And all our lives, from the moment you
began to witness for Christ, all your service,
all your labors for him, they're going to
be shown, oh, now listen, listen, none of
the filthy world, none of the outcasts of
hell are going to be there.
Won't it be wonderful that you get there,
or will it?
When you see all the redeemed of all
the ages, when you look there and say,
you know, there's Abraham, I didn't think he'd
look quite like that, but he's going to
be there, all right.
And all the saints of all the ages
are going to be there.
A hymn I'd assess, from earth's wide bounds,
an ocean's farthest coast, through gates of pearls,
streaming a countless host, singing to Father, Son
and Holy Ghost, hallelujah.
You know, there used to be an old
hymn, and maybe not ten people here could
recite it, that's only the first verse, but
everybody knows the chorus, when the saints go
marching in.
You know, they dance to that down in
Bourbon Street, that hellhole, with all its prostitutes,
they dance to it every night.
When the saints go marching in, they shuffle
their feet, listen, that's for the redeemed, it's
not for that bunch of scum of the
earth.
It's for the redeemed, when the saints go
marching in, can you imagine them going in?
From earth's wide bounds, from ocean's farthest coast,
through gates of pearls, streaming a countless host,
singing to Father, Son and Holy Ghost, hallelujah.
A multitude which no man can number, I'm
going to open the gallery and see all
the saints of all the ages, mine I'll
be thrilled to look on Isaiah, and Jeremiah,
and those major prophets, and those minor prophets,
and Matthew, and Mark, and Luke, and John,
and Acts, well everybody in Acts anyhow, and
the Apostle Paul, and Tychicus, and all those
strange characters.
Won't it be wonderful and say, see those
are the men who walk with Jesus, see
there's Paul, he gave his colossal intellect to
God, he wrote about 14 epistles, he went
over Asia Minor, he didn't sit in a
jet and say, you know, how good the
Lord is to me.
He was lashed to the post 195 times,
he was in weariness, and fastings, and painfulness,
and tribulation, and distress, and famine, and peril,
and nakedness, and sword, in tribulation amongst false
brethren, in perils of the deep.
Do you think that man's going to get
two ounces of reward for a life like
that?
You'll only get rewarded, grace is free, but
rewards are not free.
People say you're talking about works, sure I
am, because God did, Jesus did.
You know that some saints again are going
to judge the earth, well that'd be an
awesome task, I won't want to be one,
maybe I never will, maybe I will, maybe
God will ordain that I should do it.
Can you see the holy dead all lined
up there?
All the saints in the Old Testament, all
the saints in the New Testament, I hope
the Lord, I can't give him any advice,
I think I try to in prayer sometimes,
but I can't give God any advice, I'd
like to see a pocket full of those
gorgeous people who prayed.
Oh my, won't that be wonderful?
You know when you see a political convention,
they have a sign up from Cincinnati or
somewhere, maybe there'll be signs in heaven, these
are the prayer warriors, these are the great
sufferers, these are the travellers, these are the
missionaries, these are the failures, well anyhow, there's
going to be all kinds of people listed
in that great day, it's going to be
an awesome thing.
And here is a man, his life is
just made of wood, very beautiful, ten thousand
dollars wouldn't do much from a stack of
mahogany these days, would it?
But when the fire goes through it, what
do you have?
All you have is that wood going down
until you've got ashes, maybe up to your
ankles, and that's all that is left.
I heard a woman say not long ago,
well praise the Lord, I'm glad I don't
have to account for anything when I go
to heaven, there is no condemnation for those
who are in Christ Jesus.
Wait a minute, you can never isolate a
scripture by itself, there's no condemnation for past
sins.
I'm mighty glad this morning, I think sometimes,
I don't wonder that God had to keep
saying to Israel, remember thou was the bondsman
in Egypt, remember your sin, remember your iniquity.
Did you get up this morning and thank
God you were pure?
Did you thank him that that devilish fever
you used to have for sniffing cocaine or
drugs or something, that he broke the fetter
of it?
Are you really glad you're not a prostitute
now, you're going to be a part of
the bride of the Lamb?
Are you glad he's removed from your heart
covetousness and bad temper and all those creepy
horrible things that used to master you?
A man's life, all his ministry, it showed,
do you see the difference between the wood
and the hay and the stubble and the
silver and the gold and the precious stones?
