be changed, Lord.
We need to know how to take our
place, Lord.
We need the power of your Holy Spirit
to change us.
We can't do it on our own strength,
Lord.
We look to you.
And we know, Lord, that you will meet
us.
You will change us.
You will help us to be the godly
women that you have created us to be.
Thank you, Father, for gathering us.
Thank you for the song, Lord.
Thank you for your love.
Thank you for your precious word.
Amen.
I've called this talk tonight Beyond Obedience.
I didn't know how many children would be
here, but I thought we would just first
talk about obedience.
When we teach obedience in our homes, sometimes
we use a little prop or something tangible
to teach obedience.
And if you children can learn that when
you're obeying your mama, your papa, you are
actually obeying God because that's what He wants
you to do now.
And if you learn that now, then if
God has you get married, it will be
easier for you then to obey your husband.
So I have a board here.
I call it the obedience board.
Children, you see the verse up here?
Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for
this is right.
And so the first thing we put up,
and we would do it maybe one day
or one week each one.
We wouldn't have it all finished in one
day like this, but instantly.
And so we put instant pudding, and that
day we made instant pudding.
And the children saw how quickly that became
pudding.
And we said, we've got to obey instantly.
If you don't obey instantly, it's disobedience.
Cheerfully, if you obey grumbling, the bad attitude,
it's disobedience.
Even if you do it right away and
thoroughly, you've got to do it all.
You've got to do totally.
If you just clean up half your room
when mama tells you, then you're disobeying because
she told you to do the whole room.
And we as moms and young ladies, we
sometimes help children to learn these things.
And I thought I was doing pretty well.
I would obey, but my attitude wasn't right.
Sometimes I would do it a little slower
than I should have, or I would question.
Do you ever do that, children?
So sometimes you say, oh, do I have
to do the whole room, mommy?
Do you ever do that?
I do that sometimes.
I used to do that with my husband
sometimes.
You really want me to do that?
That's not obedience, is it?
But today we're going to speak about beyond
obedience.
It's not enough just to obey your parents.
Then it goes on to say, honor your
father and your mother.
It tells us women, reverence your husband.
And we're going to concentrate on that more
than obedience tonight.
I used to work at the airport back
in the 80s at Kennedy Airport.
And what my job was was to actually
be there when an aircraft, a commercial aircraft
from another country would land, the airline that
I worked for.
And I had to watch so many details
of the plane at the same time, all
the kind of things you don't realize when
you're flying.
But when a plane lands, first there's paperwork
that has to be cleared through customs.
Then you have to make sure that there's
a stairway or a jetway to get the
people off the plane.
We have to make sure that the new
water is put in because it's used all
the water while it's coming over.
You have to make sure the lavatories are
cleaned out.
The food that wasn't eaten has to be
taken away.
The baggage has to go and quickly go
to the baggage handling area so that when
the people come, the baggage is there.
Now all this is going on at the
same time as the people are coming out.
Then some of the other details, now the
plane has to be cleaned, so you have
to make sure the cleaners are there.
You have to make sure that the new
catering, the new food is put back on.
You have to make sure that if there's
cargo, it gets put onto the plane.
And don't forget the baggage for these people
now getting onto the plane.
Get the old one off, get the new
one on.
All going on at the same time, all
these details.
Then there's even more details.
The pilot and the co-pilot can't eat
the same meal because if it's bad then
they'll both get sick and that would be
serious.
So you have to make sure there are
different meals.
Now some pilots won't take off unless there
are different meals and you don't want to
find that out when the plane is ready
to leave because that will delay the plane
and cost the airline money.
Not to mention all the complaints that they'll
hear or will hear.
The pilot likes to know his baggage is
on the plane and they will actually sometimes
check to make sure the luggage is there
before they'll take off.
Now you might be saying, why is she
telling us all this?
None of us are going into the airline
business.
But this was my job.
And when a plane was a little late
and we had to get it out fast,
we called it turned around fast, guess who
they called to do it?
Me.
I was so good at my job.
And what amazed me is when going through
school, I didn't do well in school and
all of a sudden I found myself doing
so well that I was getting promotions before
I was ready.
Before I felt I was ready.
And so before you know it, I was
supervising.
And when there were problems, whether they were
in Chicago or Boston, they'd send me to
take care of these problems.
I was good.
I was so good.
But what terrible preparation for marriage.
I had a controlling spirit.
And the controlling spirit was great in the
airline industry.
But it doesn't do very well for a
wife.
So what I thought were my talents, my
strong points, ended up to be my sin.
I didn't realize it because I was obedient,
I thought.
But if my husband said to do something,
I never would even think twice of not
doing it.
But my husband is very easygoing, so there
were very few times he ever asked me
really to do something.
That was really a command.
And the other things I would just maybe
discuss a little bit with him.
And then he'd usually see it my way
and it would be fine, I thought.
A couple of years ago I went to
a conference.
We were living here, so it was about
two years ago.
It was a conference that our homeschooling group
had, a local one.
And we went to it, and my husband
graciously said, I'd like it, you can go
to any sessions you want to go to,
and I'll take care of the children.
So I was going to go, not in
the nursing mother's room, I was going to
just sit there with a notepad, and I
thought this was going to be great.
So I picked out, I like this woman
who was speaking, so I picked out her
talks.
And I went, and one of my children
said, why are you going?
Because she could tell it was on marriage
harmony.
And he said, why are you going?
You have such a good marriage.
So I said, oh, I like the speaker.
Little did I know, I was not there
because I like the speaker, I was there
because God had arranged for me to be
there.
I needed to hear what they were saying.
So I sat there, and I was taking
my notes, and she started talking about this
book, Daughters of Sarah.
I thought, oh, that sounds interesting.
Maybe I'll take a look at it after
the meeting.
Just flip through it and just see.
And she went on talking about her problems.
She too wasn't really rebelliously disobedient, it was
the same kind of thing, controlling spirits.
It was those daily little counter suggestions to
his request.
For instance, how about we have dinner at
5.30 tonight so that we can put
the children to bed early and then we
can have some time together.
Oh, honey, I thought we were going to
have some time together before dinner.
Wrong.
It was one after the other.
It was those little things that are like
little foxes.
It was little suggestions.
Oh, honey, there's a good parking spot.
After he started pulling into a different one.
Oh, that was even closer.
Oh, honey, it's getting late.
You think we should get going?
I was helping.
At least I thought I was helping.
I wasn't helping.
I was sinning.
I was being rebellious.
