I tell you the truth, unless you change
and become like little children, you will never
enter the kingdom of heaven.
Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is
the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
I was a person that didn't have any
hope.
I had given up and I didn't even
try anymore, but the sad thing about that
is that I was a Christian that had
known God and had walked with God.
I have a husband and five children and
at one time my heart was so on
fire and I had such a desire to
be a godly mother and to be a
godly wife, but at some point in the
midst of all the mounds of laundry and
the diapers and the bills and the all
of it, I lost the vision and the
flame and it just went out.
And I just gave up.
I was in adultery at that time.
My wife stood for our marriage and I
had no idea the kind of pain she
went through and what it took to do
that.
And it's only been in the last few
months that I really realized what she went
through and I just thank God for her
doing that for us and restoring our family.
And I thank him for it.
I thank Jesus for it.
And I was an angry man and I
had a lot of sin in my life
and so I praise God that he's changed
me and taken that angry man out of
me and he's made me a meek man.
And I thank him for it.
In the greatness of mercy and love at
the feet of Jesus we cry holy, holy,
holy, holy, holy, holy, holy, holy, holy, holy,
holy, holy, holy, holy, holy, holy and holy
for all of you is the Lamb."
And I'm Jewish, and I never knew that
Jesus, I never knew that Jesus was going
to be for me!
I always saw him so far away, like
we weren't allowed to be with him or
something.
A lot of people say they grew up
in church and they didn't know Jesus, and
they grew up in the synagogue I didn't
know God at all.
I was living in such darkness.
I was suicidal.
I was so depressed.
I was involved in pornography.
I mean, just real sick kinds of pornography.
Stuff will kill you.
Anyway, I followed Jesus once I read the
Bible, but I didn't get it.
Until this revival, I didn't know the truth.
I didn't know that He wants you to
come to Him with your sins, that you
don't have to polish yourself up and be
all dignified.
I didn't know
God
at all.
I was living in such darkness.
I was suicidal.
I was so depressed.
Anyway, I followed Jesus once I read the
Bible, but I didn't get it.
Until this revival, I didn't know the truth.
I didn't know that He wants you to
come to Him with your sins, that you
don't have to polish yourself up and be
all dignified.
I didn't know God at all.
I was living in such darkness.
I was suicidal.
I was so depressed.
Anyway, I followed Jesus once I read the
Bible, but I didn't get it.
He gave me back my heart and my
emotions, my love for Jesus, my love for
my family.
Instead, whoever wants to become great among you
must be your servant.
And whoever wants to be first must be
your slave, just as the Son of Man
did not come to be served, but to
serve and to give His life as a
ransom for many.