Wood, hay and stubble are above the ground,
they catch the eye.
Silver and gold and precious stones are below
the ground, nobody sees them.
There's a lot of public ministry in that
day that's going to go down in ashes
my brother.
You say well it doesn't say that the
Christians are going to be judged out of
the book, yes I think it does.
Where?
In Malachi.
It says that God has a book of
remembrance and I think it would do you
good before you go to bed every night
this week to ask God what did you
put in your book this today from my
life?
It doesn't necessarily have to be some outward
act, you could worship God on a tractor,
you could worship God, it's not the best
way but you can do it still.
The fire is going to take the big
showy life of that man and burn it
and it's only going to be a bunch
of ashes.
Wood, hay, well if you put ten thousand
dollars in hay you get a lot, yeah
and you get a lot more ashes too
when the fire got to it.
And stubble, you could buy half a stubble
in Texas maybe for ten thousand dollars but
boy you'd have a mess when the fire
got to it.
Instead of ashes to your ankles or ashes
to your knees it would be up to
your nose maybe and you couldn't get your
way out but that's what lives are going
to be like, wood, hay, stubble.
I used to have trouble with these boys
always begging you know and it makes you
wonder if some Christians do have hearts of
flesh that they won't send them money to
keep their jets going.
You know I believe every dime that ever
came into Agapio, every dime that ever came
to Oral Roberts, anybody else is going to
answer for it at the judgment seat of
Christ one day.
Jesus talks about these men who go and
take widows houses, well that's what they're doing
now.
They're not satisfied that you give while you're
living, they'll ask you to hand your house
over to them and leave this in your
will and if you do you'll get a
better place in heaven, don't believe it for
a moment, it's a lie from hell.
They're going to give an account to God
in that day but I believe we're going
to give an account too.
My brother was telling me this week when
he got baptized it was a kind of
a sudden thing and he went down into
the water there and suddenly realized he had
his wallet in his pocket.
Well not many pockets get, you know, not
many wallets get baptized.
We kind of say Lord you look after
my sins I look after the rest.
Every penny you earn since you became the
property of Jesus Christ you'll give an account
of before God.
It doesn't just take your sins, it takes
yourself, it takes the government of your life.
There's an awful lot of money being wrongly
invested.
You know what I think?
I may not be right, I usually am
but I may not be quite right in
this but you know what I think?
I think that now the crunch is on
the nation, I think it's going to get
worse and worse, this is going to be
the roughest year we've ever lived.
I told some of you three years ago
that an important man called me late at
night and said brother Rayden in the next
three weeks in American history, over the next
three weeks we're going to live over the
most important in American history.
One of the most famous preachers in the
country called me at nearly midnight and said
you know what I've come to this conclusion
God Almighty is already taking his hands off
America.
For the simple reason we've had so much
light and rejected it.
Carter can't make a move to the right.
If he makes it to the right it's
still to the left.
Every move he makes is a counter move
that makes him think further and further in
the mire.
It's not only true that we live in
a world of bankrupt politics, we live in
a world and this is the most tragic
of all of a bankrupt church.
Isn't it awesome to think that all this
stuff we sing all that will be glory
for me.
Friend you've got one big stumbling block, let
me rush through this time's going.
Your life is wood the fire's going to
come, hay the fire's going to come to
it, stubble the fire's going to come to
it.
But what if your life is silver and
gold and precious stones.
What is gold a sign of?
Gold I believe there is a sign of
our devotion to God.
You wouldn't get much gold for ten thousand
dollars today and I could have a small
uh induction crucible here and put your ten
thousand dollars of the gold and press buttons
and it moves and moves.
What happens when you burn gold?
Nothing all you do is change it from
solid to liquid but you don't reduce it.
Can you see all the saints of all
the ages and Leonard Raimond is standing there
before a Christ whose eyes are full of
holiness where the place is breeding holiness where
there's all the majesty of an awesome God
and he reads the record of my poor
life before all the saints of all the
ages and he puts the fire to my
devotional life.
Am I just a good showman?
I sure like to preach because God called
me to preach and I don't care how
I preach I don't care whether you believe
me either I'm not responsible for that.
I preach out of my heart all I
believe and I die for it.
But say am I just a showman?
What's my what's my secret life like?