But I had no clue.
And as this woman is telling her story,
similar story, I thought, oh, wow, maybe I
should think about getting that book.
Well, I'll see.
I thought, they didn't have a lot of
books at this particular conference.
They ran low.
I'll just look at it because maybe somebody
else needs it more than I need it.
So I could always order it another time.
Well, by the end of the talk, I
had decided I'm running out of this room
and I'm going to get that book because
there's no one here that needs it more
than I need it.
I knew it.
And I have been changing.
I have had victories.
I've had failures.
But I've had victories.
I'll give you an example of a victory
I had tonight.
Someone has graciously offered to buy us a
house.
And so we've been looking at a house.
And unfortunately, today is the day at 9
o'clock we have to decide what to
do about it.
I have no idea what my husband is
going to do.
And I'm at total peace.
That's not me.
In the past, I would have said, well,
should we discuss it so we know what
we're going to do before I go to
the meeting?
No, I didn't.
I didn't even think of it.
And as I was driving here tonight, I
thought, oh yeah, I wonder what he's going
to do.
Well, whatever it is, I know he's going
to make the right decision.
I have learned, by God's grace, that I'm
not obeying my husband.
I'm obeying God through my husband.
And God is so mighty that He can,
even if my husband should make a mistake
that would look like a mistake, God can
work it out.
I don't have to work it out.
And when you try to work it out,
it just gets you like you're carrying a
weight on your back.
Because we're not made to carry that weight.
When I did start learning, I went the
other way for a little while.
And now I was afraid to say anything.
So when my husband would say, so Christine,
what do you think about this?
Oh, whatever you say, honey.
Yeah, I know, but what do you think?
Oh, whatever, what do you want to do,
honey?
And he'd say, no, but Christine, but I
want to know.
Yeah, but I really don't care.
I trust you, honey.
But he really wanted my opinion.
And I was getting him a little frustrated.
So the problem was I was comparing myself.
And it says comparing themselves among themselves are
not wise.
And that's what I was doing.
I was seeing some other ladies that seemed
so submissive.
And they just seemed to go along with
whatever their husband said.
And they honestly didn't seem to have an
opinion about many things.
So I figured, well, that's what I have
to do.
It also says in God's Word, likewise ye
wives, be in subjection to your own husband.
Now, what might be disobedience for one person
might not be for the other.
My husband has given me total permission.
In fact, he wants me to help if
he's driving.
And you know how sometimes you're driving on
these country roads and all of a sudden
you're going a little too fast?
He'll just say, just nudge me or just
say speed check or something like that because
he believes in staying within the speed limit.
I'm helping him by doing that.
Some of you, if you did that, your
husband would not appreciate it.
But I had to learn, I have to
obey my own husband.
I always wondered why that word was there,
your own husband.
I thought, well, what other husband do you
have?
But as I've been studying it this week,
I was saying, that's what it's about.
I'm supposed to obey.
I'm supposed to help my husband the way
he needs to be helped.
And it says in God's Word that we
have been specifically created to be his helper.
We were created for him.
And so we have to learn what his
needs are so we can meet his needs.
My husband's needs are going to be different
than Martha's husband's needs and everyone else's husband's
needs here.
We need to study our husbands.
We need to pray that God will show
us how to meet their needs.
And I went to my husband.
When I finally was convicted that all these
little helping things I was doing for my
husband, which were not helping at all, it
was just getting him more quiet or just
not helping him to be the man God
wanted him to be, I went to him.
And first I went to God.
After the conference, I got that book.
I said to my husband, Honey, can I
get the book?
So he said, Well, you think you want
it?
I said, Honey, I need it.
I really need it.
So we'll be reading some from the book
later.
I went home and I had a walk
and a talk with the Lord.
I acknowledged my sin as sin.
There were no excuses.
I realized it was rebellion.
I realized it was wrong.
I realized, yes, at the airport, I was
supposed to control all those things at the
same time.
At home, I don't need to control anything
unless my husband specifically asked me to do
it.
It was a hard lesson.
I'm still learning it, but I'm having victory
in it to the glory of God.
Not all the time.
So after I repented to the Lord, I
came to my husband in front of my
children during devotion time, and I confessed that
I was wrong.
That I had sinned against God and against
Him.
That I was wrong.
I asked my children to forgive me because
I had been a terrible example.
Why do I expect them not to ask
me, But Mommy, if I'm saying to my
husband, But Honey, even though I was saying
it sweetly, I need to submit my will.
I needed to submit my will.
We have a little bit more about this
controlling spirit.
We have Lisa Keys is going to read
something from the book Daughters of Sarah.
While she's coming up, there is one thing
about the book Daughters of Sarah.
It doesn't talk about making a godly appeal.
And so if any of you read it,
I just want to give you that caution.
That there are times we need to go
for help.
We need to go to a pastor or
even to a lawyer.
If something is going on that is not
right, we should pray, yes.
But there are times when we have to
go to someone and talk about it.
It doesn't say anything about that.
You have to read the book of Ruth
to learn how to make a godly appeal.
Because it's how we approach our husbands at
times.
And there are times that if it is
serious, we should make an appeal to get
help.
After this, we're going to have the testimony
from Barbara.
The Jezebel Spirit.
A wife who wants to be in control
is a wife who is in rebellion towards
God.
God does not look with favor on those
who are rebellious towards him.
Webster's 1828 Dictionary defines rebellion as open resistance
to lawful authority.
The Bible says that rebellion is as the
sin of witchcraft and stubbornness is as iniquity
and idolatry.
The controlling wife is receiving her guidance from
the wrong source and this deception will cost
her dearly somewhere along the way.
Control takes many forms.
We've all seen the women who treat their
husbands like little boys who can't speak for
themselves.
You spend just a few minutes with this
type of woman and you'll hear a long
list of complaints against her husband.
These husbands usually mince behind and say very
little.
The wife will explain.
He doesn't talk much.
He wants me to be in charge.
I don't agree.
I think he gave up years ago.
Jezebel was a wife who insisted on being
in control.
You'll find her story in 1 Kings chapter
21.
When her husband Ahab couldn't purchase the vineyard
he wanted from a man named Naboth, he
came home, went to bed, turned his face
to the wall and refused to eat.
His wife Jezebel then took over.
She said, Arise, eat food and let your
heart be happy.
I will give you the vineyard of Naboth
the Jezreelite.
And so she set in motion a wicked
plot and had Naboth stoned to death and
her husband Ahab took possession of the vineyard.