We were talking just earlier yesterday I guess
about the woman that came in an alabaster
box appointment you know I read that story
for years and heard it preached on before
ever I realized she came for one reason
only she came to worship Jesus.
How do you know?
Because she brought the most sacrificial gift that
she had.
How do you know?
Because she never said a word while she
was there.
How do you know?
Because she said I won't wash his feet
with water I wash them with tears.
I won't dry his head his feet with
a gorgeous towel I wipe his feet with
the hair of my head and she poured
out that costly fragrance and then she wiped
his feet again so what happened?
The fragrance she poured out on him came
back on her.
Why isn't my life more fragrant?
Because you don't take time to be holy
because you think if you stuff all the
stuff you get at a gappy which I'm
sure is good or some other bible school
that this is no no no no God
isn't going to measure your intellect the size
of your hat.
He's going to try with his fire my
devotional life.
I think again of a statement Dr. Toter
made to me once he said Len you
know what?
He said we'll hardly get our feet out
of time into eternity and gaze on eternity
of what we bow our heads in shame
and humiliation and say my God look at
all the riches there were in Jesus Christ
and I've come to the judgment seat almost
a pauper.
For God has not merely given us Jesus
Christ he's given us all things and because
there isn't enough joy in the house of
God we need entertainment because entertainment is the
devil's substitute for joy because there isn't enough
power in the house of God people are
always looking for the last scientific development and
their hair stands up when they see some
fancy show on tv.
I think before we point the finger at
the world we better turn to the church
and say look we better all get sackcloth
and ashes and humble ourselves and say almighty
God when I see the church in the
new testament they didn't have stately buildings, they
didn't have paid evangelists, they didn't have a
lot of money, they didn't have organization, they
couldn't get on tv and beg but I'll
tell you what they did they turned the
world upside down and I'm embarrassed to be
part of the church of Jesus today because
I believe it's an embarrassment to a holy
God.
Most of our joy is clapping our hands
and and then afterwards we're talking all the
drivel of the world.
Oh to be lost in him, to be
consumed in him.
We mentioned this week a little frail woman
my dear boy that's in South America many
of you heard him preach Paul I think
he has every book that Amy Wilson Carmichael
wrote about 30 of them.
He drenched himself in in her teaching she
was a fine little Irish woman she had
a curvature of the spine.
The last three years of her life they
had to lift her in and out of
bed, change her she was helpless but she
she loved 350 little children.
She wrote this from subtle love of softening
things from easy choices and weakenings not thus
are spirits glorified not this way went the
crucified from all that dims by calvary oh
lamb of God deliver me you know we're
overboard on laughter and happiness there's an old
saying in the world laugh and the world
laughs with you I change it I say
laugh and the church laughs with you but
weep and you weep alone.
You get so near to the heart of
God we sang it on Friday we did
a marvelous Friday night prayer meeting I wouldn't
have taken that Friday night meeting for ten
thousand dollars God came and we were broken
and humiliated before him.
You get so near to the heart of
God that you share his grief over a
world and over a backslidden church that we
have today.
Can he share his sorrow with you?
Oh yes you'll get filled with the Holy
Ghost and get the bank balance that's all
right if you do God will hold you
to account for it but are you big
enough to say Lord in this crucial hour
in human history let me fill up the
sufferings of Christ.
Are you prepared to take Karen's demon power
and say listen I've moved into the place
where the apostle Paul was when he said
I glory in tribulation in necessities in reproaches
because if you're going to get mature in
God all the dwarfs around you will criticize
and sneer at you and say you're trying
to be holier than the rest of us
huh?
You say you don't have time for basketball
or go and see a baseball game no
maybe you don't that's nobody's business but yours
and God's.
You'll discover this the men who have been
most heroic for God have been the men
with the greatest devotion of life.
I remind you again that one day I
was in the Bible school of Wales and
dear Mrs. Reese Howes her husband was dead
now we stood on the terrace there and
she turned back she said you see the
room there I said yes I see that
room that door yes daddy meaning her husband
went through that door at six o'clock
in the morning and he stayed there till
six o'clock at night every day for
11 months except the one day that his
mother died.
There's a great test this isn't the greatest
job on earth it's a good job preaching
it's not the greatest.
I used to wonder why does the Bible
say that the last should be first and
the first should be last?