Ahab and Jezebel died terrible deaths foretold by
the prophet Elijah and verse 25 makes the
point quite well.
For there was no one who sold himself
to do evil in the sight of the
Lord as did Ahab, incited by his wife
Jezebel.
That's the amplified version.
This is an extreme example to be sure,
but if we honestly look at ourselves, I
think we would see that we have a
desire to control.
I often wonder what would have happened had
Jezebel just left Ahab with his face to
the wall, if she had left him to
work out his own problems by himself.
Might God have spoken to him about coveting
another man's land?
The desire to control is the basis of
rebellion.
Again, it is a deceitful spirit because we
feel justified in our actions.
Our aim is most often to improve on
a situation for ourselves or others, but we
rarely succeed.
But I was only trying to help is
the favorite excuse, or I had to because
he wouldn't.
That seems to be the kind of reasoning
Jezebel used.
Rebellion or spirits of control are strongholds that
Satan has in our life.
Francis Frangipane in his book The Three Battlegrounds
states, The strongholds that affect us most are
those which are so hidden in our thinking
patterns that we do not recognize them nor
identify them as evil.
Any area of our heart or mind that
is not surrendered to Jesus Christ is an
area vulnerable to Satanic attack.
And it is here, uniquely in the uncrucified
thought life of the believer's mind, that the
pulling down of strongholds is of vital importance.
When we discover rebellion toward God within us,
we must not defend or excuse ourselves.
Rather, we must humble our hearts and repent,
exercising our faith in God to change us.
Rebellion or a spirit of control manifests itself
in different ways, in frowns, sneers, sighs, body
language, pretense, silent treatment, or a disrespectful attitude.
Can anyone relate?
The desire to control is the basis of
rebellion.
Rebellion or spirits of control are strongholds that
Satan has in our lives.
The strongholds that affect us most are those
which are so hidden in our thinking patterns
that we do not recognize them nor identify
them as evil.
We excuse them away.
When we discover rebellion towards God within us,
we must not defend or excuse us.
Have you ever done that?
Have you ever thought, but I had to
do that.
But if I didn't do that, what would
have happened?
What's wrong?
We must humble our hearts and repent, exercising
our faith in God to change us.
Now you might be saying, but you don't
know my husband.
No, I don't know all your husbands well.
But I know my God well.
And He is mighty.
And He is able.
And there is no situation that He can't
change for His glory.
There's going to be a story now, a
testimony from Barbara.
She can't be here.
Zelinsky?
So I asked Elizabeth Mung if she would
read her testimony.
First of all, Barbara asked me to make
sure that you all know that what I'm
about to read in her testimony was learned
through her own real-life experiences.
She makes references to the book, The Daughters
of Sarah, that helped her.
But the things she wants to share with
you are things that she has learned personally.
And she wants me to thank you for
your willingness to be open and share honestly
about your struggles and the blessings of submission
in your lives.
It was that openness that made her realize
that she needed to look closely at what
was going on in her own heart, and
she's grateful for it.
So here's her testimony.
I'm sorry to miss the sisters' meeting.
I was looking forward to being with you
and sharing what I learned through the book,
Daughters of Sarah.
I finally was able to see myself as
I was.
Oh, I would confess at times that I
knew my attitudes toward my husband weren't right,
but I thought I was submissive, at least
most of the time.
I was never really helped to see my
sin, to see the way I was, or
helped to be different.
I never before heard testimonies of sisters facing
these same problems, but the testimonies of others
spoke to me and showed me that I
could get help by sharing the real me.
Now, if asked, I would have told you
that I never right out disobey my husband.
But after reading this book, I realized that
I even do that.
I needed to repent and take my place
as God showed me.
And when I take my place, it builds
self-confidence in my husband, and he can
take his rightful place.
My husband always lacked self-confidence.
He never seemed to be able to make
decisions.
Why?
There were several reasons.
One may have been the Jezebel spirit.
Most of the time I didn't give him
the opportunity to make a decision because I
always had the answer.
Maybe he had an answer too, but I
always had a better one.
Another reason was my impatience.
Sometimes my husband doesn't have an answer right
away.
I needed to learn to wait for an
answer unless he asks me for my suggestions.
Sometimes I was afraid.
Do I want to give my answer first
because I fear he won't know what is
best?
I fear he will mess things up.
Or I fear his answer will be different
from what I have already decided in my
own mind.
Maybe I have criticized his answer so much
that he is afraid or doesn't have the
courage to say what he thinks because it
will just be met with criticism anyway.
How did Noah ever have the courage to
do something so strange as to build an
ark on dry ground knowing it would take
him 100 years?
I'll just say this.
He must have had a meek, submissive wife.
She must have trusted his judgment.
Could I have been Noah's wife and not
criticized him?
It is not easy for our husbands to
make right decisions when they know what they
say will be challenged.
Here are some examples of how this can
happen every day.
Husband, could we have breakfast at 6?
Wife, I would rather have it at 6
.30. Husband, the girls' dresses are getting too
short.
Could you please work on them?
Wife, oh, I don't think it's that bad
yet and you'd understand all the work it
takes.
Husband, I would love to go visiting with
the Banners this evening.
Wife, please, I am too tired and I
have work to do yet.
Husband spanks child for whatever reason.
Wife tries to explain to him why he
shouldn't have done it.
Husband, I talked to Paul today and he
will be coming up for supper on Friday.
Wife, why Friday?
That is my wash day.
Any other day would have been better.
The examples could go on.
How much confidence would you have in yourself
if you would be the husband?
Are we always submitting?
I would have said that yes, I was,
but after reading The Daughters of Sarah, I
realized that a lot of my submission was
false submission.
An example of false submission is manipulation or
obeying and submitting in one area so you
can get your own way in another area.
An illustration of false submission would be when
your husband calls to say that he has
to work late and you'll have to cancel
the plans you made for the evening.
You submit because, of course, you won't go
by yourself.
But when he comes home, he feels the
tension and irritability all evening.
Another example of false submission is doing something
the way your husband wants it, but doing
it grudgingly so that he knows you are
not doing it the way you would like
to be doing it.
The silent treatment can be another example of
false submission.
My husband might make a suggestion.
I make another one.
He disagrees, so I'll be quiet.
If he talks to me, I'll answer, but
only very brief answers and not very cheerfully.
I am telling him through my silence that
I disagree.
As our daughters marry, will they find it
easy to submit to their husbands?
It depends a lot on us as mothers.
The Lord had to break me.