I'll tell you what I know down at
Nacogdoches there we had six women came to
our house uh two to two a week
last Thursday and four of them have a
ministry of intercession and they don't strut about
it and they don't get the places on
in magazines.
We've mutilated all the hymns most of Charles
Wesley's hymns have 30 stanzas now they've about
six.
We've done that with other things you see
a little board up in homes in offices
sometimes only one life to assume be past
only what's done for God will last that's
not what the poet wrote the poet wrote
this only one life to assume be past
only what's done for God will last and
when I am dying how glad I shall
be if the lamp of my life has
been burned out for thee you think all
Christians die happy not on your life they
die as miserable sinners some of them why
because I've misused my time and I've misused
Lord if you'll only spare me to do
this some of you prayed that on a
hospital bed some of you women when you
thought you were dying giving birth to a
child said Lord if you spare my life
I'll do this that have you done it
the only thing that will tie me in
victory continually through the blood of Christ is
my personal devotion to him the son of
God my adoration that I give him my
tribute every day it's more than my service
it's more than giving my money that I
love him and I adore him and I
magnify him I take him as he were
by the for all the people who worship
Jesus the woman came and brought an alabaster
box of ointment and she was at his
feet she was at his feet on every
occasion that woman if you follow the story
through when he appeared in the upper room
they seized him by the feet you get
a little bit further in the book of
revelation or if you go to the sixth
chapter again you find there it says at
the end that the four and twenty elders
now they fell down at his feet you
wonder Matthew Bridges wrote that lovely hymn crown
him with many crowns the lamb upon his
throne crown him the lord of spheres the
potentate of time crown him the lord of
love crown him the lord of spheres power
a scepter sways from pole to pole that
war may cease and all be prayer and
praise the one thing that's wrong with that
world outside is it thinks it's done with
Jesus Christ it hasn't even started with him
yet but he stands at the end of
the trail for every man rich or poor
bottom of free black or white intellectual or
ignoramus what's your devotional life this morning would
you would you like Gabriel to hand me
the book of your devotional life for the
last month and read it to this fine
audience the gold is going to be tried
to our devotional life the silver what is
the silver I guess you can interpret it
different ways I like to interpret it this
way the book of Proverbs says the tongue
of the just is as choice silver yeah
every idle word you've spoken even since you
were saved God has a kind of you
know he doesn't need a tape recorder but
he has an eternal record of it you
know the gossip the slander the criticism the
prejudice you know when somebody upset you and
and instead of being quiet you spilled out
just what was on your heart at that
moment can you think of all those awesome
works can you think of all the we've
preached to thousands of people over the years
and we're going to answer it and the
fire is going to be put to them
well will they be hay and stubble or
or will they abide the fire the fire
shall try every believer's work silver gold precious
stone well what are the precious stones well
when I read that I think of the
I think of the breastplate that was on
the priests the priest in the old testament
it was divided into 12 each stone was
a different stone each stone had the name
of the tribe on it and he went
into the holy place to pray with a
breastplate on him oh well how do you
handle this how do you handle this do
you know why the world is poor and
sick outside because we really don't know how
to pray that's why because we're satisfied we've
our lousy living and we don't drink and
lust and damn ourselves every day and and
now we're christians and we're so content and
so happy and so satisfied I've said it
many times I say it again this morning
but no man is greater than his prayer
life I don't care about his organization and
his these boys all have a uh what
is it um a mailing list doesn't worry
me let me live with a man a
while and share his prayer life and I'll
tell you how tall I think he is
or how majestic I think he is in
God supposing I could say to Gabriel this
morning Gabriel uh hand this book down well
let's let's preview eternity here we are millions
of people all the prayer warriors America has
produced some of the greatest praying patient of
Portland had a had a floor harder than
that and at the side of his bed
when he he knelt he used to pray
and pray and pray and when they washed
his body for burial he had great big
hooves on his knees like camels like history
says that James in the Bible had camel's
knees at least tradition says that well it's
a living fact that Payson had them and
when they were washing him somebody said but
what abnormal knees they're calloused they're heavy with
calluses yeah because he used to pray at
the side of his bed with energy and
in that hard floor he wore two grooves
like that about six or seven inches long
where he used to pray and make intercession
praying patient of Portland many of you can
buy the book if you haven't read it
I think it's in the book still there
praying Hyde John Hyde I met somebody used
to hear him pray and told me what
an amazing thing it was to hear him
pray in India you know we think we've
got a message you've got to drop it
here and run there and catch a plane
here and go there and say no no
that's not the greatest ministry it's good God
has ordained it but the greatest ministry I'm
sure is the ministry of intercession let's ask
Gabriel to hand the book down let's look
at all the apostles and all the saints
of all the ages there's Finney look there's
Finney with his amazing revival there's William Bull
the founder of the Salvation Army there's John
Wesley here are all the great heroic figures
we've all read about them and here they
are all watching while the book is handed
down and somebody's going to read the record
would you would you volunteer and say well
I'll be happy if you read my record
to this multitude supposing I say Gabriel handed
the record for 1724 and I open the
book there I read 1724 I go down
the bees David Braynard just a young American
died at the age of 28 all he
possessed was a cowhide that he had tanned
and he wrapped himself in it and put
a rope around him and he rode over
the Susquehanna River there and and he followed
the Indians and he had tuberculosis and he
says I got up this morning and the
Indians were still committing adultery there and still
drinking there and still beating their tom-toms
until shouting like hell itself he came out
of the teepee he was sharing and he
said there was nowhere to pray so I
went out in the forest and he said
I knelt and the snow was up to
my chin and it was a half hour
after sunrise he weighed about 95 pounds no
he didn't have a heater with him or
anything else he he was just there in
the frigid snow half an hour after sunrise
and he said I did so wrestle in
prayer he says in his archaic English I
wrestled in prayer for for about 12 hours
the sun was setting and then I could
only touch the snow with the tips of
my fingers the snow was up to his
chin when he started praying and he and
he makes intercession of little body that weighed
90 pounds until the sweat of his body
melted in the snow well God pity us
we can't get folk to our churches and
and we've got velvet cushions on the seats
and we've got nice stuff on the floor
so our darling little knees won't get hurt
and boy we can't get we can't muster
a corporal's guard to pray in the average
church praying patron of Portland John Hyde the
great intercessor David Brainerd when God opens that
book of intercession when he puts the fire
to their prayer life their devotional life I'll
tell you what there'll be nothing lost it
won't be wooed it won't be hay it
won't be stubble I discovered this poem just
yesterday it's called his plan for me I
didn't have time to memorize it when I
stand at the judgment seat of Christ and
he shows his plan for me the plan
of my life as it might have been
had he had his way and I see
how I blocked him here and I checked
him there and I would not yield my
will will there be grief in my savior's
eyes grief though he loves me still would
he have me rich and I stand there
poor stripped of all but his grace while
memory runs like a hunted thing down the
paths I cannot retrace Lord of the years
that are left to me I give them
to thy hand take me and break me
and mold me to the pattern that thou
hast planned it's going to be an awesome
day when I was at school I said
about two-thirds back there was a kind
of a level here then there were some
seats up here and I sat in the
first little gallery as it were and you
know I didn't mind school too much but
I was very envious in those days of
the school captain he lived just he he
worked just across the aisle from me he
was the best soccer player and I wanted
to be that he was the best at
cricket and I like cricket he was the
best runner we had and I like running
and he was a very good artist but
he was quite a brain and you know
if I could ever save up my stomach
aches I saved them till the day before
the final examination but my mother was smart
she knew I was saving them up I
don't know how and I get up that
morning and say mother oh I I don't
feel good at all I I think I
should stay at home she said okay you
can stay at home tomorrow but not today
but today was the day of judgment and
you know that the things will be put
down on the board there and as soon
as they were down Renton would get it
his name was Renton and he'd get his
paper and he'd dash through it man he
was through the first two or three subjects
before I'd even got got the things read
oh he and another guy that were there
they used to say boy it's exams and
they knew they'd be number one and number
two and every year I was at school
they were number one and number two on
the chart when it came out these boys
were always at the top they had no
fear of the judgment they were prepared for
it I still believe in the majesty of
that eternal court with the king of kings
and the lord of lords and the judge
of judges I still think there'll be an
awesomeness about it so majestic you see there's
no possible there's no possibility of any rehearsal
and what there's no possibility of any repetition
because again this is the final judgment and
to some God will say come ye blessed
and others he will have said depart from
me I don't believe there'll be any envy
I won't do it but I could I
could remind you there are at least five
five crowns to be given in reward Paul
says that that the lord will give him