I have given the broken pieces to Him
to remould me.
Thank God that is what He is doing.
Pray for me.
We need to all pray for Barbara.
I want a relationship with my husband that
God can use to bless us and our
children.
This is my prayer for all of you.
It sounds like a similar testimony to some
of the things I had struggled with, and
it seems to be a common thing among
us, but it's still not acceptable.
When Barbara and I shared before she was
given the book, I said, I understand.
I know.
But you have to change.
God will change you.
Two years from now will be too late,
because it will be two more years that
the children are watching and picking up these
same things.
Now, maybe you don't have a husband.
There are some single women here.
You need to obey authority, whoever your authority
is, in that way.
We need to submit to our authority as
unto God, not questioning.
Listening to the testimony and thinking of Noah.
Now, can you imagine if you're Noah's daughter,
and you're out there spending all those years
helping your dad, and now let's suppose it
never rains.
Can you support your dad anyway?
Can you find good out of it and
maybe say, oh, dad, don't worry about it.
We had a good time.
It was good family time.
Look at all the exercise we got.
We got good sunshine, vitamin D.
It was good.
It kept us busy, kept us out of
trouble.
Or would we be thinking, I told you
so, rain.
You get this idea.
Even if we didn't say it, would we
be thinking it?
I knew it.
I knew it all those years ago.
We have to watch our spirit.
Noah and his family were saved because he
followed what God called him to do.
Who knows what he would have done if
he had a nagging wife or a controlling
wife.
Let's make sure we don't hold our husbands
back from doing what they're called to do
because we don't see the whole plan.
But they do.
Or maybe they don't see the whole plan,
but they know this is the direction they're
going.
Maybe he comes home and says, wife, I
have an opportunity for a transfer at the
job.
Now, it will mean a little less money
and I'll have to travel a little bit
farther each day, but I really feel God
wants me to take it.
Why?
Why would you think that?
It doesn't sound like it would be God's
will.
You have to travel farther and take less
money.
It means more gas, less money.
I can't see how that would be God's
will.
You know what?
It doesn't matter if we see it.
The point is, God is speaking to our
husbands.
And even if they get it wrong, even
if they didn't hear it right, that's okay.
We have to be supporting them.
How about if our dad or our father,
I mean our husband, is up giving a
children's lesson.
And maybe it's a little silly, a little
corny.
Can we watch and just afterwards say, good
job dad, the children really enjoyed it.
Or are we sitting there thinking, how could
he do that?
I'm so embarrassed.
What are my friends going to think?
Look at that.
I don't believe he's doing this.
And it's being taped.
Oh no.
We have to watch our attitude.
Because if we're thinking that way as daughters,
what's going to happen when we have a
wife?
It doesn't just change.
You don't get married and those things just
don't fall off.
Trust me.
We've got to start having our minds renewed.
We've got to start seeing how big our
God is and trusting that God can work
through the one or the ones he has
put over us in authority.
Okay, we're going to move on now to
the critical spirit.
Where's Diane?
Where's my reader?
Oh, there.
Yeah, could you come up?
I have to add this.
When Christine asked me to read this, she
opened up the book and right here it
says, Criticism.
And she asked me to read this.
And I just laughed.
She felt rather apologetic because she said, no,
I didn't pick it because it was for
you.
And I showed my husband.
He laughed too.
Anyways, this is a nice chapter for me.
A critical attitude towards our husband will totally
block our willingness to submit to them.
We cannot keep our eyes on the Lord
and on another human being at the same
time.
It is very presumptuous of us to be
critical of our husband's decisions or behavior.
For this reason, the Lord is in charge
of our husbands, saved or unsaved.
We have no idea what God is trying
to work out in our husband's life or
how he might be leading them.
For the unbelieving husband is set apart, separated,
withdrawn from heathen contamination and affiliated with the
Christian people by union with his consecrated set
-apart wife from 1 Corinthians 7.14. What
we think is a perfectly ridiculous decision or
bizarre behavior might be just the thing.
I often wonder what Noah's wife thought when
he told her he was going to build
an ark in their backyard.
I wonder how we modern day wives would
handle a situation like that.
Rain?
What's rain?
You mean to say you're going to build
this thing in our backyard?
And you're trying to tell me the Lord
told you to do this?
I know you.
You're just trying to bury yourself in a
project so you won't have to mow the
lawn or spend time with the children.
And how do you think I feel with
the neighbors all looking to see what's going
on in our backyard?
Seriously, how would you respond to something like
this?
What do you really think about this verse?
Meditate on it a bit.
It was thus that Sarah obeyed Abraham following
his guidance and acknowledging his headship over her
by calling him Lord, Master, Leader, Authority.
And now you are her true daughters if
you do right and let nothing terrify you
not giving way to hysterical fears or letting
anxieties unnerve you.
1 Peter 3.6 Can you obey your
husband to this extent?
Probably not if you have a judgmental or
critical spirit towards him.
Most of the wives I've worked with have
a checklist in their heads regarding their husband's
behavior.
This behavior is okay.
That is not so good.
But the other behavior is absolutely unacceptable.
If you can identify, you're pretty normal.
But your house is out of order.
You are in authority in your mind over
your husband.
Even if you never express these things out
loud you are suffering and there is torment
and discomfort in your mind.
Your relationship with your husband is not free
and loving.
Not all it could be.
I remember an incident one time when my
husband was at his business 60 miles away.
He called me at home to tell me
that an official document needed my signature that
very day and because of the distance he
was going to sign my name to it.
I thought this was wrong and I told
him so.
I was so self-righteous and so insistent
that he ended up driving 120 miles round
trip to get my signature.
I realize now how wrong I was in
that situation.
My husband is my head and he was
the responsible one before God for that signature.
Whether it was right or wrong was between
him and the Lord and my part was
to submit to his decision as unto the
Lord and to trust God rather than being
critical and judgmental.
He wouldn't handle it that way today because
he is taking authority.
He is the head in our home and
I willingly submit to his decisions no matter
what I think about them.
If we would memorize and live 1 Corinthians
13 4-8 we would not have a
problem with criticism.
Love endures long and is patient and kind.
Love never is envious nor boils over with
jealousy.
It is not boastful or vainglorious, does not
display itself haughtily.
It is not conceited, arrogant and inflated with
pride.
It is not rude, unmannerly and does not
act unbecomingly.
Love, God's love in us, does not insist
on its own rights or its own way
for it is not self-seeking.
It is not touchy or fretful or resentful.
It takes no account of the evil done
to it.
It pays no attention to a suffered wrong.
It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness
but rejoices when right and truth prevail.
Love bears up under anything and everything that
comes, is ever ready to believe the best
of every person.
Its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances and
it endures everything without weakening.
Love never fails, never fades out or becomes
obsolete or comes to an end.
So much for criticism.
There is a story in 2 Samuel 6
.14 about when the Ark of the Covenant
was returned to Jerusalem.
At 2 Samuel 6.14, David was so
excited.
Finally, it was back in Jerusalem.
He was so excited.
He took off his kingly robes and he
was dancing before the Lord.
He was praising the Lord and worshipping Him,
dancing around.
And his wife was looking through the window
and it says she despised Him in her
heart.
It says, starting at verse 14, and David
danced before the Lord with all his might
and David was girded with the linen he
fought.
You could almost...
He danced with all his might.
He wasn't thinking about who was watching him.
He wasn't thinking about anything.
He was so caught up in worshipping the
Lord.
And as the Ark of the Lord came
into the city of David, Michael, Saul's daughter,
David's wife, looked through a window and saw
King David leaping and dancing before the Lord
and she despised Him in her heart.
Do you think it stayed in her heart?
No.
It came out.
Sometimes we can suppress it.
Eventually it's going to come out.
It came out and it cost her greatly.
Then David returned to bless his household.
This is verse 20.
And Michael, the daughter of Saul, came out
to meet David and said, How glorious was
the king of Israel today who uncovered himself
today in the eyes of the handmaids of
his servants as one of the vain fellows
shamelessly uncovered himself.
Mocking him.
Verse 23.
Therefore, Michael, the daughter of Saul, had no
child until the day of her death.
Is your spiritual life barren?
Do you feel just like you're not getting
anywhere?
Could it be that our critical spirit is
holding us back?
Youth, could you be watching your dad dancing
outside and not be critical of him?
Could we as wives join him or would
we be envious or jealous of him and
think, I never feel like that.
It mustn't be real.
It can't be.
I never get feelings.
I never want to do something like that.
He's probably overtired and just delirious or something.
No.
No, he was worshiping the Lord.
And God was accepting it.
But his wife wasn't.
Do we do that sometimes?
When our husband comes home from a leadership
conference and he's all excited.
Listen to what I heard today.
Listen to what the Lord is doing in
my life.
Do we get envious or jealous?
Do we look at him and say, Oh,
that's nice.
So anyway, honey.
No.
Could we go out there and join him?
Could we get excited, even if we don't
understand everything that's going on in his life?
If our husband has come forward and repented,
Oh, I know it's hard as a wife.
It's humbling.
But can we support that husband when he
gets back, when we get back into the
van or the car or home?
Can we say, Honey, that took a lot
of courage.
And I want you to know I'm going
to be praying especially for you.
Or are we just thinking of ourselves?
Are we thinking, I can't believe.
Now the whole church knows he has that
problem.
I can't believe he did that.
How could he do that?
Didn't he think of me?
No, no, no.
It's so much bigger than that.
So much bigger than that.
That's the kind of spirit we need.
We need to trust God.
We're going to turn the corner here and
get into some positive things.
So if you could give out the papers.
These are the verses that I've been so
excited about all week.
It's the amplified version.
Okay, I'm reading it.
The pink ones are for the married women.
The yellow one is for the children or
the youth, young ladies.
It says, Children, obey your parents in the
Lord as His representatives, for this is just
and right.
Okay, that's the obedience part.
But now we're turning to beyond obedience.
God just didn't say obey.
Then it goes on, honor.
Well, that's got to be different than obey
because He used a different word.
Let's see what that means.
Esteem and value as precious.
You're to esteem and value as precious your
father and your mother.
And then it goes on.
This is the first commandment with a promise
that all may go well, be well with
you and you may live long on the
earth.
That's the amplified version.
Learn that now, children.
Memorize it.
Put it on your wall, put it on
your refrigerator if you're given permission.
And learn not only to obey your parents,
but to honor them.
How do you honor your parents?
That's what we hope to learn a little
about.
Now, for the wives, we have the pink
ones.
And it's up here.
Let the wife see that she respects and
reverences her husband, that she notices him, regards
him, honors him, prefers him, venerates and esteems
him, and that she defers to him, praises
him, and loves and admires him exceedingly.
Sisters, if we're doing that, how can we
have even time to be critical or to
be controlling?
If we're putting our energies and our thoughts,
how can I honor my husband today?
Oh, what can I do that would really
bless him?
If we're really thinking and meditating on that
during the day, and helping our children to
honor their father, we're going to have a
lot less idle time.
So now we're going to go over the
words.
Hopefully that will give you a little more
meaning.
We'll start with the word respect.
Respect.
To consider worthy of esteem.
To value.
To refrain from interfering with.
That's a good one.
Respect.
I'll read it again.
To consider worthy of esteem.
To value.
To refrain from interfering with.
It doesn't necessarily mean that he doesn't have
to earn that.
We have to give it to him for
who he is, for his position.
And then it says esteem is in that
definition.
So since respect means to consider worthy of
esteem, I wrote down esteem means to set
a high value on.
To hold in high regard.
Wow.
That is beyond obedience.
We're to hold him in high regard.
Reverence.
To have profound respect mingled with love and
awe.
Awe.
When was the last time your husband came
home and he said, Oh, it's you.
Awe.
This is God's word.
Respect.
Profound respect.
Notices.
Okay, so it says, Let the wife see
that she respects and reverences her husband, that
she notices him.
Notices.
To pay polite and favorable attention to.
That sounds easy enough.
But sometimes I think we're so busy about
our day that we don't even notice he
came into the room.
Notice.
That's part of reverencing our husband.
Regards.
See that she notices him and regards him.
Regards.
To treat as something of peculiar value or
worth.
To keep in view.
Not necessarily physically, but keeping his wishes and
preference in mind.
Even when he's not with us.
Even when we're picking out material, perhaps.
Or our shoes.
Keeping in mind.
Huh.
You know, he didn't...
He said he liked that blue.
Hmm.
I think I'll look for blue this time.
It's not a matter of obedience.
But I know he likes the color blue.
I think I'll get it.
Honors.
To show high regard or appreciation for.
To be a credit to.
To adorn.
Wow.
Now if we're going around with a grumpy
face, or our countenance is just not shining,
we're not adorning our husband at all.
Honor.
To show high regard or appreciation.
Let's see.