a crown of of righteousness which he says
the lord will not only give to me
but all them that love is appearing there's
a crown for the martyrs those who will
die today and have died other days there's
a crown to be given to them crowns
crowns crowns we will all be the same
in heaven there'll be great distinctions in heaven
you can't think that the dying thief he'll
be in heaven all right because he said
remember me when thou comest into thy kingdom
and sure enough God will do that Jesus
said he would but he'd wasted his life
take just one character John Wesley he was
saved soundly when he was 35 years of
age turned 35 round it makes 53 put
53 and 35 together makes 88 the time
he died in 1891 the dying thief rejoiced
to see that fountain in his day and
there have I though violence but he cast
all my sins away fine but I suggesting
that the man who got in on the
last tick of the clock is going to
have the same reward as John Wesley yeah
Wesley made an awful lot of money do
you know what he did with it he
built orphanages he built churches he printed bibles
he printed hymn books there was no time
wasted in his life it was methodical systematic
he went to dinner with the greatest man
in English literature and the man said now
you finished dinner let's fold our legs under
the table he said up you know cross
your legs under the table and let's just
have a nice time of conversation and Wesley
said I'm sorry I have to go oh
but it is not yet nine o'clock
no it's not well why are you going
he said I have an appointment in the
morning at four o'clock at four o
'clock tomorrow morning every morning of my life
with who with God he disciplined his life
he disciplined his body in eating he disciplined
his hand in his pocket we shall stand
at the judgment seat of Christ an awesome
prospect for any of us for the hymn
writer says the eternal glory is gleam afar
saint endeavor so now to watch to work
to war and then to rest forever we
had a lady in a church that I
pastored actually I was assistant pastor and the
lady was the wife of the pastor Dr.
Fawcett and she didn't have a great voice
but they often asked her to sing and
she used to sing the same old hymn
every time and the last verse of that
hymn said this he was not willing that
any should perish am I his follower and
can I live longer at ease with these
souls going downward lost for the last lack
of the help I might give he was
not willing that any should perish master forgive
and inspire us anew banish our worldliness help
us to ever live with eternity's values in
view said that great man who birthed that
revival God stamp eternity on my eyeballs you
know if we can't live as a different
breed of people on this earth we have
no right to live here we shouldn't be
affected by changing customs or changing styles or
changing opinions or whether the stock market goes
up or down or whether the clouds are
gathering for that that doesn't make any art
we ought to live every day as though
we come out of another world into this
world with the power of that world upon
us to live and speak and move and
have our being in Jesus Christ it's going
to be an awesome day have you kind
of figured how you'll get on when you
stand there before all the saints of all
the ages and you and I are to
stand there alone on the dais and be
judged for the deeds done in the body
for every aspect of our lives for our
praying for our giving for our living for
our talking no it's not so simple to
be a Christian after all it's a majestic
thing I remember crossing a square in the
city of Bath in the 1940s I saw
two very fine young ladies one was a
young lady the other was only a girl
and they were erect and beautifully dressed and
they marched across that square and I thought
there's something different about those girls and then
when I went around the other side I
discovered it was they were princesses at that
time our present Queen of England Queen Elizabeth
and her sister Margaret it was the princesses
of the royal family and you know there
was a dignity about them very different from
anybody else who walked and the word of
God says as he was so we in
this world we ought to live eternity conscious
in time ready to be cut off at
any moment supposing you were cut off this
moment in this moment would you would you
like your life story read before all the
millions in eternity do you think it might
shrink when you hear what how God used
a David Brainerd or John Wesley or some
little wash woman down there that had a
life of intercession or a little woman in
Ireland and she had two shops and this
shop it paid all the family expenses and
this shop she saved all the money for
missions and she sent one two three four
of her children to the mission field and
she financed them all man she's gonna have
a reward one day isn't she because she
was doing it as unto him and I
don't care there's no burden too heavy there's
no situation too hard for the one that
you love and if we're love controlled love
motivated devoted motivated love energized it'd be all
right when we stand up there because if
there's anything about love one thing about it
it's obedient and if we get back to
a people who are really baptized with obedience
submissive to the total will of God not
concerned about human opinion not asking for more
to spend prodigally on ourselves but say oh
God I want these this life of mine
adjusting so I when I stand in your
awesome presence as James says we shall not
be ashamed that is appearing