Let the wife see that she respects and
reverences her husband.
That she notices him.
Regards him.
Honors him.
Prefers him.
To value more highly.
Than what?
Value more highly than what?
Than our own will.
We prefer to him.
We prefer what he wants, rather than what
we want.
Venerate.
To regard with reverential respect, or with admiration
and deference, as being hallowed, or as having
nobility.
He's the king of our home.
And we're to treat him that way.
Esteem.
We did.
It's now an esteem him.
Deference.
A yielding of judgment or preference, out of
respect for the position, wish, or known opinion
of another.
I'll read that one again.
Deference.
A yielding of judgment or preference, out of
respect for the position, the wish, or the
known opinion of another.
Praise.
To honor because of excellence or worth.
Again, not because of what he does, but
because of who he is.
He, our husband, our father, is the image
and glory of God.
I have a little card that I keep
around, and if I find, have a little
PMS, or just struggling that day, I keep
that verse in my head.
He, Ron, is the image and glory of
God.
I have no excuse for losing patience with
him, or for thinking some of the thoughts
from my past.
I grew up woman's liberation.
I heard many things that I won't even
repeat, because I don't want to plant them
in your head.
Your heads.
But those things come back once in a
while, and I'll think, oh, no, no, no,
no, that's a lying spirit.
Out of here.
And then I get that verse out.
Ron is the image and glory of God.
Ooh, that gets rid of the other thoughts.
Love.
To hold dear.
To cherish.
Cherish.
And admire exceedingly.
Admire.
To esteem or regard highly.
Exceedingly.
Exceptional in amount, quality, or degree.
Greater than is customary.
We admire him much more than we admire
other things.
We just admire him exceedingly.
And we let him know it.
And we let others know it.
We like to honor him sometimes publicly.
It's an extra blessing to them.
So those are the words.
We're going to read the whole verse again.
Let the wife see that she respects and
reverences her husband.
That she notices him, regards him, honors him,
prefers him, venerates and esteems him, that she
defers to him, praises him, and loves and
admires him exceedingly.
Ephesians 5.33, the Amplified Version.
That means that not only do we obey
what he says.
Now maybe he'll say to you, I don't
want you to wear whatever style dress.
Well, we won't wear it.
But we know what he really prefers, but
we don't wear that either.
See, this is going beyond obedience.
And saying, I know he prefers that I
wear shoes that have a very low platform.
Whatever it is.
So when we go shopping, we're maybe tempted
to buy something else.
We don't.
Because he prefers it.
And we defer to what he wants.
It's not a case of obedience.
If we did buy the other, it wouldn't
be disobedience, but we would lose out on
reverencing our husband.
Now I thought it would be nice to
open it up to examples of how we
reverence our husband or our papa.
Those over us in authority.
I'll give a couple of examples, but I
want specific examples.
So that maybe it will get us thinking
of other ways.
Now remember, what will reverence one person, one
husband, might embarrass the other.
You know, there are certain things.
I mean, Ron and I will walk arm
in arm, and we just do that.
We're very comfortable with that.
In fact, it's hard for us not to
do that.
But some people that grew up differently, they
don't want to do that in public.
Okay.
You have to know.
Again, we have to know our husbands.
We have to study them.
So that we know.
Oh no, that would embarrass him.
When I went to that talk, two years
ago or so, she talked about how her
husband liked his...
We were talking about love languages.
They spoke about it at the couple's night
over in Ephrata.
And his love language was physical touch.
And so she would be in the kitchen,
and he would come home, and she'd say,
Hi honey!
And that would be it.
And she realized that he was feeling a
little put off by that.
So then she decides, I'm going to make
up for this.
Now, if you did, don't sue this.
This is corny.
But it worked for her.
So that next day, she decides, I'm going
to really get his attention today.
And she goes into the closet where he
hangs up his coat.
And when she opens up the door, and
this is a true story, and I know
this woman, and if you knew this woman,
you'd say, She did that?
Really?
He opens up the door to put his
coat away, and she jumps at him, gives
him a big kiss, and, well, he thought
this was wonderful.
But I wouldn't recommend it for most of
us here.
But those are the kind of things you
can do.
Find what works.
Now, to some husband, one of the other
love languages, and Emanuel preached on it, I
think before the churches multiply.
No, no, that was the spiritual gifts.
The more we know our husbands, and our
fathers, and those over us authority, the more
we're able to reverence them, and honor them,
and bless them.
But one of the other things is, some
men, like, feel very loved when they receive
gifts of, when service, when we serve them.
Now, if my husband comes home and decides
to do the dishes or something like that
to serve me, that's not, I mean, that's
nice, it has to be done, but that's
not getting any points with love.
You know, that's like, oh, thank you.
But some people, if a husband would do
that, they would feel so loved.
Wow, my husband did the dishes, or whatever
it is, service.
We have to know what is going to
really honor our husband.
Recently, we had a night called Thank God
for Papa Night.
And we had a Thanksgiving meal.
And we had turkey, we put the Thanksgiving
tablecloth out, and we put Thanksgiving candles out.
And we had a big sign, Thank God
for Papa.
And my children got into this, so the
little ones made cards, and they helped me
get ready.
And he came home, and well, he likes
a nice cooked meal, so we made a
special dessert we had never made before.
And he came in, and he could smell
all this food going, and oh, wow.
And it was Monday.
It was a Monday.
And usually Monday, that's our lean day, you
know.
Just getting back to the routine of school.
And he came home, and he smelled the
food, and came in and saw the sign,
and he was blessed.
He really was.
And all day I was thinking, oh, what
can I make?
Oh, I know.
I'll make that pineapple cake.
Oh, yeah, I'll try that.
All day I was thinking about him.
He was on my mind all day.
And the children's too.
We had a great celebration.
And he said, what's this all for?
Nothing.
Just wanted you to know we love you.
I blessed him.
Now, for somebody else, you probably cook like
that more often than I do, so it
might not have been so special.
We've got to find what works for our
husbands.
Another thing, some people find special names.
Now, we started calling my husband Papa King.
And we started doing it after the seminar.
And we started just calling him Papa, and
we called him King.
So we would put on his napkin when
we set the table.
We would put Papa King on it.
We had a great time with that.
The little ones thought this was great.
And I was trying to make up for
some of my wrongdoing and get them retrained
that this is the king of the house.
Showing gratefulness.
Do we thank our husbands?
They're going out to work or they're working
at home.
That's a way of reverencing them.
Showing them we appreciate what you do for
us.
Maybe washing their feet.
Some of you have washed each other's feet.
But have you ever washed your husband's feet?
Now, to some they might say, oh, please.
That's just, you know.
But to someone else, that could be a
real blessing.
Okay.
Don't try it.
Please, don't try it.
One of the other things we do, we
started doing when we moved here.
We weren't used to my husband going out
for any meetings.
And so we came here and brother's meeting
came.
And so this was very unusual.
Daddy wasn't home at night.
And so we had a great time making
cards.
And so when he came home, we kept
them, we had them all in the bathroom.
Each one of the children had made one
and I had made a little note.
We've done that every father, every brother's meeting
since.
And the children, I don't even have to
say anything because even little Faith, she'll just
say, I'm making a card for Papa.
And that will be in the morning of
that day, but she'll know.
This is brother's meeting day.
We make cards.
So those are just some real practical ways.
And again, keeping in mind his preferences.
That's a big one.
Maybe he prefers that you wear a bigger
head covering.
I don't know.
Maybe he prefers that you wear longer sleeves.
Whatever it is.
Don't do it out of obedience.
Do it out of love.
Do it just to honor him.
Go beyond obedience.
So now I'll open it up.
Does anybody have any examples that you'd like
to share?
We'll be taking notes.
Anybody?
Brave enough?
There must be somebody.
Yes.
No?
Do you want the microphone?
Okay.
That's cute.
Now listen, don't tell anybody that story so
we could all try it.
Oh, that's cute.
I never heard that one.
Does anybody else have one?
Sorry?
He who finds a wife finds a good
thing.
And he found her.
Elizabeth, would you like to share about the
books?
Why don't you stand up here.
Obey your older sister.
I know.
That's okay.
If I have to do it, you have
to do it.
First, I want to apologize for the giggles
in the back corner.
I acquired a new daughter and I think
she's enjoying seeing what's happening in our household.
You prompted many observations, I think.
So our children do notice.
That's for sure.
They really do.
That was the point.
I was sharing with Christine some things.
We talked a little bit about this topic
as she was preparing for it.
I shared with her a story, something I
went through and she asked me if I
would be willing to share it with you.
When David and I were married, we took
the word obey out of our vows.
We said love, honor and cherish, which is
a nice word.
It wasn't too bad because we treated each
other more like equals.
I didn't really go around trying to put
him down.
But I really had a lot of things
to learn about submission.
So when we were up there on the
mountaintop learning about God, I was also learning
about submission.
One of our favorite pastimes was just to
study all the time.
We were building and studying and building and
studying.
He called all the shots.
Sometimes if something came up that we wanted
to study, we would drop everything and we
would just study and talk and study and
talk.
We all enjoyed it and benefited from it.
But after a while, I noticed he wasn't
really sharing as much during the studies like
he used to.
He wasn't just contributing or the dialogue wasn't
there.
I realized I was doing a lot of
that with the children and I wondered about
it.
I'm not even quite sure how it was
revealed to me but he didn't reveal it
to me.
I noticed that I always got the answers
first or I always found the right topic
or the right subject.
I was way out of line.
So one of the things that I did
was I put away my books.
That's what Christine was talking about.
It's beyond obedience.
He never asked me.
As a matter of fact, David said that
one of the things he liked was dialogue
when we married.
He didn't want me to he wanted me
to keep my mind sharp.
But I felt that I really just needed
to.
And to entertain myself, I bought Logic Problem
and Crossword Puzzle books and I put away
all the theological and doctrinal books.
That went on for quite a while.
Maybe months.
Maybe even more than half a year.
And David finally one day said, you know,
why don't you talk about anything interesting anymore?
And I realized then that maybe I had
broken that habit by then.
By God's grace, I do try to step
back a little bit there.
But moving here put our family in a
more obvious position.
There's people around us coming to see us
and bumping into us all the time.
And that's fine.
There are many blessings to that.
But it means that we have a lot
of opportunities to do what we like to
do best.
And that's talk about God and important things
together, David and I.
And I found out while back up it
seemed that the adjustment wasn't just happening the
way I thought it should be happening.
There was some uncomfortableness that I said it
just must be that we're not settling in
very well yet.
But during the time of fasting and praying
here as a church and family I didn't
really express it as a specific need because
it was just too unidentifiable.
But when Emmanuel preached about the sunken gates
when we went home I told David that
I'd really like to have that be a
picture of our home.
I thought we were pretty close to being
there.
So I was a little bit surprised when
he told me that there was a problem
with that and that was that he felt
that I was challenging him in public a
lot in our discussions.
And that hit me pretty hard but I
saw right away and David was very gracious
to forgive me and God was very gracious
to forgive me and we feel immediately a
big freedom there.
I didn't know that things like that do
slip in so we have to be careful
but that's one way I can reverence David
is just not to speak so quickly and
have all the answers and I told Christine
one of the things I have to realize
is that he always has a better answer.
It always happens but my mouth works a
little bit too quickly and I've learned that
I have to count sometimes to 10 or
20 or 30 just to give him time
sometimes to answer.
So I need I think I need to
be constantly on guard in that area of
my life but that's one way I think
I can particularly reverence David beyond obedience.
I was just thinking of the process I
was going through when I was learning all
these things and one of the things I
used to do is help my husband get
out in the morning.
He didn't need my help but I was
helping him and I was always one of
these people if you have to be at
work at 9 o'clock in the morning
you get there 8.30 maybe 22 but
you get there early.
My husband gets to work on time but
he wasn't ridiculous like I was you know
neurotic about subways getting stuck or the other
things that could happen in New York City.
So what I had to do in the
morning now this is a process I had
to stop coming down in the morning when
he was leaving for work.
Now you might say that is ridiculous Christine.
Yeah.
But that was my first step.
I knew I wasn't ready yet to be
down there and not rush him along.
And I shared that with one assistant and
she said you should be able to be
there.
I said yeah I know but I'm not.
And so during that time while he's down
there getting ready for work I go upstairs
and I pray or I just do whatever
I'm doing but at least I'm not rushing
him anymore.
And after a while I I was able
to be down there again and to not
have any idea what time it was.
I don't even look anymore.
And if he when he leaves he leaves.
And then September 11th came and we all
know what happened September 11th with the World
Trade Center you know that some of the
men who were late for work their lives
were saved.
That next day I said to my husband
whoo I will never rush you anywhere again.
It could save your life.
But what I'm trying to say is this
is a process.
Don't expect to 1, 2, 3 have it
all together.
I didn't.
I still don't.
I still make mistakes often.
I say, honey I can't believe I did
that.
I'll say it right in the van.
I did it again.
Honey, I'm wrong.
Children, I was wrong.
I shouldn't have said that.
Sometimes the children will try to defend me.
Yeah, but mommy no, I was wrong.
I was wrong.
Sunday mornings I have no idea what time
it is.
I have the breakfast ready I do the
girl's hair I have to help the girls
with dress that need help.
I don't know what time it is.
I'll just say to my husband just give
me a couple minute warning so I can
you know get ready to go out.
I don't even look anymore and if we're
late we're late.
You know and you know what we haven't
been late and it's been more peaceful.
Instead of big Ben over here honey, we
have 20 minutes.
You almost finished?
You're going to take a fast shower, right?
You know there's only one bathroom.
It's terrible.
It's humiliating.
But that was me that was me but
that is why I started off with my
airline experience.
That's how I was able to get those
planes out so fast.
It was just the skill I had.
I was able to get them out and
I thought well I'm helping them using my
gift to get family out to church.
No.
I say he doesn't need my help and
when he does need my help he'll ask
me.
Anyway does anyone have another story before we
close?
Come on there's some creative women here.
I did not want to come up here
but I guess if you don't get anybody
else I'll just share something I learned and
this wasn't my original idea but I read
it somewhere how to respect your husband is
to always meet him when he comes home
and that is not just to stop what
you're doing and look over your shoulder and
say hello but to drop what you're doing
and walk over to the door and open
the door for him or even sometimes go
out to his vehicle and open the door
and I have sort of foolish things but
sometimes I've even run out and I never
feel very good about myself when I do
because I'm not small and petite I feel
kind of gangly when I run out but
I just know that somehow it makes him
know that I am truly truly glad to
have him come home and it doesn't matter
how insecure I feel I know that it
makes him happy in his heart and one
thing about doing what I'm not sure you
were saying something about not being able to
go the whole way immediately when you get
new light and I read in a book
recently that was very interesting to me if
you're one of the women that happens to
say well or but or the first step
is just to learn first of all how
to keep your mouth shut you don't have
to say oh wonderful because you can't immediately
and one of the next nights after I
learned that was just to be quiet and
once you've totally conquered that then just start
saying one letter one word like sure or
okay just whatever word that works for you
and I had that happen to me one
of the next nights Daniel called home from
work and he said he's going to be
home later I forget what he was no
I think he asked me if I was
willing to do something and I hate making
phone calls and that's one thing that I've
learned already that I have to reverence him
in just doing his phone calls once in
a while and I'm not sure if that
was what it was but just having read
that to say sure just one word makes
the world of a difference and you can
surely get one word out so that helps
that's one of the ways I figured off
about the phone call when my husband asked
me to do something and he's not a
demanding man at all sometimes I say honey
tomorrow could you call whatever and I make
sure that's the first thing I do if
nothing else gets done I'm going to do
it and I'm going to let my children
know I'm doing it so there'll be a
note on the counter where we eat breakfast
and it will say call such and such
and I'll say to the children oh it's
nine o'clock I've got to call Daddy
asked me to call so can you do
no no I can't do that right now
I've got to call for Daddy I want
to do this for Daddy and maybe it
takes a little time you get it all
done and you say ok now I can
do what you want me to do but
we put him first and let him know
it let the children see it the other
thing is my husband usually calls at lunch
time and he usually calls when he gets
into work at that time I don't make
any calls and if I get a call
I try to get off quickly it's just
a little thing but he knows and I'll
say sometimes somebody will call just at that
time and I think it's him and I'll
grab the phone and it won't be him
and when he calls a few minutes later
I'll say oh I'm sorry I tried not
to be on the phone it was just
a quick he knows I clear that time
for him it's just a little thing but
it means a lot to him I'm sure
if it wasn't for this microphone you'd all
find other things to share does anybody oh
good good you want to stay there ok
one thing my husband has told me that
he loves when I do is that since
he works at home I can go out
to him and he just loves when I
you know I'm very busy in the house
but he just loves when I just come
out to him he's building the greenhouse or
whatever and I just come out there and
just stand around with him for 5 or
10 minutes and he just loves it every
time he thanks me for it and I
try to try to keep that on my
list for every day to make sure I
get out there to him well we're going
to close up but before we do don't
go home feeling oh no how am I
going to do this the first step is
recognize it as sin as rebellion and go
to God you've sinned not only against your
husband or your father those over you in
authority you've sinned against God go to him
first go to your husband or your father
confess it as sin first step what I
did then go to your children and I
asked my husband for help honey this is
new I need your help could you pray
for me when I'm struggling honey I have
a feeling if I start talking I'm going
to say something I shouldn't honey could you
please pray for me get an accountability partner
how many people have the accountability partners you
know where you call up where you check
once a week do any of your sisters
have it there's two of us anybody else
come on it's really it's easy we do
it on the phone doesn't take that long
if you're serious about wanting change in your
life you might need to be accountable to
someone this is serious this is sin and
this is holding back the men they have
visions they have dreams they have plans and
if we're not there to support them and
to help them they're not going to go
as far as they could go don't let
another day go by this is serious let's
get it together now get an accountability partner
get someone try it for a month and
just say even if it's just in this
area are you having your devotion time are
you meeting with the Lord during that time
are you memorizing the scripture that will help
you perhaps help you to reverence your husband
don't let this just be oh yeah, that
was nice no, this isn't nice this is
serious this is serious if it means memorizing
scripture get that scripture renew your mind with
the word of God maybe you need spiritual
warfare maybe you have a spirit of control
or a the Jezebel spirit or a the
critical spirit and you might need some spiritual
warfare in your life it's available we're blessed
go to your husband he'll know for who
to take you to go to one of
the first people in ministry somebody else that
you know would be able to help you
in this area don't let it go but
also remember we'll end on this verse and
I will restore to you the years that
the locust hath eaten from Joel thank God
for his restoration he restores when we obey
he restores when we repent turning from our
sin calling it sin and turning from it
if it means humbling yourself publicly do it
nothing is worth staying in our sin trust
me it will actually become exciting when I
was writing here tonight realizing that in 15
minutes from now it's almost 9 o'clock
my husband was going to decide whether we
were going to get this house or not
and I don't care which way it goes
I mean I want the house but I
know he's going to make the right decision
and I let him know that and he
said oh thank you that means more to
him and more to me than getting that
house